I wish you could Know

Sometimes Love do appear to be unsympathetic, it's comes when the flowers must have started falling apart, some times it's comes knocking on the hospital bed. what is this!! I traveled many miles from the City away from hard working time to cool down my mind, my soul, my heart, the travel is by a bus and took 10 hours. - as I was upcountry, I went to my village little town to grab some groceries and whiskey for my dinner. during the time and day, I Saw a young light skin girl walking along the street of the Town, oh she was soft,seems kind,polite, sexy, I was walking along the other side of the street, we all at once spotted each other and we couldn't loose the eyes for seconds, She gave a heartbeat smile, changed her style of walking, my soul was filled with love.joy, although my heart was full of sad, sorrow saying" I wish you could know" I wish she could know what pain I'm going through now, I wish she could know how my lungs are a pain I wish she could know what time I have left to live. I wish she could know that I'm suffering from a lung cancer at Early age. my mind jumped to conclusions: could this love be founded in her, could she be trusted that she won't leave once she notices, then I got the courage to Walk to her on the other side, said HI....she replied....Hey. you're charming, your hands are soft like that of the King, you look shy, you seem to be a dream of my nightmares. I was amazed felt happy again. then asked her straight, will you say the some sweet words when tomorrow the hands turned to hard