Bi Dom Found

Online Chat Group

“Online Chat Group”

For some reason I can't stop thinking about Cub. I can't believe I’m actually considering him. I found out he is 22 instead of the 30 I thought and I’m 40. Hubs is 53. We are middle age and he's in the prime of his life. Yet I find the thought of him irresistible. My only way to contact him is through my online group app, but only if he joins the group. I don’t know his screen name or anything. I keep remembering his sexy smile and wonder what it would be like to have that smile fully focused on me. Plus he showed me the girls he’s talking to. Do I really wanna share him if it becomes anything. As I pondered this thought, I realized it really didn't matter. I know what I bring to the table and i'm not putting my heart on the line. Now that I know his age, he would definitely just be a sexy diversion until he or we got tired of each other. Forget putting my heart on the line or him being the Dom I'm looking for. Hell after the last 3 relationships we’ve had, he can’t be any worse than they were. At least with a hot young stud, I'm at least half way assured he would be able to keep up unlike the others.With my high s*x drive I need that unmistakable pleasure at least 3 times a day. Men only think they have a high s*x drive until they meet me.

Well guess it’s time to find out if he was really interested or just blowing smoke. 

I log into our online group and see he has joined. Well now, guess he has some interest. I don't immediately jump into group. I wait and watch. I find his comments funny and playful. I also realize right away he’s a smart ass like someone only his age can be. Time to make my move. I began typing…

“Welcome sexy Cub! Only rule no PM (private message) without permission. Otherwise enjoy our form of fuckery while showing respect for others. Please introduce yourself”

“Hi, I’m Cub. Im a single poly bi male”

“Nice. My hubby is bi too. I do have a thing for bi-males.’

“Oh really?”

“What can I say there’s nothing hotter than having two men f**k while they f**k me!”

“Hell Yeah!”

“Love when I have hubby buried in my ass and another man buried in my p***y. Giving the man on bottom full access to my nice round DDD breast. Wanna see?”

“I’d be a fool to say no to an offer like that!”

“Yes you would be, but then I don't share unless you do!”

“Well you see there's the problem, I don’t post nudes in group”

“Well damn! Not sure if i'm disappointed or intrigued” Umm a man that don't share pics, what’s he hiding or did I finally meet a man with some morals? Or maybe he has a small c**k? Most men get booted for constantly posting d**k picks or sending them to us without being ask. Maybe I should try and ask for it in PM? I already have permission from the bar to PM him but being an administrator I better play by the rules.

“Sexy Cub, care to pm?”

“Sure!”

I didn’t waste anytime sending him a message. I like everything I’ve heard so far, but he’s so damn young the last thing I want to do is take advantage of a young kid. He's definitely an adult, over 18 but still young in book. We talked everyday for a week, where I learned he worked too much, that he hasn’t been enjoying life the way he should be and that he had been celibate for nearly 2 years! Most of all he made me laugh and smile everyday. I looked forward to each text, meme or joke he would send me. I was impressed with his commitment to communicating with me. I found out we had a lot of the same views on things.He too likes make people smile and laugh. I told him enough about me and what we were looking for to keep him interested, but not my deepest darkest secrets. Some things just seemed too personal to share. I didn’t tell him that although the last year had been a fun one it had left me disappointed and sick of the lifestyle, but not the friends we made along the way. I didn't tell him that I was scared to death of falling in love again and I had no intention of falling for him. I felt he didn't need to know,  as long as I gave him everything he ever wanted and treated him like a king what does it matter if my heart isn't open. It was the only way I knew to protect myself from future pain and hurt. Plus at 22, does he even know what lasting love is. For some reason, it didn't even occur to me I was with hubs for 22 years now and fell in love with him at age 18. I assumed he would be like all the other guys. I was done with being checked out on. I was done with guys treating me like I was their world until I became attached. Only to have them treat me like they forgot I existed until they were ready for s*x again. I wasn’t going through that again. I still had a need for a Dom and cuddles, so I’d give it a shot. I’d put all, but that secret place of my heart into it. I’d enjoy it while it lasted and when he walked away, I won't be hurt. I felt like I had a solid plan in place and was ready to meet him.

I discussed the meet with Hubs. Although the three of us had a private chat that we talked in, Cub and I spoke privately everyday as Hubs and I did. I wanted to make sure Hubs was on board with meeting Cub and he too felt attracted to Cub. When I knew Hubs was in full agreement and wanted to meet there was nothing else to prevent us from meeting. 

We were set to meet on Friday. He was coming over after he got off work. I'd cook dinner and we would hang out. We would play, if it felt right. I wasn’t telling Cub this, but I wasn't taking the normal month I did to get to know guys before s*x. Tonight, I just wanted to f**k. If I wasn’t waiting to get attached, what did it matter how long we waited. Plus I'm horny and he says he's a bi verse Dom switch, which is what we had been looking for. Figured he couldn't be any worse than the others.

Cub and I have talk extensively about how we both want a relationship and not just s*x. I just cant trust he is the one although he clicks off all the boxes except for his age. I'm not sure I'm ready to be a cougar yet. I like the idea of being a kitty with claws better. Meow!