Rachael's POV I dipped my feet into the flowing water, staring at the water sadly. I feel hurt, and I need Jared. I should have gone to my room to get my phone, instead of marching straight to Jared's and my secret place. What do I do with the hole in my heart? How do I feel back up if I have no one to vent out to. I miss Jared. I miss him so much and need him to be beside me. I want him to hug me and whisper reassuring words to me. I don't want him in a tiny box called phone, but next to me. I curled my legs up to my boobs, placed my head on my knees, sobbing lightly. I feel mad, I feel hurt, I feel like— I have been thrown away. I was thrown away. Justin rejected me because he has no use of me anymore. He threw me away like some pieces of trash. Slave, that's all I have been to

