REVOLTING NIGHTS

SUNNY ROWEN (PRESENT): I wish I cared its easy to act like so but not easy to feel as if you do. A scream echoes in the quiet room as both me and Nicole's eyes stand on two people. it had always been like this nothing new but if a person feels the urge to escape then they're willing to do anything. Tris stands infront of our mother as proof and I know he'll make his way out of this hell even if he has to sacrifice a leg or an arm. "You really thought you'd be able to keep this from me? who do you think I am . I'm my fathers son and your not being forgiven for what you caused " Tris practically yells at mom and this is different from all the years we've had conversations like these. The look in tris's eyes tells me he's had enough and Though I have too it requires his patience and courage something I don't have . I've stood silently at the stair case watching every chaos infront of me unfold hoping I'd get a clue of what reason tris realized he had enough and needed to do what he had. Its nothing new but we've faced all this before he's my older brother I've seen nearly every side of him but today as he yells at mom I don't see tris . I see an exhausted and mentally tired young boy who wants to live and I listen silently. "Tell me you knew I want to hear each word come out of your mouth" Tris whispers loud enough for me and nicole besides me to hear. An unreadable expression takes place on moms face as she pales and I feel the grip of Nicole's hand tighten around my wrist. "I don't owe you anything. you were and still are nothing to me" . mom yells . Hurt flashes on tris's face which he almost instantly changes he steps forward grabbing the back of moms head as he pulls on her hair and throws her against the nearest wall . I stand up and I don't see what happens but mom screams this time sounding different. "Tris put the g*n away!" Nicole cries out to tris but I don't think he sees us and I don't think he can hear us either he seems enraged and lost in another world. Tears stream down my face "I don't need your part of the story anymore but dad wouldn't have wanted this, and you . your a monster for ruining his life like that . you took sunny away from him. his i own daughter he deserved his daughter and raising her and if you weren't my mother I would've pulled this trigger long ago. " Tris doesn't back up even as Nicole yells at him . I try to talk to him but my head is spinning and my body can't take the exhaustion anymore. A shot rings in the air and I hear moms scream my ears still ringing from the sound my knees give up from underneath me and I last see tris's concerned face as I fall to the floor with tris at my side before it all goes black. It feels as though I'm falling into an endless black hole that I had been trying so hard to stay alive in and even as I lay I won't let it consume me.