The Ex's Daddy

Episode17

Harper

His lips are soft and warm like fluffy pillows, I am losing myself in them. He tastes of the bitter hospital coffee but it doesn’t put me off and he is responding as he places a hand behind my head like he is cradling it. I love the feel of his large hand holding me to him. I moan as his tongue runs along my bottom lip; I want this man all of him.

I want to tear his T-shirt off him and check out his body and run my hands on his firm pecs and down his sculpted abs, because I know Levy works out all the time. He has a home gym in one part of his triple garage, and I have seen his body when I’ve been spying on him from across the street through my bedroom window, wondering what it would be like to feel his rock hard body under my fingers.

Warmth creeps up through my center as my p***y gets wet just from us kissing. Imagine what it would feel like if his tongue was delving in and out of my slit. I groan again. His tongue explores my mouth as I allow him entry, he delves it in further and nips at my lower lip.

My hands find their way up around his neck, I hang on to him not wanting him to stop kissing me. I could stay like this forever. And for this moment I am grateful that Dylan and Lacey have left and taken Taylor with them.

My n*****s form hard peaks inside my flimsy bra, I’ve been buying new lingerie from working at the coffee shop after college because I’ve always had the intention that one day I will sleep with Levy, and I want to look my best for him. I know he has slept with women and in his eyes, he sees me as some kid, but at twenty I am no kid and when he does finally sleep with me one day, I want him to be totally blown away. I want to watch him come undone in front of me, just by the sight of me.

He pulls away the action leaving me feeling lonely as quickly as his tongue was in my mouth, now it isn’t. “What are you stopping for?” I ask breathlessly. The kiss was amazing, I’ve never been kissed like that before. Sure, I’ve done a lot of kissing with the boys in school and in high school but kissing Levy was on a whole new level. The man knows how to kiss, I bet he’s amazing in bed with the extra years of practice he’s had with real women.

“Because it’s wrong, Harper. I shouldn’t have done that.” He rakes his fingers through his hair, the same long fingers I’d love right now to be inside my waiting wetness. “I’m sorry, I should have known better. It won’t happen again.” He looks distressed, I reach a hand out and place it on his face, liking the way his stubble feels soft yet prickly against the palm of my hand.

“What if someone had seen us, jeez-us? What was I thinking?” His voice is low as he stands up and begins pacing the waiting room. “What if Dylan had come back with Lacey? f**k, shit.” He paces some more.

“You gotta calm down, Levy. It was just a kiss.” That’s a lie for a start since this was no ordinary kiss. I could feel my entire body zinging with pleasure from it and his touch. I bet he could feel it too. There was definitely a connection between us. It was electrifying, it stole my breath away and that ain’t never happened ever before.

“I am calm, I’m just this should never have happened. Kissing a girl who is eighteen years younger than me is wrong.”

“How so?”

“It just is Harper.”

“Why?”

I’m not letting this go, I mean if it’s good enough for all those celebrities and the such like, then why can’t it happen for me? God, I want this man so badly and I will do whatever it takes to get him. I need him, my body needs him like my mother’s body craves her drugs. He is my drug, he is my addiction, I feel batshit crazy wanting him like I do. My c**t is aching for his c**k to be deep inside me, my n*****s are screaming to be sucked and teased.

“It isn’t fair that you feel like this Levy. You’re being dumb about the whole age gap thing.”

“No, Harper, listen to me,” he comes and stands in front of me, I look up into his sorrowful eyes. “This is wrong. You are Dylan’s ex-girlfriend; you are his best friend. I cannot do anything with you.”

“I’m pretty sure Dylan would want the best for your Levy, he loves you, you know that and if it means hooking into a relationship with me then he’d understand.” I hope. I mean it is a big ask even I know that I’m not totally ignorant of other people’s feelings.

“And here in the hospital where your mother is fighting for her life, it’s all f*****g wrong. I have to go outside for a walk and get some fresh air. Are you okay?”

“Of course I’m okay, you just kissed me it was the best kiss I’ve ever had. Didn’t you feel something too?” I wait biting my lower lip, crossing one leg over the other and placing my hands laced together on my knees. What am I expecting? For him to tell me it rocked his world.

“Whatever it was, Harper it is still wrong. Everything about it is wrong, the situation, the timing, the place. I’m going out. Sorry, I’m really sorry, Harper.” He strides away and through the double doors leading to the corridor that will take him to the front hospital doors.

Tears prick my eyes, okay so I wasn’t expecting this reaction not after something so amazing. I need Levy, I want Levy. How am I going to get through his thick skull that we can happen?

Without him by my side I feel empty and alone, my lips still tingle from his kiss they feel swollen by the fierceness of our kissing. I touch them and run my forefinger along my bottom lip. God, I loved how he felt pressed against me and the way his tongue expertly moved around inside my mouth, teasing me. This isn’t enough, I want more, and I will get more. I always get my own way, but it’s deeper than just fancying Levy and wanting him, there’s something more and I know it.

The way my heart flutters when he is close by, the way he looks at me tenderly with those sexy eyes of his framed with dark lashes. His smile and that dimple he has on the right cheek; it makes me want to melt in front of him.

“Miss Thompson,” I hear a woman’s voice and look up. “Your mother’s eyes have opened.” I’m up in an instant and following behind her to the door leading to my mother’s room.

As I enter mom moves her head slightly, our eyes meet. “I’m so sorry baby, so sorry.” What is it with everyone being sorry tonight. f**k, first Levy over a kiss and then my mother because of an overdose which I am pretty sure she didn’t mean to take. She is an addict, she can’t help what she did, she needs help. H.E.L.P.

I go to her side and take her frail hand in mine. “Just a few minutes please, Harper,” the nurse warns me. I nod.

“Ssh, momma don’t say you’re sorry. It happened; you didn’t mean to.”

“You’re a good girl, Harper. I am sorry this happened.” Tears slide down her cheeks. I lean over and kiss her cheek.

“The main thing, Momma is that you have woken up. You scared us all there for a minute. Taylor has gone home it’s late and she needs to get to her exam in the morning. I’m going to skip class for a day, it’ll be fine. Levy is helping us too and Dylan.”

Momma nods. “It’s going to be alright, Momma. You’ll be cared for here in the hospital and Levy has booked you into the rehab clinic outside of town, you’ll have a beautiful private room, and they have stunning gardens for you to get out and have some proper fresh air.” My mother hardly leaves the house, those scum bag dealers all come to her and no doubt her current boyfriend deals her to. I’d like to drive a knife straight through his heart.

“You gotta want to get better, Momma for yourself. Don’t worry about us, Taylor and I will be okay.” I don’t add because we have to be and have had to be all our lives. Mom doesn’t need a guilt trip right now; she needs love and support to help her.

“I love you, sweet girl.” I kiss her hand.

“I love you too, Momma.” Her eyes start to close again. “I’ll let you sleep, Momma, I will be right outside.” She’s drifted off and it’s the best thing for her right now.

Outside I lean against the wall near the door and slide down cradling my knees to my chest and cry. A nurse comes over to check on me, but I tell her I’m okay. “You need to go home and get some rest,” she tells me.

“No way I’m leaving my momma. I’m staying but thank you.”

“Okay, well we have some areas you can sleep if you prefer.”

“Thanks, I’ll just wait here. It’s nearly morning soon anyway.”

“Okay honey, but we have to take care of the visitors too.”

“I’ll be fine, honestly.” Knowing she is fighting a losing battle she gives me a smile and leaves me to it as I hug my knees tighter and cry. I want Levy to come back in and hold me. I need a man’s arms around me right now.

As if he can read my mind, I hear his boots squelching on the floor and look up. “Harper, what’s happened?” He rushes over to me and bends down in front of me, placing his hands on mine on my knees. He uses one hand to tilt my head up, I see the concern in his eyes.

“Talk to me, Harper.”

“Momma woke up, is all but has drifted back off to sleep. I told her you’ve booked her into the rehab place. Thank you so much for doing that for us Levy.”

His thumb caresses my hand, it’s the faintest of touches but warms me inside. God, I think I am falling head over heels in love with Levy.