Yes, daddy

Finding out the Rules

I groan and stretch my arms over my head. I look around and don't recognize my surroundings and start to panic.

"f**k, my parents are going to kill me" I mutter until reality hits me.

My parents practically sold me, to my  English teacher and a world-known billionaire. 

"Good, you're awake" a deep voice says and I look in the direction the sound came from "anyway right now we're going to go over some of the rules" he completes and comes over to my crib, picking me up and holding me to his hip. 

He carries me down the stairs and sits me in height chair. 

"Before we go over the rules you should eat something first" he nods in the direction of a housemaid that I didn't even realize was there.  

She hurries into the kitchen and I hear pots and pans clattering and the fridge being open, granted we're in the dining room right next to the kitchen so of course, I can hear it. Plus I may be over-exaggerating but that's beside the point. 

  Within a few minutes the maid brings out plates of food. 

Just at the sight of it makes me drool. I can't remember the last time I had a meal like this. 

We eat in silence and once we're done he clears his throat and pulls out a piece of paper.

"On this piece of paper are the rules that you will have to follow. If you don't follow them, well, you'll be punished" he says then puts the piece of paper in front of me and I look down at it.

RULES THAT MUST BE FOLLOWED~

1) you will follow all the rules listed 

2) No bad words inside or outside of the house(just no bad words in general)

3) Always use your manners (please, thank you, excuse me, ect.)

4) When you're feeling mad, sad, or any other strong emotion you must tell Daddy

5) Never  keep secrets from Daddy 

6) No self-harm of any kind

7) No sugar or junk food without getting it approved by Daddy

8) Tell Daddy if you ever feel uncomfortable 

9) You can always say no in context to anything s****l 

10) you will eat three meals a day and have three snacks

11)  Don't be bratty 

12) you must always wear a diaper at night or when in your headspace

13) good girls get rewards/ bad girls get punishments 

14) You must get your outfits approved by Daddy

15) NO absolutely NO boys.

16) Always use your words when asked a question.

!7) you will address me as Daddy when we are in private but as Mr. Carter in public 

Other Rules will be added as time goes on.

I finish reading over the rules and was about to nod my head until I stopped and remembered rule number 16. 

"these look good" I tell him and he smiles.

"wonderful. Now lets get ready for school" he says and picks me up out of the height chair and sets me down. Once I'm on the ground I race upstairs to get dressed as fast as I can. 

Once I'm completely done I walk out of my new room with a grin on my face.

I haven't been this happy in forever.

I have what I've always wanted.

A caring Daddy and to be myself.

"You ready babygirl?" Daddy asks me, again I was about to nod but stopped.

"Yes, Daddy" I say and he reaches for my hand. Of course I take it and we walk out of the house and towards his car.

"Starting in a few day's you'll have to sit in a car seat but for now you don't have to. At least not until you're in headspace" once he says "headspace" I looked down. It usually happens at random moments when I DO NOT want it to happen. 

For example, the other day I was in the middle of taking a test when I slipped into my headspace. I totally blanked on everything and just started to doodle on the edges of the paper. Not getting basically any work done. 

I had to hand it in blank and my teacher yelled at me, saying that "I need to stop drawing and do my work" and since I was in my headspace I broke out in tears in front of the whole class and got yelled at yet again. He told me to "stop crying like a baby. You're 17 grow up."

I honestly hate him. He's old school so he believes anything other than worshiping god is a sin. 

Bitches be trippin' 

Fuck, does it count if I say it in my mind? I mean he'd never have to find out, yet I don't want to be a bad girl. 

I need to stop. 

I take a deep breath, peer out the window, and in no time we reach the school.

"I'll walk in first, you follow after. Okay?" he says.

"Yeah" I reply and he kisses my head.

Let's hope today isn't hell. 

I mean at least I don't have to go 'home' to those people I call my parents.

Now I live with Mr. Carter/Daddy and I know he won't let anyone hurt me. Unless I'm a bad girl and honestly I have no idea what he'll do to me if I am a bad girl.

Let god have mercy on my soul. 

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This isn't part of the story here it's like an authors note, I didn't have enough room up in the author's note box to explain and apologize about the lack of updates. 

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GUYS I AM SOOOO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING!! you have no idea how much I hate myself for not keeping up with updates. One of the reasons I haven't been updating is because I was sick for quite a while and we were trying to figure out what was wrong. It was honestly was really scary because all the sudden it would feel like my heart would seize and It was hard to breathe. I have epilepsy and being on devices like computers/phones or any other electronic devices have been bad especially with all my medication being changed and tweaked. The second reason is that my depression has been really bad lately. I legit have random moments where I just randomly start to cry or I have really bad thoughts. Not only had my depression been bad but I've been tempted to fall back into my old eating habits. I used to have anorexia and I still have body image issues. Like I said I am really sorry and I know I've made y'all wait a really long time for another update it's just I've been having a really hard time lately with everything. I just want to thank you guys for being patient and sticking through the lack of updates. I will try to update two more times this week but it'll depend on how I'm feeling. I'm at the beach right now so I don't know how I'll feel after being in the sun all day. I know I've been saying this a lot but I am really sorry. I'm just 50 ways of f****d up right now. Anyway, have a nice day or night guys!!