I was quiet the whole ride. This wasn't supposed to be happening to me. This is quite unfair, right? Or just so I thought. I can't believe Will was doing this to me. He knew that I hate having a bodyguard and yet he decided without consulting me first. He decided without my consent! How dare him!
And it was quite a shock when he raised his voice earlier. As if he was telling me that I was a hard-headed one that doesn't listen to an elder. I sighed slowly. Should I be mad at him? He cared about me. And he was right. He is growing old. I hate the fact knowing that he couldn't do much about guarding me anymore. I hate the fact that I have three personal bodyguards. And I think it will last for a long time.
What hates me most was Dylan was sitting beside me and I could feel his stare gazing at me. I don't know what I'm going to do. I felt so agitated. It's hard to move. And either, it's hard to breathe because I think he might do something bad if I inhale. I was feeling melting from that stare of his and I wanted to stop it. It feels so awkward. It also irritates my whole being
"Breathe, Freya. Breathe." I shuddered upon the whispering of Dylan in my ear. I was stiffened and my eyes widened. My heart palpitated like crazy. "You're stopping your breathing," he whispered again.
I immediately inhaled and realized he was right that I am stopping myself to breathe. And I don't know what to do with Dylan's lips on my right ear. I can't look at him. I looked at Bea and Auston to help me but I can't voice out my voice because there's a barrier to give me privacy. I knew they wouldn't hear me now see me. There's a two-way mirror used as a barrier and I can see them but they can't see me. I was sitting in the back seat together with Dylan. We're two alone, I just realized. I cussed in my mind, s**t! I was riding in a bulletproof and soundproof car. How could I ask them for help?
"How are you now?" I slowly looked at him and stopped my breath again. His face was so close to mine and I could smell his masculine cologne.
"Wha...What do you mean how I am now?" I whispered and stuttered. I looked at his handsome face.
I saw him forming a smirk and he looked at me with a blank expression. "How are you now that I'm beside you again after three months we haven't seen each other?" he whispered again. I felt his hot breath fanned in my face.
My chest rose up and down so fast. He was too close. I can't think properly. How would I answer his question? Should I say 'I like how you're so close to me' or 'I'm in heat and are you seducing me'? I shook the thoughts away. What was I thinking?! Heat? Seducing? What on earth am I saying?!
I flinched when he closed his face near again in my ear and kissed my earlobe. I gasped a little. I looked at him in disbelief. "Wha...What a-are you... you doing?" I stammered. Why do I have a feeling that I am liking this? Why do I have a feeling that I'm starting to feel the heat just because he kissed my earlobe? Why am I feeling the heat?
He gave me a sly smile. "I've missed you, you know what?"
My eyes widened and I realized as I shook my head. I hope I can endure this more. I couldn't take much being so close to him. "We'd already broken up." I reminded him.
His smile disappeared and he looked at me with no expression again. "I came back to fix our relationship. Did you think that I am already accepting that we aren't now together?" he said seriously.
My brows creased. "What do you mean? I-I don't understand you..." I said breathlessly. Goodness! I don't understand him. Did he come to fix our relationship? Is he crazy? It's already over between us!
He put some distance and chuckled. I found him looking at me amusing. "I just told you 'goodbye' last time you broke up with me but you didn't figure it out that I don't accept it. I just told you 'goodbye'. So, it means, we didn't break up. Am I right?" he then smiled.
I shook my head. What is he saying? "It's over now, Dylan. That's all I knew." I stared at him in disbelief.
"You're wrong actually, Freya. I didn't say I am accepting what you're claiming that we broke up. And if you're going to break up with me, I won't still accept it. Whether you like it or not, Freya, we're still together." He smirked.
I moved away just to put some more distance from him. "No! Stop it, Dylan! You're crazy! We've already broken up!" I am starting to panic. s**t! How long will it take to be in the location of my office? Why is the time so slow? Why? We shouldn't be here alone. It's very dangerous. Very very dangerous!
"We are not." That's all he could say. He smiled sweetly but his eyes were so cold that I couldn't see them. Then, in an instant, he got out of the car. Wait! Why did he come out? Are we here in my building?
Then it hit me. I didn't realize that the car stopped right after he said it. I inhaled and exhaled immediately. I have to catch my breath. He ruined my system! What the hell! I closed my eyes to calm my nerves. I wasn't supposed to accept the fact that he talked to me about our relationship. I must be dreaming, I think. Yeah, I must be dreaming.
But I knew to myself that I was wrong this is a dream. This isn't. That's the fact. I didn't wait for my bodyguards to open the door for me as I could manage to do it myself, I found him waiting for me in front of the door of my building named DC Enterprises Inc. I inhaled and exhaled again and composed myself then I started to walk with confidence hanging in me. I hope I could still plaster this kind of composure and posture of mine.
I passed by Bea and Auston without glancing at them. As I glanced at Dylan, I saw him grinning from ear to ear and he was giving me a look like he was sending me a message but I couldn't tell what it was. I just felt nervous all of a sudden.
You're so dead, Freya.