Chapter One
D A Y - TWO
N I G H T
A wall.
What is so fascinating about a wall that would make me look at it for the past 45 minutes?
His stirring behind me took me out of my arguments with the wall.
I felt him coming closer. With his finger, he trailed my spine from my nape to my waist. Closing his grasp over it pulling me more to him till his chest was hugging my back.
Drawing circles over my stomach.
It's amusing how my body could recognize him so easily as its own that his touches are not even ticklish.
His hot breath near my ear. " Good morning...night " his raspy morning voice sent shivers to my bones.
I swift my head to look at him. Smiling " Morning..sun," I said.
He widened his morning smile more. "Wow. You are so beautiful in the morning."
I raised a single brow. " Only in the morning."
His morning smile turned into a smirk. Whispering in my ear. "But you were awesome at night".
I giggled hiding my face into my pillow.
" Oh! So you're shy now?" Playfully he questioned.
In one move he turned my body to face him. I couldn't look into his eyes. His chest was more appealing to me now. Not until I got that he was naked under the cover. I was naked under the cover.
Sliding his hand to my back pushing me more to him till the air that separates us had escaped.
With his index, he lifts my chin. His eyes caught mine.
"You weren't very shy when you were moaning under me last night"
My mouth formed an (O) and I gasped.
" Ya aleel el adb". Hitting his chest.
He raised eyebrow tilting his head in confusion "I don't know what did you just say in Arabic but I can feel that was an insult."
I looked directly to his eyes pointing my finger to his nose. "Yes, it was."
"So you are challenging me?" He said.
" And you can do nothing about it." Sticking my tongue to him. I know I am very mature.
Devilishly he said," let's see about that." And he started to tickle me. My disloyal body responded to him right away.
"Oh, my God..No No no stop... U can't...I can't... I am gonna pee no " I was screaming between my laughs.
Finally, he decided to have mercy on me and stopped.
Now he was straddling me. "That was just a warning to you young lady. Never to challenge Mr. Sun..mwahaha"
I laughed so hard on his Dracula act " you are a dummy ".
In one second, he closed the distance between us putting his forehead on mine. "I am ready to be a fool, a dummy, a clown even just to hear your laugh." He said Pecked my lips.
I am dreaming, right? This is supposed to be a dream.
Those words are for me. Those shining brown orbs gazing at me. Those small pecks just for me.
Unfortunately, I have to wake up from this dream,
I will miss him so much.
"What's wrong?” he questioned.
"What do you mean?" I asked in confusion.
" Your eyes..they...They are saying too much"
" what!” I drifted my eyes anywhere but him.
Cupping my left cheek to force my eye to look at his again.
"In one second they were shining from laughing then...in the next second, Then they lost it. What's wrong? Tell me.".
" it's nothing really. Last night was perfect in every way that word could mean. This morning I can't even believe that it could be any more perfect. I am... I..I will miss you... So.."
"No.. " he interrupted me frowning. "No, we can work this out. Please."
"You did know that we already broke the app rules when we decided to meet each other."
He hopped off me sitting at the edge of the bed. In raged he told me. " you can't just go. Not after last night. You lost yourself to me. You gave your virginity to me last night. That can NOT be nothing to you".
I hugged him from his back laying my head over him. There were so many words running inside my head. Yet, my tongue was paralyzed.
All I want to do is staying in this position, all day long.
"Me too." Sadly he said.
"What?!”
" All I want to do is staying like this too".
I chuckled " I can't believe that I said that out loud."
Shyly, I hide in his back more. I think I am addicted to his body smell.
I felt his body vibration from his laugh " Stop smelling me you freak."
"I am gonna miss it." Hissly I said.
" You do not have to." He swiveled his body catching both my shoulder. " You don't have to miss any of this. We can be like this every morning and every night. Stay."
" You promised you would let me go. Sun that was the deal. Only One Night."
" I lied okay. I lied. That was before I know that I am your first. I am not one of those of f**k and go."
He cupped my cheeks. Saying against lips. " You don't know me yet. Give a chance." Deepening the kiss more as if he was trying to seal our last night deal.
I sighed heavily. "Can we order our brunch first? I am really starving."
"Fine. But we are not finished yet. Order anything you want, and I am gonna take a quick shower Or, .."
"Or...?”.
He swapped me off the bed over his shoulder. In a surprise, I screamed. " Are you insane?! Let me down you crazy."
" Or we can take a shower together. Maybe just maybe go for round four and five."
Hitting his back with my hand. Wiggling from his grasp. Laughing I said " set me down you monster. Look look let me order our food first then, I will join you okay?"
He sighed in defeat. " Fine..don't take too long" then he put me down taking a step to the bathroom but before he could take one more step forward I grab his wrist. "Hey"
He turned his body to me. My eyes and my hand roamed his hair, his light brown eyes, his proud nose, his plump lips, his broad shoulders. I will miss him. I will miss every inch of him. My mind didn't have to tell me twice and my lips were over his.
Memorizing it..maybe
Apologizing... Sure
I opened my eyes. I know he is reading 'sorry' vibes from me and you can read the confusion in his.
Smiling sadly I told him " I won't take long. I promise.”
I give me a smile back then went into the bathroom.
Once he in. I dropped the cover which was wrapped around my body. I pulled my bra trying to clip it while looking for my string. Yet, I found it shredded. It has no use now. I left it as a souvenir. In one minute I was fully dressed. I grabbed my purse. I sent a message to Sun on our secret conversation. “ I am sorry. I will miss you. Maybe One day you will understand.”
I looked one last time on the bathroom door " I am sorry.”
And left.