DEVOTED HEART

THE DISTRACTION HE'S LOOKING FOR

TRENT

"You're late," natatawang sabi ni Troy nang umupo ako sa kaharap na upuan n'ya.

Nagkayayaan kami na lumabas, at lahat ng mga kaibigan ko ay may katabi nang keychain sa ngayon. Medyo nahuli ako ng dating dahil may pinuntahan pa akong dinner meeting.

"Trent, meet Anastacia, my cousin," pakilala agad ni Derek sa babaeng katabi n'ya.

Tinanguan ko lang si Ana- whatever it is, at sumenyas na sa waiter para maka-order ng inumin. Hindi ko na dapat sila sisiputin pero naiinip ako sa bahay at naiinis lang ako sa paggulo ni Alisson sa isip ko. I need to have distraction.

Maingay na nagkukuwentuhan sila at ako naman ay tahimik lang na umiinom. Kahit ano'ng tutol ko ay patuloy pa rin na tumatakbo sa isip ko ang maamong mukha ni Alisson. Tila nag-rerebelde ang isip ko sa akin ngayon.

Her expressive eyes, her pointed nose, her soft lips, the softness of her hair, her fair skin, her firm breasts, her flat stomach, her sweet soft moans...

Oh great ,Trent! So f*****g great!

Napabuntong hininga na lang ako at inisang lagok ang alak sa baso. Hindi ko maiwasang makaramdam ng inis sa sarili. 

I admit that after all those years, I wasn't able to move on. How the f**k can I move on? Sobrang dami ng tanong sa isip ko. Ni hindi ko alam kung saan ba nagkamali ang relasyon namin. Ni hindi ko alam kung bakit natapos nang gan'on?

Bakit n’ya ako iniwan? Saan ba ako nagkulang? Minahal niya ba talaga ako? 

Bakit sa dinamirami ng lalaki, bakit si Jack pa? Bakit kay Jack pa?

Hanggang ngayon, buhay na buhay pa rin 'yong sakit dito sa puso ko. Kaya paano ako gagalaw?

"Hey, baby, wanna have some fun?" malanding tanong ng babaeng humahalos sa hita ko, na s'yang humila sa akin sa paulit-ulit na pagkwestyon ko sa sarili ko.

"Pare, tatanggihan mo ba ang sexy na chicks na 'to?" nakakalokong ngumisi sa akin si Eric habang pinipisil ang puwit ng babae na nainis naman at tinampal ang kamay ng manyak kong kaibigan.

"Hey, darling, are you interested or not?" inip na tanong ng babae.

Sinuri ko s'ya mula ulo hanggang paa. She got a pretty face and a sizzling hot body. Base on her reaction with Eric's advances, I can say that she's not that slattern. Maybe she just really liked me? Mailap kasi ako sa mga babae, 'di tulad ng mga kaibigan ko. Lalo na si Eric na basta nakapalda, papatusin.

"Pwede na," nakangising sabi ko. Uminom ako ng alak habang hindi inaalis ang tingin sa kanya. Women always fall for this move. They felt like they got a power over man when a man seems to not be able to take his eyes away from her. It's like a foreplay of the real foreplay. The basics of hooking up.

Hindi ako basta-bastang pumapatol sa mga babae. Ayaw ko na makakuha ng sakit. Pero dahil sa nangyaring pagkikita namin kanina ni Alisson, at sa naudlot na s*x namin, I'll play with this girl tonight. She might be the distraction I'm looking for.

"Your place or my place?" malambing na tanong ng babae. Nakapulupot na ang mga braso n'ya sa leeg ko at napakalapit na ng mukha namin sa isa't isa.

I smirked at her. "Eric's office," I replied, then I shifted my gaze on my friend.

Tumaas ang isang kilay ni Eric. "Fine," iniabot na n'ya ang susi sa akin matapos tumawa.

Pinulupot ko na ang isang braso ko sa bewang ni... ng babae at tinungo na namin ang opisina ni Ericson. Pagkasara ng pinto ay agad ko s'yang isinandal doon at siniil ng mariing halik. Ni-lock ko na rin ang pinto habang hinahalikan s'ya.

Her fingers curled on my shirt as she desperately answered my kisses. She's moaning shamelessly as I gave her an open mouth kiss. My hands started to feel her breasts through her clothes. Nice boobs.

I ended the kiss. She threw her head backwards, then arched her body more as kept her breasts fondled.

"Show me what you've got," I smirked then I walked towards the couch.

I comfortably sat on the couch. It's not part of my plan for tonight, but I'll surely enjoy this. It's not every day that a man can be lucky enough to receive a good f**k by a f**k-able babe.

She started stripping as she sensually walked towards me.

She undid her clothes, then she sat on my lap, facing me. All that's left was her tiny, lacy underwear. She got a body of a supermodel. Slim and well-toned. As good as Alisson's.

I grabbed her firm bosom. I love its size, sakto lang sa mga kamay ko. I played with her cute erected n****e. It was as hard as a pebble. I tugged them between two fingers as I massaged her breasts. I bent down to kiss her shoulder, up to her neck.

She grabbed handful of my hair then she started moaning with the pleasure I'm giving to her mounds. She started to grind her p***y against my crotch. She rubbed her body against mine.

She took off my shirt then she started kissing my neck, licking her way to my shoulder. Her palm started to feel my chest and my abdomen.

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko s'ya masyadong maramdaman dahil pumapasok sa isip ko si Alisson. Sa bawat haplos n'ya sa akin, ang maamong mukha ni Alisson ang nakikita ko.

To my horror, I was aroused with the thoughts of Alisson's beautiful naked top!

I opened my eyes to get Alisson's image out of my head. The girl knelt between my legs then unzipped my pants. She removed my clothes leaving only my briefs on. She's rubbing my pet through my undergarment. She's looking seductively at me. I met her gaze and I saw pure lust on her eyes.

I bit my lip then caressed her face. She's beautiful, no doubt. I won't be surprise to know that she's a model or an actress.

Without taking her hooded eyes from me, she begun biting my boner. She licked me through the cloth, which made my girth throbbed with excitement.

I groaned the pleasure I am feeling from the tip of my length, down to my balls. She's exciting my buddy. She's licking my groin while she carefully played with my balls.

She alluringly bit her lower lip as she removed the last piece of my cloth.

"Oh my gosh, Trent! You're so big!" namamanghang sabi niya. She's intently looking at my shaft.

I wonder if Alisson will give the same reaction?

I'm pissed by the thought of Alisson. I should stop thinking about her.

"Just do your job and satisfy the hell out of me, b***h!" inis na bulyaw ko sa babae.

I know I'm being a jerk here, but I can't help it. I am starting to lose the mood to do the woohoo. All I can think of was Alisson, Alisson, and f*****g Alisson!

The beautiful woman between my legs stared at me with a pained expression in her soulful eyes. For a moment, I felt guilty for being an asshole.

"My name's Nicollete, not b***h," mahinang sabi n'ya.

Hindi na ako nakasagot dahil hinawakan na n'ya ang alaga ko.

Her hands started to move up and down. Slowly at first, then she licked the head of my pet. It felt great. She did it like a pro. No doubt that she's a harlot.

Looks can really be deceiving. She looks like an innocent, adorable, fine young lady. Her clothes were not too revealing as well. And the way she reacted with Eric's action, she seemed like a decent woman.

But look at her now...

She's licking the whole length of my pet then without any warning she devoured me whole. I groaned at the satisfaction. I can feel the back of her throat at the tip of my pet.

She withdrew a little. Kalahati na lang ang trinatrabaho n'ya. She's giving me a nice blow job. Nararamdaman ko ang pagtama ng ngipin n'ya, pero hindi naman masakit.

I felt pleasured with what she's doing. I closed my eyes then threw my head backwards, feeling satisfied. I grabbed her head to guide her to increase her speed. I'm now f*****g her mouth real hard.

"I'm almost there," I moaned. My hips moved as well. I can feel that I was about to come.

I came inside her mouth. She licked my pet like a f*****g lollipop which surprised me, then I saw how she swallowed it. All of it.

She's disgusting and cheap.

I don't feel like f*****g her.

Mapili ako sa mga kinakamang babae. I am not usually in for casual hook ups. My bedmates were career women, models, or business women.

Tumayo si Nic sa harap ko. She did a very sexy dance. She held my hands then put it in her waist to her bikini line. She wants me to remove her lingerie.

Since she gave me a great blow job, I've made my mind to give her a mind-blowing s*x.

I pulled her closer, I sucked her breast. Her soft and firm breast.

She moaned, then grabbed fistful of my hair. I did my best to return the satisfaction. I was always a generous lover. I am always making sure that I was satisfying my partner.

I played with her t**t over her panties. She's so wet for me that it made my buddy twitch with excitement to slid himself to that slippery p***y.

I slid my finger inside and I f****d her wetness.

She moaned then gave me a pleading look.

You want more, sweet?

I want to get done with it already. Nawawalan na ako ng gana sa kanya at sumisingit na naman sa utak ko si Alisson.

I don't know, but I feel guilty doing it with another girl.

Damn that witch!

"Ready?" I ask with a flat tone. Tumango lang ang babaeng kasama ko. "Lay on the floor," utos ko sa kanya.

She looks tensed.

I got a condom from the pocket of my pants then I positioned myself on top of her. I parted her legs. She wrapped her arms around my neck and she pulled me closer. She wanted to kiss me but I kissed her neck instead. I don't want to taste myself on her mouth.

As I took in her scent, I realized that I love her smell. She smelled like Alisson.

Damn it! Why am I thinking of her? All. the. damn. time.

Focus, Trent!

She's moaning while I'm caressing her c**t with my thumb. She moved her hips against my caresses. I continued kissing and licking her neck then I went down to her breast.

She gave me a long moan, then I felt her body shivered. She came. On my hand.

I positioned my pet on her honeypot. I rubbed it a little.

I smirked as I felt her body tensed. "Relax," I said after showering gentle kisses on her neck. 

"You're huge, Trent," she said in a little panic.

"It'll be fine," I assured her. Was my d**k the biggest she experienced? Or she's just playing the card of a timid virgin?

I thrusted myself inside her. I groaned at the tightness that squeezed my pet. 

"f**k," I groaned as she dug her fingernails on my back.

"Please be gentle, Trent," she cried. I lifted myself a little. I was appalled when I saw her crying. I pulled my buddy out and I was surprised to see how it was stained with blood.

"You were a virgin," I uttered.

She opened her eyes then gave me a gentle smile. "It's my gift to you."

Hindi ako gumagalaw. Naguguluhan ako. Hindi ako makapaniwalang birhen s'ya.

"Please, Trent, do me," pagmamakaawa n'ya.

Napalunok ako at tumitig lang sa kanya. I withdrew myself.

"Trent, please," naiiyak na sabi n'ya at hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi ko.

I stood up then I lifted her. I gently placed her on the bed.

She's a virgin. I know that I will hurt her. But I know how I can lessen her pain.

Naglagay ako ng unan na may bandang pang-upo n'ya. I'll took her on a missionary position. The most convenient.

I removed my condom. Sa tingin ko kasi mas masasaktan lang s'ya sa goma. Friction.

She looks puzzled.

I kissed her neck while I'm gently squeezing her breasts. I trailed kisses up to her jaw, her cheek, then nibbled her earlobes, then back at her neck. I played with her t**s using my mouth. My hand went down at the apex between her legs to f**k her with my finger. She came once more.

Her moans filled the room.

I rubbed my pet on her, and with a deep thrust, I conquered her core.

"So tight," I moaned then I leaned down to nibbled her shoulder.

It's been years since I did a virgin. Now's the fourth.

Again, nakalmot na naman n'ya ang likod ko.

I didn't move for a while. I let her body adjust to my size.

I licked and sucked her breasts.

"You can move. Kaya ko na," sabi n'ya at hinaplos ang likod ko na panay nakakalmot n'ya.

With that, I moved fast.

She's moaning loudly.

I thrust fast and hard.

I went faster when I felt the familiar feeling of satisfaction.

Nagpigil muna ako hanggang labasan s'ya. When she came, I got faster.

I withdrew myself and used my hand to reach my climax. Nandiri pa nga ako sa dugo.

I lay beside her, trying to catch my breath.

"That was a great first time, Trent. Thank you very much," malambing na sabi n'ya habang habol pa ang hininga.

I didn't answer. I felt guilty.

Nang okay na ako at normal na ang paghinga ko, tumayo na ako at nag-ayos na ng sarili. Pinanuod lang ako ni Nic.

"Trent?" tawag n'ya sa akin nang palabas na ako ng silid.

Hindi ko s'ya pinansin at umalis na ng tuluyan. I went straight to my car. Hindi na ako nagpaalam sa mga kaibigan ko. I drove my way to my house.

Pumasok na ako sa kwarto ko at naligo.

I lay on my bed.

The thought of Alisson's beautiful body and face was dancing on my head.

I must be crazy. I just f**k a pretty virgin but it was Alisson that I am thinking.

I realized one thing today. No matter how I hate it, I'm still into Alisson.