Taking this trip down, I had multiple imaginations of worse case scenarios surrounding my coming down to see TED after our fight and staying apart for weeks.. I expected him to be mad at me.. I thought he wouldn’t want to see me.. I even expected to find one of the ladies he said was throwing herself at him but never did I envision all of this.. I never thought I would see TED lying helpless and lifeless.. the image of him lying on that bed is stuck in my mind and no matter how hard I try, I just cannot bring myself to get over it.. Night slowly creeps up on us and we are at a loss of where to spend the night.. with Freeda growing concerned for us both.. I approach Nick who was downstairs and on the phone; asking him if it’s okay for me and Freeda to spend the night in the car.. “Ma’am

