The alpha's rejected luna

w    Stary obigwe         Episode 1        Athena's POV        "Kelvin, her childhood best-friend. You see they've been together for a long time but only now did the Moon goddess reveal that they are made for each other. We don't know, maybe our mates are just around the Corners too.' Nancy said.       I was happy with what she said, but can he accept me? compared to other female wolves I am weak. Others say I am fat, ugly and worthless wolf, and even my older brother Michael believes in them.        Even our Alpha doesn't pay attention to me, he can't even look at me when I'm around. He avoided me as well as the others.       "Let's go to the cafeteria". Nancy said bringing me back to the present We walked to the cafeteria and when we got there I suddenly stopped.      I smell an inexplicable fragrance, like a mixture of vanilla, rose and orchids. It is so addictive.I closed my eyes and savored that sweet addictive strange smell.       "It's him! It's our mate". My wolf said. Suddenly my eyes widened and our eyes met. But I was confused when I saw the joy in those eyes suddenly disappeared. It was replaced by anger and disappointment.        I averted my eyes. I could not bear to see the emotions displayed in his eyes.       "Athena, what's going on? Why do you suddenly stop?". Nancy asked.        "Nothing. I just remembered something". I averted my eyes from her and pretended to be looking for a vacant seat.       "Come on Athena, let's go to our mate" . My wolf said. I can feel her happiness and it pains me more.        "l can't Slade. I could see in his eyes that he did not like me".         "No ! That's not true. My mate can't do that to me. Maybe you just misunderstood him". Saying that I could feel her power, she wants to take control.           This was the first time was showing her dominance. At the age of eighteen, I still can't shift.          Every wolf can shift at sixteen but I can't. Tina always told me that it wasn't the right time. My pack mates looks down on me and they always use every opportunity they have to tell me that I'm not a real wolf.         "Tina stop it! I already told you what I saw I know you saw that too. You saw that he did not like us, You saw those negative emotions showing on his eyes". Saying that We both looked at him again and saw him happily flirting with Dianna.         This woman is known as the number w***e in our pack. She's beautiful and sexy She also knows how to fight that's why many male wolves adore her so much.        "You see? he does not even care about us". I said to my wolf and she Suddenly went silent.         I looked at my friend who's busy eating her food. I can't bear to hold this emotion in me alone so I just decided it would be good if I just share a little part with her         "Nancy, I met my mate already"' I told her.          "Really? who is he? You're so lucky my friend. You already met your mate. Wait, why are you looking like that? Are you not happy about finding your mate?".        "I will tell you some other time I don't feel talking about it right now. I just want my best-friend to know". I explained.        I didn't know how to tell her how my mate reacted me when he found out that I was his mate. I can't even bring myself to telling her who it is because everyone will definitely get disappointed when they find out that who my mate is.       "We need to talk to him Whoever he is, he has no right to do this to us". Tina my wolf said. I could feel that she was angry and upset at the same time.       " Do we still need to do that? He's the man He should approach us first".        "If he doesn't want to approach us then I don't care. I will come and talk to him even he does not want to". This is one of tina's traits that surprises me.       I haven't seen her in person yet, so I don't know what kind of wolf she is. She still does not want to reveal herself to me and that's one of the reasons why everyone thinks that I'm wolf less. In some occasion, when someone tried to hurt me, she will just share her power to heal me and restore my strength.       "Okay". I told her. I saw him leave the cafeteria.         "I think it's the right time to talk to him Let's folow him". Tina said.        He exited the cafeteria and went to the end of the hallway where the locker rooms were         "Hurry up Athena!". I suddenly stopped in my tracks and stiffened in my stance because of what i saw  in front of me.        "s**t!". I heard him cause. even though I was a few meters away from them I could clearly hear them         "Why did you stop? Is there a problem Micheal?' Dianna asked.        "'so this was why this traitor suddenly disappeared. He's busy flirting with that bia---        " Shut up tina". I said cutting her words.         "Dianna leave!". I heard Micheal say.        "But why? we are not done yet". Dianna tried to pull Micheal and kiss him but he avoided it.         "I said leave!" He suddenly shouted at her angrily. Dianna was surprised and quickly left and then He turned looked at me and our eyes met again.         "You, come here Let's talk". He said.        I was in a hurry to approach him and when I was close to him he suddenly pulled me and pushed me into the locker. I felt my back hurt because of what he did but I ignored the pain.     .   .Again, I almost drowned in his addictive Scent. I looked into his eyes it was gold, meaning his wolf was on the edge to reveal itself. But that did not last long, it suddenly returned to his normal gray eyes.         "Michael, you are hurting me, why are you doing this to me? you know who l am in your life".       "Isn't it obvious? I don't like you. I am ashamed that you are my mate". Michael said.        I was surprised by what he said. I expected him to dislike me but I didn't expect him to be like this. His words were really hurtful.         He It broke my heart. Tina didn't like what Micheal said. I can feel the pain and anger coming from her. She wanted to control my body and talk to Michael and I let her.         I closed my eyes and let her handle the situation. This is the first time I let her control my body and I saw Micheal surprised when he saw it.         Unlike other wolves, my eyes don't turn to gold or grey when we let our wolf take control our body or we shift. My eyes remain the same color.        "What did you say?". Tina asked.         Michael moved a bit and look at us. It was obvious that he is having an internal battle with his wolf. I don't know what is the problem but I think his wolf wants to show himself too, but Micheal won.         His eyes became normal and those hate reflecting on it towards me shows once again.       "I said I don't like you. I have known you since you were born in this pack, you are not fit to be my Luna".         Yes! Michael is my brother Moses's best friend and the Alpha of this pack. My mate is Micheal Robert the Alpha of Moon silver Pack.        "Why?' tina asked.      "Because you're weak, ugly, fat little clumsy girl. I don't like you to become my Luna and take note of this. I mike Micheal Robert rejected you Tina Athena Cyril as my mate and Luna of Moon silver pack". He said        My chest tightened even more because of what he said. I didn't know what to do at the moment.        Should I accept his rejection? I can feel the impact of his sudden rejections and it added to the pain I'm feeling right now. I thought it was painful already that he avoids me and flirt with Dianna, but it hurts even more after Micheal said he rejected me.        I didn't answer him and just stared blankly at his face. He got angry because of my silence and suddenly pushed me, causing me to fall to the floor.         "lf you do not accept my rejection then I don't want to see your face again. You can't tell anyone about this stupid mate thing, I forbid you. I don't want my pack to know that the Moon Goddess gave me a worthless mate like you. It's a joke, A big f*****g joke!"' He said then leave me crying on the floor.        I ran away from that place and saw my brother Moses on my way, busy talking to his circle of friends. He saw me but he ignored me and continue to chat with his friends.         Our parents have been dead for a long time and he blames me for their death, actually not only him, but everyone. l'm getting tired of what's happening to me in this pack I just want to leave and get away.        Michael rejected us, Moses also doesn't like me and everyone in this pack are always insulting & bullying me I give up". I said to tina       " I agree with you. They don't deserve us here. They are the stupidest wolves I ever met". I hurriedly ran home and prepare to leave.         Before our parents died, they saved money for our future needs. This is what I will use to start a new life in a distant place. I will definitely miss this house, the happy memories we have together as a family. I will also miss my best friend Nancy and the fun we had together.        I hope micheal will be happy when I leave He will have a Woman who deserves to be his Luna. I looked inside my room one last time before I closed the door and then left the place where I grew up.