Amelia’s POV
Saturday Morning arrived far Sooner than I expected.
For most People, Weekends were a time to rest.
For Me, this Weekend felt Special.
I Stood in front of my bedroom Mirror fixing my blue Sundress and trying to ignore the excitement inside me.
It was not like I had never Spent time with Ethan before.
We had been together for two years.
Lately work had kept us both really busy.
This Weekend felt like a Chance to reconnect to breathe and to Simply enjoy being together.
I grabbed my overnight bag and Smiled at my reflection.
For the first time in weeks life felt Peaceful.
Ethan opened his apartment door before I even knocked.
"There you are."
His face immediately became brightened.
My heart warmed.
"Good morning to you too."
He Stepped aside dramatically.
"Welcome home."
I laughed as I entered.
"Home?"
"You Spend enough time here."
I rolled my eyes.
"You are impossible."
"And you're adorable."
I Smiled.
The day Passed Peacefully.
We Cooked together. Watched Movies. Ordered takeout. Laughed until our Stomachs hurt…
At one Point, Ethan Challenged me to a video game Competition.
He lost Spectacularly three times.
"You Cheated."
I nearly Choked from laughing.
"I didn't even touch your Controller."
"I Can't Prove it but Somehow you Cheated."
"Accept defeat with dignity."
"There is no dignity in this."
His dramatic expression made me laugh even harder.
The Sound filled the room.
By evening, the mood had Changed.
We were Sitting together on the Couch.
The Movie Playing on television had become background noise.
I rested Comfortably against Ethan's Shoulder While he absentmindedly Played With my fingers.
The apartment was quiet and Peaceful.
Then I felt him tense Slightly.
I looked up.
"What?"
His gaze Met mine… Something unreadable flickered across his face.
He reached out, brushing my Cheek with his knuckles.
That Simple touch Sent a quiet Warmth through me…
Ethan leaned Closer and kissed me gently.
My eyes Closed without Permission.
He Shifted Closer and Placed his hands on my boobs.
The atmosphere Changed Slowly.
He deepened the kiss and I Moaned Softly into his mouth.
“Amelia,” he Paused and Said Softly.
I opened my eyes.
His gaze had Shifted deeper now, the lust in his eyes Surprised me.
“I Missed you this week,” he Said while his eyes was locked on mine.
“I missed you too.”
He Smiled faintly, leaned in again and this time kissing me Slower and longer.
“Hmmm-mmm, Ethan.” I moaned Softly into his mouth.
His hand moved to my boobs again, he Snaked his hand into my Cloth and grabbed my right boobs in his hand.
I broke the kiss and Pushed my Chest out.
He took that as a go ahead and removed my Clothe. He took off my Singlet too.
He Placed his mouth on the right n****e and Sucked like a baby.
“Baby-yyyy, hmm, yes, Continue-ee.”
He Switched to the left n****e and did justice to it too.
He took off my Clothes Completely after a while, he took off my Pant too.
He bent Slowly and Placed his Mouth on my p***y and Started Sucking too.
I grabbed his head with my both hands and Parted my legs for him more.
“Hmm, yes baby, I love it, don't Stop Pleasee-ee”. I Started begging Shameless.
“You like it?” He groaned.
“Yes, I love love love it.” I Smiled and Said.
He stood up. Took off his trouser.
He made me kneel in front of him.
His c**k bounced in my face. I grabbed it immediately.
I Stroked it for a while then I Placed the Cap in my Mouth.
“f**k-kkkk.” He breathe.
I Sucked on the cap for few Minutes then I Slid it down my throat.
He held my hair with both hand.
“Babe, I love it. I love you so Much.” He Moaned With a rough breathe.
I Sucked for a While… Then he lifted me up and took me back to the bed, he Made me lie down and he Climbed on top of Me.
I gently Placed my hand on his Chest Stopping him enough to Create Space between us.
His brows furrowed.
“What is it?”
I hesitated.
This Part was always difficult.
Not because I don't love him. I do love him but I Can't break my Promise.
“I… Can’t go further than this,” I said quietly.
Ethan exhaled Slowly and leaned back Slightly.
"Amelia, we've been over this."
I lowered my gaze.
"I know."
“Then why are we Still here?”
My fingers tightened Slightly against the bedsheet.
“I told you My boundary hasn’t Changed.”
Something flickered in his expression.
“Boundary,” he repeated flatly.
I looked up.
“It’s not about you,” I Said quickly. “It’s my Choice. I just—”
“Two years, Amelia.”
The way he Said it made my Stomach tighten.
I Sat up Slowly.
“I understand how you feel Ethan.” I said Carefully.
“No, I don’t think you do.” He interrupted.
My Chest tightened.
Ethan Stood from the bed.
The Shift in energy was immediate.
The Warmth in the room evaporated.
He wore back his Clothes and ran a hand through his hair, Pacing Slightly.
“I’ve respected you,” he said. “I’ve waited. I’ve been Patient.”
“I know you have.”
“Then What exactly are we Still waiting for?”
“This Is, not about Waiting,” I said Softly. “It’s about trust and timing—”
“Trust?” he laughed once, Sharp and bitter. “So what am I? Someone you don’t trust?”
“No, that’s not What I meant.” I said quickly.
“Then What do you mean?”
He Stopped Pacing and looked at me directly.
Something in his expression Made my Stomach drop.
Because he didn’t look Confused anymore.
He looked hurt and angry.
“I’m your boyfriend not a Stranger.”
“I know that.”
“Then why does it feel like I’m being Punished for loving you?”
That Sentence hit harder than I expected.
My throat tightened.
“I’m not Punishing you, Ethan.” I Said quietly.
“Then What is this?” he Snapped. “Because from Where I’m standing, it feels like I’m not enough for you to trust Completely.”
My heart sank.
“That’s not true,” I Said, voice trembling Slightly..
But he Wasn’t listening anymore.
He was already Spiraling.
“You let me in emotionally but Physically, I’m always Pushed away at the last line.”
I Stood from the bed now, trying to Steady myself.
“It’s not like that babe.”
“What is it like then? Tell me.”
The Words landed like a Slap.
I blinked, Stunned.
For a moment, neither of us Spoke.
The Silence was heavy and Suffocating.
Then I took a Slow breath.
“I love you but I need you to respect my decision.”
That Was the Moment Something in him Snapped.
Ethan turned Sharply toward me.
“So that’s it? I either accept this forever or I’m the bad guy?”
“That’s not What I Said—”
“But that’s What it is!”
His voice echoed through the apartment.
I flinched again, tears Starting to gather.
“I never Called you a bad guy,” I said Shakily. “I just need you to understand me.”
“I don’t want to understand you anymore,” he Shot back.
That Silence after his words was worse than the Shouting…
I Swallowed hard.
“You’re upset right now,” I whispered.
“I’m frustrated,” he Corrected. “There’s a difference.”
“Then let’s talk when we’re Calmer.”
He laughed again but there Was no humor in it.
“I’ve been Calm for two years, Amelia.”
That Sentence broke Something inside me.
My lips Parted Slightly but no Words Came out.
“I Can’t keep doing this,” he said, not looking at me.
My Chest tightened. “What are you Saying?”
He finally looked at me and his expression was Colder than anything I had ever Seen..
“I think we Should end things now,” he said.
“No,” I Whispered immediately. “Don’t say that Ethan.”
But he already had.
“I’m tired,” he added.
That Word hurt more than anything else.
I Shook my head quickly, tears falling now.
“Ethan, Please—”
“I don’t Want to keep having this Conversation,” he cut in Sharply.
His tone Made me freeze.
Then he Stepped back.
“We’re done.”
The room Stopped breathing…
I felt like my body had disconnected from reality.
“No, no, you don’t Mean that.” I Whispered instantly.
But his Silence Confirmed it.
He Meant it Completely.
I Stepped forward, Shaking.
“Ethan, Please don’t do this over an argument—”
“This isn’t just an argument,” he said Coldly. “It’s been building for a long time.”
My Chest Cracked open.
Tears blurred my vision.
“So that’s it?” I whispered. “Two years just ends like this?”
He didn’t answer.
And that Silence was the final blow.
I bent down Slowly, Picking up my Clothes with Shaking hands. I Wore it and Picked my bag.
I Couldn’t look at him anymore.
If I did, I might break Completely…
I walked out of his bedroom. He didn’t Stop me or Call my name.
As I opened the door, I Paused for half a Second Still hoping for him to Call me back, Still Stupidly hoping he Would Say my name.
But he didn’t, So I left.
The taxi ride home felt like Punishment..
Rain hit the Window in uneven Streaks, distorting the City lights into blurred Shapes.
My hands Wouldn’t stop Shaking.
My Chest felt hollow. I kept replaying everything.
His voice. His anger and his final words.
“We’re done.”
I Pressed my forehead against the Cold glass and finally let myself Cry Properly.
My Phone buzzed once.
Then again.
I didn’t Want to look but my body moved anyway.
It was a Message from Ethan.
For a Second, hope flickered violently inside me.
Maybe he regretted it already.
I opened it…. And the hope died instantly.
Ethan: Delete my number and don’t Contact me anymore.
I Stared at the Screen and my breathing Stopped.