CHAPTER FORTY FIVE RYKER For the first time in forever, I tried desperately to get away from Roxanne. Yes someone could call me an i***t or a weakling but it was a bloodmoon and her scent was everywhere, dangerously. Vanilla and chocolate– it invaded my senses and I regretted asking her to come outside today. My heart throbbed in palpitation and I could feel myself losing it. Losing my self control. I followed her scent to the far end of the beach. And there she was looking beautiful as she always did and she kept a perfect distance from the sea. “Hi,” she called, waving her hands. “Is it wrong if I want to stay as far as possible from the water?” “No, it's fine,” I said as I tried to calm my breath while I approached her. She beamed at me, looking so pretty in that dress that le

