21 I'm starting to think that this shopping trip wasn't really for me, more for the girls to buy all the clothes they wanted. The first thing we did was look for my dress for the night. I really wasn't up to wearing such a sexy dress considering I don't feel that sexy right now. But I guess I'll have to do it to make everyone happy. Some parts of me want to try and impress Trey but then will he even care. This is the true problems of a teenage girl. I'm seriously so confused about the whole Trey and Amelia situation. Why has he gone back to her when he knows that she lies. I try not to think about it too much and maybe it would be better if I did just distance myself from him. I seem to be doing that a lot. Ashley and Alice finally came out from the store with their multiple bags

