**WARNING** This story will contain some triggering content off and on moving forward. Alexandria I was a complete wreck driving back to the Silver Moon Pack. I had tried to mind link with Brady several times, but he was keeping a wall up, and I didn't blame him one bit. I could only imagine what he must thinking, and none of it was good. I knew he must be hurting, and that fueled my desire to hurry back to him. I hated myself for being so weak and not making it through my heat without betraying him. I always drove fast, but I made it a point to drive even faster, so I could get to him sooner. I honestly didn't care if I got in an accident. In fact, a part of me wished for that to happen. That part of me just wanted to leave this life of drama I found myself