The Search For HIM

You and I have memories longer than the road that stretches out ahead. I will always remember the day I first saw you. It was the day I first caught glimpse of your beautiful eyes. And I tell myself I wanted to know you more. I became your friend and we eventually found something we vibe. Eventually we started dating. Believe me that is the most nerve wracking thing I did since I first flew on an airplane. And it became a treasured moment when you accepted me as your boyfriend. It was a year, 4 months and 27 days since the first time we met. Our relationship was not perfect by any means but it was something I will treasure. Something that was so spectacular I will make sure nothing can tear us apart. Everyone thought we are perfect for each other. Marriage is the only thing missing. Little did thy know I have already plans about it. I already have the ring I bought the last time we went shopping. This ring caught your eyes and I knew this would be perfect for you. I already made arrangements on when I will propose. Plans that I kept secret and now will be buried forever. Life has its own plan. Some things are meant to happen but aren't meant to be. It's now 2 years since I broke up with you. It was our 3rd anniversary. That day I know I've hurt you so bad. Everyone would know me as the man who broke your heart. They will never forgive me. Even my friends don't any reason why I would do such a thing. And that was the last time I will see your beautiful eyes. You might ask why I'm sending this message to you. It's not for you. It's for me. I want you to know how thankful I am meeting such a lovely and beautiful person like you. I wanted you to remember how grateful I am for the chance you have given me. This is the last thing that I can do for you. For you to know how I love you so much, it's a problem. It might sound cliche but it's not you it's me. I know I will eventually forget this things. Even who I really am, but I want you to know that until the last memory that I hold on to you are a part of it. Please don't find me. I am alright. I hope that you continue to live your life and choose to be happy. You and I have memories longer than the road that stretches out ahead. But I already reached my stop and have to get off. Remember always that I will be watching you from afar.