35 - He never loved me
Sofia The drive home makes me feel like I’m sinking. Every mile that brings me closer to my father’s house tightens something inside my chest. It’s not right that I’m so scared of the man who helped create me, but I am. Having had two weeks of freedom from Papa, regardless of what Dray put me through, I’ve learned to breathe easier. But now, I’m struggling to pull in a breath! I know it’s tradition for the bride and groom to sleep separately the night before the wedding. But I wish we didn’t have to. All I want is to stay with Luca, where I’m safe. God, listen to me. I sound like a pathetic, scared little girl. But that’s exactly how my father makes me feel. I have to remind myself that it’s just one night, and I won’t have to see my father again. He won’t be able to touch me once I’m
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