[FILIPINO] My Beki Boyfie

#1 (GRADUATION CEREMONY) ZEB'S POV ""CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL GRADUATES OF HART HIGH UNIVERSITY, GOOD LUCK FOR THE NEXT STAGE OF YOUR LIFE "announced by MC. *Claps* Everyone here in the plaza applauded. As well as the gossipers. 'Hays sanaol graduate na, sanaol may diploma, sanaol magco-college na. Those are the phrases I want to shout here, but of course not I didn't do it, what am I crazy? I just envy them. Sanaol kasi yun! 'well self cheer up ' wow self support. You can also graduate, just don't get a boyfriend or husband first. My mouth suddenly opened and contained with that word --- 'husband' HUSBAND HUSBAND HUSBAND I slapped my cheek to get rid of what I was thinking earlier. Takte ka self! wala pa nga tayong BOYFRIEND--- HUSBAND AGAD? I also don't want to get married! Especially getting a boyfriend? Aysus-- that's not in my vocabulary, duh! That's just a hindrance. Just like Mama said don't imitate her, she was very remorseful then, because instead of being able to go to school, nag-asawa tuloy, tapos papa said he would love and not leave Mama for the rest of his life, oh now where are you? liar ... got an attitude? I don't know where Papa is anymore, but, as long as I can graduate, have a good job, and have my own business, I will show my father that my sister and I can support ourselves even without a him It's hard to get married! Especially if magboyfriend ka. Oh wait! I'm just clarifying NBSB ako, and I'm proud of that hehe. STUDY FIRST ANG PEG. Pero ahm hehe, diba sabi nila, "HINDI KA TAO KUNG WALA KANG CRUSH". MERON AKO HIHI. O diba tao ako? Hehe wag niyo kasing tingnan ang magulo kong buhok. Eto kasi 'yon... May crush ako eh, well hanggang crush na lang yata, ayaw ni mama na magjowa-jowa ako, saka na daw yan iisipin kung may trabaho na. ANG SAD. Aish! Kakasabi ko lang na HINDI AKO MAGJOJOWA tapos ngayon bat parang sad ako kung hindi ko magiging jowa si crush? Aish ang g**o. While sitting. I even pulled my own hair just to get rid of that in my mind. Someone tapped my hand which maked me stop. "Baliw ka ba anak? Wag mo nga sabunutan 'yang sarili mo." I immediately lowered my hand and placed it on between my knees while playing with my fingers. "Nasobrahan yata 'yang talino mo kaya nababaliw ka na." said Mama while shaking his head then focused on the speaker. Okay let's go back ... Si Ate Aly noon ay nagkaboyfriend when she was 19, pero agad silang nagbreak-up dahil noong una palang, bad influence na ang gagong 'yon. Eh sayang di ko siya nakilala, sasapakin ko sana 'yon eh. Mga lalaki talaga tsk. Puro kapahamakan. "For the Grade 11 honor students 3rd honor...Andrew Basor" tawag ng MC sa nerd naming' kaklase kaya umakyat siya papunta sa stage kasama ang ina nito, marami naman ang nagpalakpakang mga tao sa loob ng plaza. Nang makaakyat ang mag-ina, nagcongratulate ang nasa stage at sinabit ng ina ang medalyang ibinigay ng Principal and then they take a picture. "For the Grade 11 honor student second honor...Zebby Clea Smith." Ate Aly is now our photographer. I still remember the times when every time my mom hung a medal on me during graduation, she was so happy, even I'm just in second place, I could always see her wide smile. Isn't she disappointed in me? That every time I go up, I'm always in the second place? "Say cheese!" My sister shouted from the bottom of the stage. "1st honor Stacy Lambourge, around of applause please!" EMCEE calls the damned rich girl. Tsk, she doesn't do activities and projects. So how did it become 1st honor? , UNFAIR! ANNOYING. *snap* Ate Aly looked at us and made an okay sign, we got off the stage, because I might be able to pull that caterpillar! All graduates are in the front, it is divided into two so there are graduates on the left and right between the Red carpet and the other levels are in the back as well as parents. While walking, I notice a lot of bees here in the back. Pana'y tsismisan aba. Mama pulled me to my sister behind the gossipers and sat down. My father left when I was 14 and Ate was 19, napakahirap ng sitwasyon namin noon, si Mama di na alam kung saan kukuha ng pera, si Ate nagiiskwela tapos may trabaho tuwing gabi, sobra ang galit ko kay papa ni hindi ko na alam kung ano gagawin ko, I search and wait for him na nagbabakasakaling babalik siya, but hindi tuluyan na siyang nawala, mabuti nga at nakahanap na ng mapagkakakitaan si Mama, ito ay maging isang networking dealer, magfo-four months na yata siya, at masasabi ko talagang hindi siya scam dahil nakakareceive si mama ng cheque dito. Haist, ang dami na talagang pinagbago. Pero minsan naiisip ko, bakit kaya iniwan kami ni Papa? Masaya naman kami 'nun ah, bakit kailangan pang iwan? Dahil sa babae? Aish! By just thinking about that, mas lalo akong nagagalit kay Papa kung pinagpalit niya kami sa babae. Hays past is past, lets be busy in the present and be ready for the future. "Haha bunso you frowned again in the picture" my sister said with a laugh. I frowned? I was smiling earlier ahh? luh? I snatched the cellphone from Ate Aly and looked at my picture, "I'm still cute,"' I said while handing her the cellphone. While mama and ate aly were still fiddling with the pictures, I just listened to the valedictorian's speech. Haist! Haist! ~*~ Salamat natapos na din yung program, I can't stand to look on that sipsips face. I was about to stand when a man appeared in front of me, he was carrying flowers, a bouquet to be exact. "ahh zeb ?, for you," he smiled and showed me the bouquet while scratching one hand on his neck. Uyyy nahiya pa. At syempre di ako pabebe, kinuha ko na kaagad. Di mo pa kukunin baka mangalay asus crush sabihin mo na kasi na may crush ka din sakin, ikrassback kita yiee. "S-salamat ah," utal na saad ko kay Marco. "welcome, sige mauna na muna ako," he said. Ayy, why so madali! "Andoon na kasi sila kuya, magcecelebrate pa kami para sa pag-graduate niya, congratulations nga pala zeb." paalam nya sabay ngiti sakin kaya nginitian ko din siya. Huwaaa!!! Nakakalaglag panty ghurl! Magkakilala na kami ni Marco simula pa nung grade 7, hehe bestfriends kami nun. Well nahulong ang aking fvcking heart so wala na tayong magagawa. Pfft. Bigla namang lumapit si ate Aly at pasimpleng kiniliti ako sa tagiliran. "yiee bunso, jowa mo?"diretsong tanong niya kaya hinampas ko siya sa balikat pero mahina lang. Takte ka ate! Pahamak ka talaga! Patay ako neto kay mama! "luh di ahh," tanggi ko ket sobrang kinikilig na. Soooooooooon---joke! Baka hampasin pa ako neto ni mother di na gagana utak ko huhubels. Well crush ko naman talaga si Marco and I can't hide the truth wews try ko lang mag-englinishing baka mag-improve pa, ang sweet kasi niya tyaka ambait pa *pout*. Nahulog tuloy si "STUDY FIRST" heart. Walang imik si mama kasi may inayos pa sa bag, sana di narinig ni mother huhu. Nang makalabas kami sa plaza ay biglang kinurot ako ni mama kaya napa-aray ako. "Mama naman eh!" nakapout na saad ko habang hinihimas ang kinurot niya. Sakit kaya Ma! Kung ikaw kaya kurutin ko! Haha syempre joke lang. "Hoy anak, wag ka munang lumalandi landi dyan, aba, malilintikan ka talaga sakin," diin na sabi ni mama, natawa naman si ate Aly. Huhu oo nga study first nga! Tumayo ako ng matuwid tyaka sumaludo kay commander mudra, "yes maam!" Pagkatapos ay dumiretso na kami sa bahay na naglalakad lang dahil malapit lang naman ito. Ilang kanto lang nakarating na agad kami. ~*~ (Bahay) Nakauwi na kaming tatlo sa bahay at naghanda na agad si mama na magluto habang si ate aly naman ay kinakalikot pa din yung cp nya. Papasok na sana ako sa kwarto pero may biglang umakabay sakin, sanhi ng pagkatabingi ng glasses ko, agad ko itong inayos at hinarap kung sino ang umakbay. "Congratulations bunso/congratulations anak," masayang bati nila Mama at Ate Aly. Inilahad nila sa akin ang isang malaking toblerone na sure akong mahal ito. "naks naman haha salamat ah," pagpasalamat ko kahit nanghihinayang sa pera na ginastos nila para dito. Pero at the same time natouch naman ako dahil dito. Nag-effort talaga sila. Niyakap ko sila ng mahigpit, pagkatapos ay tinulungan na namin ni Ate Aly si Mama na magluto kahit hindi pa nakakabihis. Ewan, nagutom talaga kami. Pagkatapos magluto ay agad kaming kumain. Dahil tinatamad ako ngayon, binilisan ko ang aking pagkain at agad na nagpanggap na inaatok na. Kaya wala na silang magawa kundi magbato-bato picks kung sino ang maghuhugas. Patakaran 'yan namin dito. Haha. "Ahaha! Anak, panalo ako!" masiglang pagdiriwang ni Mama na nagpasimangot kay Ate, napatawa nalang ako sa reaction ni Mama, may pa lundag-lundag pa kasi, akala mo nanalo sa lotto. Iniwan ko na sila dun, dahil totoong inaatok na talaga ako. I am so exhausted. Hinampas ko na ang aking sarili sa aming kutchon na kinagat-kagat ni Chardy na aso namin, tsaka pumikit. "Gosh! Nakakapagod," bulong na pagkasabi ko hanggang sa dalawin na ako ng antok. To be continued... 3-26-20