hargrove love

Me knowing I would never be allowed back into that town was an understatement. I knew I was going to be wanted . I knew I was going to have to hide. But me being me I didnt give a f**k . that's kind of my signature . I never care about anyone or anything . and I never will. ..... So I thought . I ran as fast as I could out of Charleston Kentucky. I'm not like other people , I'm not like any other human being , I have *clears throat* special qualities . that's what my mom - adoptive mom said . I can run faster than normal girls , move things with my mind and manipulate peoples mind to see things they dont want to see I can control the elements such as water, air, earth and fire . at first I thought i could control it . but today I know I couldn't always control it . and now every one I ever knew is dead .. All because of me . I'll back up and tell you what happen I was walking home and Tammy k aka the schools most riches girl started to mess with me . she started to point out my flaws . now dont get me wrong " I didnt care " but the last thing she said tipped me off . Tammy k : why is she always alone . maybe its because she is adopted . because we know her mom and dad can't have kids , we all know her real mom killed herself the second she gave birth to this monstrosity " Pause** my mom did commit suicide when I was a child , she had a mental illness . **. I don't know what came over me but this is how I knew I was not in control anymore . I rose my left hand with the numbers 005 on it and she lifted off the ground. her friends looked at me like ?? while I threw her to this red car passing by . I picked her up and slammed her again and again until I no longer felt her breathing . I grabbed her friends and killed them all . I walked to my house and went to my room . breaking open my piggy bank taking out all 34,000 dollars of my college found and stuffing it into my duffle bag , I grabbed a few shirts pants and shoes and stuff them into my bag as well . then I grabbed other things I might need .including my switch blade . I heard banging on my front door and my moms voice then I heard a piercing scream and another scream sounding like my. father mother and baby brother . I heard three gun shots . I jumped out my window and then I ran and ran until I saw the sign reading " welcome to Hawkins Indiana " with only the money in my bag and the clothes I went to the nearest motel . I paid for about three weeks worth a stay . at first she wouldn't except my money she said I looked like I needed it more . I payed her 400 and kept the rest for me . I got my key went to my room and cried my self to sleep . Pt 2 tomorrow ??