LOVE THAT FOUND ME WHEN I HAD GIVEN UP
Chapter 1: The Man I Never Planned to Love
Joyce had stopped believing in love.
Not because she was incapable of loving someone, but because the last man she loved had taught her how painful it was to give your heart to someone who treated it like something ordinary.
At twenty-four, she had become the kind of woman who smiled in public, laughed with her friends, and went home at night wondering if she would ever experience the kind of love she secretly dreamed about.
She wanted the little things.
Someone who would call to ask if she had eaten. Someone who would notice when her smile wasn’t genuine. Someone who would hold her hand in public without feeling embarrassed. Someone who would look at her, even on her worst days, and make her feel like she was the most beautiful woman in the world.
But every time she gave someone a chance, she ended up disappointed.
So she made a promise to herself.
No more begging for attention. No more crying over a man who couldn’t decide whether he wanted her. No more falling in love with potential.
If love ever found her again, it would have to find her when she wasn’t looking.
And that was exactly what happened on an ordinary Friday evening.
Amara had gone to a small restaurant with her best friend, Teni, who had spent the entire week complaining that Joyce life was becoming too boring.
“You need to go out more,” Teni said, stirring her drink.
“I’m outside right now.”
“You’re physically outside. Emotionally, you’re in a convent.”
Joyce burst into laughter.
“Teni, please leave me alone.”
“No. You are too pretty to be sitting at home every weekend watching romantic movies and pretending you don’t want what those women have.”
“I enjoy my peace.”
“You enjoy hiding behind your peace.”
Joyce opened her mouth to respond, but before she could say anything, someone walked past their table.
Tall. Broad-shouldered. Dark-skinned, with a neatly trimmed beard and an expression that suggested he was always thinking about something important.
He wore a black shirt with the sleeves rolled up and a silver watch around his wrist.
He looked like the kind of man who knew exactly who he was.
And unfortunately for Joyce, he was handsome.
Very handsome.
Teni noticed immediately.
“Oh.”
Joyce frowned. “What?”
“Nothing.”
“Teni.”
“That man is fine.”Joyce rolled her eyes. “Please behave yourself.”
“I’m behaving. I’m simply appreciating God’s creation.”
Before Joyce could respond, the man turned toward them.
His eyes met hers.
For one brief second, everything seemed to slow down.
He didn’t smile immediately. He simply looked at her as if he had noticed something about her that she hadn’t noticed about herself.
Then the corner of his mouth lifted.
Joyce looked away first.
Teni nearly jumped out of her seat.
“He smiled at you!”
“People smile, Teni.”
“Not like that.”
“Can you eat your food?”
But a few minutes later, when Joyce stood to leave, she reached for her handbag and accidentally knocked her phone off the table.
It landed near a pair of polished black shoes.
She bent down to pick it up.
Another hand reached for it at the same time.
Their fingers touched.
Joyce looked up.
It was him.
“Careful,” he said, handing her the phone. His voice was deep, calm, and unexpectedly gentle. “I’d hate for your evening to end with a broken phone.”
She smiled politely. “Thank you.”
He glanced at the phone, then back at her.
“Joyce ?”
Her smile disappeared.
“How do you know my name?”
He pointed toward the phone case, where her name was written in small gold letters.
She laughed at herself. “Oh. Right.”
He chuckled.
“I’m Daniel.”
“Nice to meet you, Daniel.”
“Likewise.”
There was a brief silence.
He looked as though he wanted to say something else, but he didn’t rush it.
“Would it be inappropriate if I asked for your number?”
Joyce blinked.
She wasn’t used to men asking so directly without making her uncomfortable.
“Why do you want my number?”
His smile widened.
“Because I’d like to talk to you again. And I suspect that if I leave without asking, I’ll spend the rest of the evening wondering why I didn’t.”
For the first time in a long while, Joyce felt herself smiling without forcing it.
“That’s a very confident answer.”
“I’m trying to sound confident. I’m actually hoping you say yes.”
She laughed.
And against the promise she had made to herself, she gave him her number.
She didn’t know it then, but that small decision would change the direction of her life.