boundless

The ceremony grounds smelled like woodsmoke and crushed pine, the way they did every year on the night the pack renewed its oaths to the moon. Kian Sorrow stood at the edge of the raised platform in his father's colors, waiting for the part of the evening he hated most. Below him, three hundred wolves had gathered in the clearing, their faces lit gold by the bonfire. Somewhere in that crowd, his father was working the room the way he always did before a ceremony, gripping forearms, laughing at jokes that weren't funny, making sure every pack elder walked away feeling like the most important person Alpha Dorian Sorrow had spoken to all night. Kian had learned the trick years ago and had never once managed to make it look as easy as his father did. "You're doing the thing with your jaw again," said a voice at his shoulder. He didn't have to turn to know it was Sable, his father's beta and the closest thing Kian had to an older sibling. She'd practically raised him in the years after his mother died, and she still talked to him like he was twelve. "What thing." "The thing where you look like you're chewing on a mouthful of nails." She handed him a cup of something dark and bitter that he drank anyway. "It's one speech, Kian. Say the words, smile at the elders, let your father have his night." "I'm not the one who has trouble with the words." He looked out at the crowd again, at the space near the front where the visiting delegation from the Ashgrove pack stood in their own colors, waiting for the alliance to be reaffirmed the way it was reaffirmed every year, in public, in front of witnesses, like a debt being repaid. "Rhett isn't even here yet. He's never on time." "He's coming next month for the wedding. Tonight he sent his uncle." Sable's voice softened, just slightly, the way it did when she was about to say something he didn't want to hear. "You could try wanting this, you know. Just once. It might hurt less." Kian didn't answer that. He'd stopped trying to explain, a long time ago, that wanting had never been the problem. He'd been marked to Rhett Ashgrove since he was nine years old, in a ceremony he barely remembered, sealing an alliance between two packs that had been at war a generation before that. He'd grown up being told that the mark on his shoulder meant something, that somewhere underneath it was a bond waiting to wake up the day he and Rhett were finally joined in full. He'd waited. He was twenty-six now, and he still felt nothing when he thought about Rhett Ashgrove beyond a kind of tired, dutiful fondness, like the feeling you had for a cousin you saw twice a year. He didn't say any of that. He never did. It was easier to let people believe the bond would arrive eventually, in its own time, than to admit out loud that he suspected it never would. The horns sounded, low and long, calling the pack to order. He climbed the platform steps beside his father. Dorian Sorrow was a big man, broad through the shoulders in the way that Kian, lean and quick rather than powerful, had never quite matched, and when he raised his hand the whole clearing went quiet at once, the way it always did. "Fifteen years ago," his father began, "this pack chose to end a war instead of winning one." Kian had heard the speech every year of his life. He knew where the pauses went, knew which line would make the crowd murmur, knew that his father would gesture toward him at the mention of the alliance and the wedding to come, and that three hundred faces would turn to look at him all at once, and that he would have to stand there and let them. He was already bracing for it when the first scream came from the back of the crowd. It didn't sound like fear at first. It sounded like surprise, sharp and short, the kind of sound a person made when something moved faster than they expected. Then a second scream followed it, and a third, and the crowd's careful, ceremonial stillness broke apart into shoving bodies and raised voices, and Kian's father was already turning, already reaching for him, when the platform's support beam splintered six inches from Kian's head. He didn't see the crossbow bolt. He felt the wind of it, and the spray of wood, and then his father's hand closing hard around his arm and yanking him sideways, off the platform edge, down into the dark where the firelight didn't reach. "Stay behind me," Dorian said, and his voice had gone from ceremony-warm to something flat and immediate, a voice Kian hadn't heard since he was a child. Around them the pack elders were scattering, shifting, some of them already dropping into wolf-shape with their formal robes torn half off their shoulders. Sable was shouting orders somewhere to his left. None of it mattered, because the second bolt came almost on top of the first, and this one wasn't aimed at the platform. It was aimed at him. Kian saw it coming the way you see the moment before you understand you're about to be hurt, a half second of pure white awareness with no time behind it to actually move. His father was already turning the wrong way, shielding the crowd instead of him, and there wasn't going to be enough time, and he had exactly long enough to think, absurdly, that Rhett was going to have to marry someone else after all. Then something hit him from the side, hard enough to knock the air out of him, and the world spun sideways into the dirt. He hit the ground with someone's arm locked across his chest and someone's whole body between him and the dark. He heard the bolt strike wood somewhere behind them, close enough that the sound of it cracked in his ears. For a moment he couldn't tell which way was up, could only feel the weight pinning him down and the fast, controlled breathing of the person on top of him, and then that person shifted, rolled them both behind an overturned bench, and Kian found himself staring up into the face of Aro Kestrel. He knew the name. Everyone in the pack knew the name, the way you knew the name of anyone who was good enough at their job to be talked about and unlucky enough in their bloodline to never be given credit for it. Aro Kestrel was the best tracker the pack had produced in a decade, and Bondless, and those two facts sat next to each other in most people's minds like an insult and its punishment. "Don't move," Aro said. He wasn't looking at Kian. His eyes were on the dark past the firelight, scanning, and there was a knife in his hand that Kian hadn't seen him draw. "There's at least one more." "How do you—" "Two bolts, two different angles. Someone's reloading." Aro's grip on his shoulder tightened, not gently, pressing him lower behind the bench. "Stay down. That's not a request." Kian stayed down. He wasn't used to being told what to do by anyone who wasn't his father, and he was surprised by how easily his body obeyed anyway, some older instinct recognizing the voice of someone who knew exactly what he was doing in a way that Kian, in that moment, very much did not. The clearing had turned into chaos, but it was chaos with a shape to it now, pack enforcers moving in practiced patterns toward the treeline, someone barking a headcount, his father's voice cutting through all of it like a blade. Kian caught fragments of it between his own heartbeat. A third bolt went wide, off to their right, and this time he heard the answering snarl of someone shifting fully and giving chase into the dark. Aro didn't move from over him until the shouting changed pitch, until someone yelled that they had eyes on the shooter, until the whole tenor of the night shifted from panic to pursuit. Only then did he ease back, just enough to look Kian over, quick and clinical, checking him the way you'd check an animal for injury rather than a person for fear. "You're not hit," he said. It wasn't a question. "No." Kian's voice came out rougher than he meant it to. "No, I'm not hit." "Good." Aro was already rising, already scanning the crowd again, already halfway back to being the kind of person who didn't linger over what he'd just done. "Someone will want to ask you what you saw. Try to remember the second before the first bolt hit, not the moment itself. People always remember the wrong part." He said it like advice, offhand, already turning to go help with the search, and Kian caught his wrist before he could. It wasn't a decision. It was just a hand closing around another person's wrist because some part of him hadn't finished being afraid yet and needed one more second of contact with the only steady thing in the clearing. Aro looked down at where Kian was holding him, and something moved across his face that wasn't quite surprise and wasn't quite anything Kian had a name for. "You saved my life," Kian said, which was obvious, and stupid, and the only true thing he had. "I did my job." Aro didn't pull his wrist away. He also didn't move any closer. "The rest of it is for people whose job it is to figure out who wants you dead." "Do you have a theory." "I have several." A muscle moved in Aro's jaw. "None of them are things I should be saying to you in the dirt with your father twenty feet away." Kian let go of his wrist then, because it was the only sensible thing to do, and because Sable was already shoving through the wreckage of the platform toward them with blood on her sleeve that wasn't hers, and because his father's voice had found him and was calling his name in a tone that meant the conversation, whatever it had almost been, was over before it started. He stood. His legs held, which surprised him. Around the clearing, the fire still burned, indifferent to what had almost happened beneath it, and the elders who hadn't fled were beginning to circle back, whispering to each other in the particular hush of people trying to look calmer than they felt. "Kian." His father reached him, hands running over his shoulders and arms in the same rough, checking way Aro had done it, except his father's hands were shaking and Aro's hadn't been. "You're all right. You're all right." "I'm all right," Kian said, and looked past his father's shoulder to where Aro was crouched now beside the fallen bench, turning something over in his hands, something small enough that Kian couldn't make out what it was from this distance. "What is that," he asked, before his father could pull him away toward the healers, toward the safety of a tent and a fire and people who would fuss over him until he let them. Aro looked up. Whatever he'd found, he closed his fist around it before Kian could see. His expression had gone carefully, deliberately blank, the way it had when he'd said none of his theories were things he should say out loud. "Nothing," Aro said. "Not yet." It was a lie. Kian knew it the way he knew the shape of every lie his father had ever told him gently, for his own good, and he filed it away along with the memory of a hand on his wrist and a voice telling him to stay down like his life actually mattered to the person giving the order. His father was already steering him toward the healers' tent, already calling for Sable to organize a full sweep of the treeline before morning, already turning the night's terror into logistics the way he turned everything into logistics. Kian let himself be led. But he looked back once, over his shoulder, and found Aro Kestrel still crouched by the fire, staring down at whatever he'd found in the dirt with an expression that looked less like relief that the attack had failed, and more like a man who had just confirmed something he had been afraid of for a very long time.