Do Not Look For HIm

1:Oh Lord This is the story of an old man who was a child once upon a time. In the beginning, he never knew that a creature of all creation existed. When he was four years old, someone made him aware of it. It gave him great turmoil. However, he used to forget his existence often. He knew everything so far. Therefore, he never paid any attention to anyone. He always used to walk straight or upright. However, walking like this made him slip on the road many times. He could even see many dead men alive and approaching. At that time, he did not know that they were dead. Until the age of four, when he invented lies because of fear of the odds, his power to see the invisible disappeared forever. He did not know how to lie. He could even understand many languages at the beginning of his childhood, which he completely forgot in the later days, after the invention of the lie. He was the firstborn child of his parents. He had two younger brothers. They were well off, but their son became poor. His father had a bookshop. He lacked dressy attire for going out. So, he used to remain semi-nude all the time. On the other hand, it was very comfortable to go everywhere. On the eve of his second birthday, on March 12, 1970, his mother made a nice cloth for him. One of his maternal uncles had just arrived from the village to the city after completing the school's final exam. He put him on his shoulder and went for an outing to get some fresh air. The day had a nice breeze. The street was clean. They found nobody on the street! Suddenly, a thundering voice halted him. A military man ordered his maternal uncle to stand still. He stood up right there; the little boy on his shoulder was trembling like his uncle was trembling. As the military man approached the uncle and pulled out his pajama, his pajama fell to the ground automatically. The maternal uncle turned pale and remained at a loss for the time being. The military man shouted at him, saying, "Hey, you are not circumcised! The man started laughing at him. All of a sudden, he showed his revolver to them and asked loudly, "You infidels are ruining our country, you bastards." Hearing this remark, the little boy lost control and climbed down from his uncle's shoulder, walked angrily in front of that military man, and yelled at him, "You bastard, go, go, go!" The man turned toward him with utter surprise and, looking downward, he put his revolver into his mouth and told him, "You tiny bastard, shout as much as you can if you can." He never expected that situation. For a while, he remained silent, the military man looking at him like a big animal. He did not realize how much time had passed. He saw a group of white men and a woman behind the military man, standing still as if they did not know what would come next. Suddenly, he threw his left hand upward, and the revolver came into his right hand. He then masterfully caught the revolver with his two small hands, pointed it upward at him, and said, "Hands off." Everybody there exclaimed at once and said, "O Lord, O Lord." He understood that his anger ruled them dramatically and that they could not move. After a while, a woman among them came near to him, bowed down, and asked him softly to hand over the revolver to her hand. She assured him repeatedly that she had an angelic face that he had never seen before. After a while, he gave the revolver to her. She took it smoothly. She also gave him a very soft kiss on his cheek. Everybody started clapping, saying, "Bravo and bravo." A young man also approached him and bowed down. He said, "We did not see our Lord, but we see Him now." There was murmuring among the group. They were happy but about to leave as soon as possible. For the first time, he noticed a helicopter on the road. Its big wings started to swing heavily. In the meantime, he came to know their names and came to know that the helicopter pilot hailed from his maternal uncle's country home. It was a pleasing environment. She assured him repeatedly that she had an angelic face that he had never seen before. After a while, he gave the revolver to her. She took it smoothly. She also gave him a very soft kiss on his cheek. Everybody started clapping, saying, "Bravo and bravo." A young man also approached him and bowed down. He said, "We did not see our Lord, but we see Him now." There was murmuring among the group. They were happy but about to leave as soon as possible. For the first time, he noticed a helicopter on the road. Its big wings started to swing heavily. In the meantime, he came to know their names and came to know that the helicopter pilot hailed from his maternal uncle's country home. It was a pleasing environment. The young Prince of Edinborough, the Chief Minister of West Bengal, the Home Minister of Pakistan, the Chief of Pakistan's Army (who was removed by him), and the young boy were all present. The beautiful woman was the pilot's wife, and the co-pilot was a countryman. While leaving, all shouted, "Bravo, bravo, enjoy, enjoy Bangla." From an unknown place, hundreds of people came running down the street, shouting, "Joy Bangla, Joy Bangla." Meanwhile, his kind uncle dressed in pajamas. He put him on his shoulder and ran away towards his home. Later, he learned that there was a daylong curfew on that day. After that incident, he could never go up there anymore. 2. Time Mends All Wounds On the eve of his third birthday, there was nobody in his house. There was no birthday celebration that day. As a result, he returned to the road to see the people. However, the road was almost empty. One nicely suited man approached him and said, "Happy Birthday to you, our little master." He was astonished to hear that remark! However, he asked the visitor solemnly, "Who are you?" The handsome man said, "I am the President of Pakistan and came to see you." We talked to your Prime Minister about the election". He noticed another man with him, a military man who later took office as president of the nation. He asked, "Who is that man?" The President replied, "He is from India." He said, "Hum, no time wasting, no election this time." "You should start a war two weeks after my birthday and end it one day after Christmas Day." They both said, "Ok, as you say, it will be done as per." The small boy was happy to obey, as nobody listened to his requests at home. A jeep left them quickly. He did not say anything about that incident to anyone. However, after a few days, he did manage to go up the road again. There was an old shrine in the center of the road. It was two stories. On the first floor, there was a place to chain horses for passersby. On the ground floor was the grave of a local saint. People used to come here and give money in a big box fixed against the outer wall. There he met a little girl his age. She told him that her whole family would be leaving in a big boat because the Pakistan military would be attacking the country soon. He had mixed feelings about that news. If she went away, with whom would he play? Besides, he was happy to learn that soon he would be in a newly independent country. He asked some Riksa Pullers to take him home. Nevertheless, Riksa dRikat wants to take him. He went running to his house and informed everyone about the news. However, no one believed him. Everyone thought that this little boy had just made fun of him or her. Therefore, nobody cared at all. But after a day, when they saw some police running or escaping away from the street, they all became aware that something was happening there. Later, on the radio, they heard that Pakistan's military had attacked everywhere. A few days later, all their relatives boarded a big boat. Some men were pulling that big boat with ropes. It was fun to see the elderly. They were worried and had been calling on their God to shower mercy upon them. Women were crying all the time. Nevertheless, his young paternal uncles were very happy to get the guns. They did occasionally set fire to the sky. He was, of course, overjoyed at the time, as it was a new adventure for him. However, after a long boat journey, they reached his maternal grandfather's house in the village. His maternal grandfather was pleased to see him. All of them were welcomed with big hearts. However, some of his relatives left for his paternal grandmother's house nearby. Within a few months, the house became empty. Only his maternal grandmother and her second son's wife remained at home. No military entered their village, though rumors and fears ran everywhere. Therefore, everyone's picnic turned into a panic quickly. Whatever the reason, they were safe and secure. None to disturb them at his maternal grandfather's home. Nevertheless, one stupid local man used to disturb his maternal grandmother by climbing into a palm tree over the canal beside the house. His maternal grandfather ordered his maternal grandmother to hide him if anyone came into the house. One day, he saw, from under the bed, two of his paternal uncles coming to their house with guns in their hands. They asked for him. However, his grandmother and aunt did not say where he was. They searched for him in every corner of the house, because they had been instructed from above to take him away to the capital. However, they could not find him. Having found him nowhere, they decide to have i*********e with two women at gunpoint. In addition, one after another, they committed that heinous crime in a cheering mood. They did the same to every virgin they got into their hands. However, the uncles had been leaving, but that tiny, thin man came forward from nowhere to help them out. That tiny man told his uncles that he could certainly find the child. His uncles were astonished to hear that speech from that man. What could their guns do? What could be done by that little chap? However, that tiny chap entered the house and opened the quilt on the bed. To their utter surprise, they saw that there was one pair of little socks. They became sure that he must have been hiding somewhere. They searched everywhere and finally took him out from under the bed. In addition, here the excursion ended up not happening. It was only the beginning of the story. Then, on the way, one of his uncles left them for his friends. They then went to one of his paternal grandmother's niece's homes. She was like a Japanese doll, married but had no children. His uncle just fell in love with her at the first meeting. Nevertheless, when he heard that she was married and her husband had joined the opposition party, he quickly tied her against the wall and beat her severely. He used to have i*********e with her several times a day. He even inserted a bottle inside her. She cried, but in vain. He had been doing this for seven days. On the seventh day, her husband entered the house like a thief. However, his uncle became aware of his presence and left the house like a thief. He remained alone in his aunt's house. Thereafter, there appeared his aunt's younger brother, a well-built young man. He carried him away through the paddy fields, grasslands, and canals. They finally reached his paternal grandmother's house, where his mother was to kindly him. She had another baby to feed. The baby was his younger brother, only 9 months old. After a few days, his father came into the house. He was adamant about taking them to the capital. Therefore, they took a bus and landed on a ferry on the river Meghna. A military man ordered all passengers on the bus to get down. His mother was trembling with fear as the military man asked her what she had taken in a big can. His father told him that some powdered milk was in the tin can. That military man seemed assured of the reply. He then let them go on the bus. On the way, nobody disturbed them. They reached their home in the capital city smoothly. There was his father's mother at home. When she was asked if there was any problem, she replied boldly, "Not at all." Both of his parents were happier than ever after. However, his grandmother asked his father to go out and bring food for the family. As soon as his father had left the house, another uncle, who had left them on the way to his aunt's house, just stepped into the house with a machine gun. He directly asked his mother, "Why did you recommend our names to the general?" They took us into the neighboring country for training where no women were available. They only turned us left or right. " His mother was afraid to see a heavy machine gun in his hand. She answered no and decided to remain silent. Suddenly, his uncle pushed his mother to the bed before him and had i*********e with her. As soon as his uncle left the room, his mother started crying heavily. Moreover, his father did not return that day. They waited for him for three days and decided to return to the country house. That time, his paternal grandmother led them the way. That day was September 22, which he would remember forever. He thought that a human's crying had a relationship with nature. Because when he cried, nature cried also, because it was raining heavily all the way. Anyway, no wound is forever. Time mends everything. 3: Table His maternal grandfather summoned his paternal grandmother to keep him for a long time. Therefore, he went back to his house, where a big function was being organized. This time, he saw many members of the family present. A chef was cooking special rice on a big stove under a big tree. After lunch, beside the paddy fields, a pretty woman approached him and asked what his name was. He did not reply, as he was watching her beauty silently. He had never seen such a fair Bengali woman before. Her skin glowed. Bowing down toward him, she told him that her name was "Beauty". He could not say a word but presented her with a bunch of golden paddies. She suddenly stood up and called for someone to accompany her to get to the car. He later discovered she was from a nearby cantonment and was the cousin of his eldest maternal uncle's wife. He remembered her sweet voice late at night. It had a profound effect on his thoughts. His grandfather picked him up in the morning and took him to Eliot Gong, where his other uncle's wife lived, and then to Comilla City. It halted in front of a big two-story house. On the stairs, he saw a military major talking to someone. A few minutes later, he was led to a large room with many naked women sitting against the wall. All of them were the wives of Bengali officers. Except for their long hair, which served as clothing, they were all naked. They were arranged in a straight line. The rest of them were taken to another room while only one of them was singled out. For a few minutes, he could hear the loud noise of a machine gun. A Bengali captain then took an elderly man into the major's room. That elderly man was pleading for the life of his daughter. I discovered that this beggar was in charge of a clandestine Indian organization. The major was pacing back and forth in the room. The Captain left the room and shot himself once in the head with a revolver. It was later discovered that the elderly beggar was the deceased Bengali captain's father-in-law! We were all stunned for a split second. He initially spoke up and begged the major to forgive the elderly man and his daughter. Without arguing, the major quickly accepted his request and left the room. He went after him. He had previously met the major in front of the shrine. He had a very strong moral character. Everyone had changed as a result of the war. In the jeep, the major was remarkably silent. On the way, he went down into the cantonment. He, along with some others, was headed to the capital. All the way, he remained quiet as a dodder. The car halted in front of his house. He got down and saw a captain in the front seat who was known to him also. A very good person indeed. He was a refugee in Pakistan. Later, he joined the military and carried out training in the Cavalry Division at Armanitola Field, which was not far from the Shrine. He smiled at him while leaving. As soon as he left, he quickly ran to his room, only to find that his father was asleep. The whole house was empty. After a few days, his father took him with him to carry corpses on the truck. Those were the dead bodies of infidels from Shakhari Bazar. Later, he took him to Jagannath Hall, where he saw many dead beautiful women hanging from the ceiling. Boobs were cut off in most bodies. His father, along with other members, took them all onto the trucks. He was shocked and could not sleep at night. Rumors spread that Pakistan's military had amassed 90,000 troops at the airport as Mr. Tiger was approaching the capital. The Pakistani military had decided to burn the capital city to the ground. On December 14, 1971, he was taken to the Hotel Intercontinental Grand Ballroom by the nephew of the City Muslim League Chairman, who was once a captain of the British Royal Air Force during World War II and the father of the Bengali Co-Pilot of the Prince's Helicopter. Well, he found many officers waiting there. He also saw the Chief of Staff and the Home Minister of Pakistan toasting wine together there. They put him on a small table to say something. He, only three years old, knew not what to say, but he said to them, "My friends present here, this war has taught me some lessons which I shall never forget." I was vigilant during the war many times, which many of you have not yet. I hope not so. As far as I am concerned, I wish to end this war here. I hope your family wishes the same. I shall arrange a meeting between Pakistan and India. Mutual friends here would play the last play altogether. My friends, I will not see any more blood. " The whole hall remained silent for a moment, a pin-drop silent. Nevertheless, the chief started clapping and everyone followed. It seemed that there was an everlasting clap. They gave him a standing ovation! However, he started crying. Therefore, the nephew took him to the car and brought him home safely.  4: The Drama. Every member of our house began to return home. Nevertheless, my two uncles had been ordered to s*******r a few teachers from the University of the Capital as they had stayed in their houses during the war. Therefore, on December 14, 1971, a militant group per order did the above. On December 16, 1971, the Pakistan Army handed over their guns to the Indians. What a spectacular drama has been staged! A war had been launched and finished in due time. However, he did not wish to write a history book. Many of the things he had purposefully left out were for a good reason. Lately, a few foreigners and leaders have come to his house to pay homage. In addition, a special messenger came forward to convey the Queen's message. She asked for a constitution from him and gave him five pillars to frame it. He just deleted the first pillar: "Kingdom of the Lord." The remaining four of them constructed the constitution in 1972. The 10 members justified it. Moreover, he was the last one, just imprinting his fingerprints, as he could not write. The knower knows it; the general population has nothing to do with it. He cherished a simple life, free of all the names that were heavier than the earth. Therefore, he invented a lie to disapprove of himself. As an invisible person, he watched everyone and rewarded those who deserved it. He did it in his own way whenever he got a chance. That did not mean he looked for revenge. He would rather have waited for the right time, which also depended on his necessity. He never received any beneficial information from them; he ditched them in due time. That is how he did it: by keeping himself aloof from society as well as the world. Let them forget and disobey. He did not care much. He walked upright. He waited with passion. Allow them to brag about themselves with whatever they have. Allow them to enjoy themselves and achieve their goals. Only souls will survive as knowledge, beauty, and wealth decay. He saw many boys crying when their parents escaped death by the Pakistani military. Bullets stopped their crying. Death is cool. 6. Oh, What A Solace!  However, life goes on. His school went on regularly whether there were rainy days or not. His father could not buy him an umbrella or a bag to carry books. He went alone. After school, he used to come home alone too. Before lunch, there was no meal, just water. He had to sleep for a while. One day, he woke up to see one of his aunt's husbands had brought some guests. His mother was not at home as usual. The guests were the Chairman of China, the King of Thailand, and the Chairman of the Hilly Areas of the newly independent country. They prostrated before him. They hailed his success in life to come. All of a sudden, his mother arrived home from outside. She was bewildered to see the guests. She served rice with water and dried fish for lunch. They were pleased with it! After they left the house, his mother showered her anger upon him. She said, "You rascal, again you have gone out." He said no word. He never listened to anything she said. He went on by himself. He used to go to the riverside alone. There he found many boats. An old man of acquaintance used to take him on his boat and chat. He was his best friend to talk to. This old man appreciated his every act. Sometimes, he used to take him to the Japanese embassy. It was a far distance from my home. Nevertheless, the old man used to put him on his shoulder. There was a girlfriend for him. She was the granddaughter of a famous Navy Admiral of Japan. Whenever he went there, she used to take him to her bedroom in the Embassy. They spent a beautiful time over there. She gave him a nice cap that belonged to his famous grandfather, who fought in the Second World War. His bravery knew no bounds. However, he never told anything about his adventure to his mother. He went to school regularly and came home safely. On the way, he met dignitaries almost every day. He told his highly influential maternal uncle everything about the Prime Minister. He got worried to know that I was hurt. He telephoned his university friend in America, who was then the Foreign Minister there. He came to see him in our country in 1973. He said, "This country is a bottomless basket. Whatever is given to the PM is gone to the thieves". After this meeting, he could not go to the PM's residence anymore. On August 14, 1975, he was taken to one of his paternal aunts' homes to attend a birthday event in the Capital City of Dhanmondi. There he played the whole day with his cousin's brother, who is his age and the youngest son of the PM. On August 15, 1975, at 5 a.m., when the sun had not shown up yet, they woke up to the huge sound of machine guns and a helicopter. He saw 10 Indian Army Commandos entering the PM's House. He understood everything that was going to happen. The PM's son wanted to go to the house, and he started crying heavily. Nevertheless, he did not let him go. His aunt had held him tightly, and he got rid of him. Soon, he escaped from his aunt and ran after him. As soon as the son of the PM arrived and made his way upstairs to his mother, two guards from their house, whom he had previously kicked off, smashed his head with the gun handles. They also bayoneted the PM's wife. They died immediately. Seeing such a m******e, I was speechless. Those two guards escaped from me quickly. Already, many corpses were lying on the ground. The PM's two sons, his nephew, and many more he knew. Finally, the PM came out of his room upstairs and was shocked to see all his family members dead. In the meantime, an Army Lieutenant arrived there to pick him up. He was worried about his life. He insisted on going with him. He was so shocked that he could not move. The Prime Minister from upstairs shouted at him boldly and asked him to kill him also before he had gone. The officer had no authority to kill the PM. Instead, he only had to take him with him. Nevertheless, the PM had showered almost forty slang remarks upon the army officer that he had never heard in his little life. The PM tempted him to kill. Finally, the Lieutenant fired one round of bullets that killed the PM. He fell down the stairs, but he did so with a big smile on his face. A dramatic event that he would never forget. He had never seen a man smile, even when dying. What a solace!