Mind of a Lycan

Sammie

Dear Diary,

Yea, today I'm 13! I can't believe it's finally happened!  Yes, I have to share the day with my brother Jared but I'm just so happy. Ok, Jared is technically older than me because he pulled the same trick that Chris did on Jackie so that he could be born first. The only difference is that I couldn't get ahold of him the way the Jackie did Chris and fight him like she did cuz if I could have.  Sometimes he can be such a butthead, but he's my Butthead twin so I guess I can deal with it. All I can say is thanks to Selene that I have Jackie to help me get through this.  I would go completely bonkers she wasn't around, she's my rock, my older sister and my biggest role model, don't tell her this diary: I love her. So, anyway, Mama and Dad are going to make a BBQ party for Jared and I just celebrated our 13th and our first time to shift The only thing is they don't know is that I actually went out last night as soon as I turned glorious 13 and I shifted to take a long run because my wolf has been driving me insane for 13 years wanting to be out and free. So, I know what color she is and my Lycan too.  I'm a rare one like Mama is a white, but I am red both in Wolf and in Lycan form.  I can't wait to see what kind of gift I've been given I've seen what Jackie can do, and it's way more than what Chris can do.  So, I can't wait to terrorize Jared like she does Chris.  Jackie won't tell anybody what color her Lycan is cuz she said it's a secret and only her mate can know.  Once he's marked her and married her then she can reveal it, but until then even I can't know, which I think sucks.  I mean, for crying out loud, I'm her sister, her best friend, her confidant and if she can't tell me well she shouldn't know herself.  Oh, and I'm not doing like Mama and Jackie do and calling my Lycan 2.0, my wolf is Julie and my Lycan is Anthy. My given name is Samantha and everybody calls me Sammie, meaning I can't call my wolf that so she is Julie.  Don't ask me where the name came from, because, well, I have no clue.  She just told me it one day, when I was younger and it's stuck but I like that I got to name her.  As for Anthy, I chose it since it's the last part of Samantha, I just took the A off and added a Y, and a major plus is Jared will hate it.  I think it's fun, smart and clever but that's because I am fun, smart and clever, which everybody knows it. I have the same mental abilities that Mama, Jackie, Grandpa Carlos, Chris, Jared, and Dad by association with Mama along with Aunt Charlie and by association Uncle Trevor have.  Only Jackie and I can go in like Mama and manipulate people by taking them over when if they give us permission, but even if they don't we can still take control.  That's a little painful for them, and we don't feel the pain like Mama did. Jackie is really a better warrior than Mama, which means all the warriors that we have now in our pact are, like, asking her constantly if they can borrow her wolf they can learn her fighting style and techniques. Chris hates to spar with her simply because she always kicks his ass, oops sorry butt.  Mama doesn't like it when I say curse words.  She overheard Chris and Jared once, so she removed their ability to speak for 24 hours after they got caught cursing.  It was so funny, she really got them good, not only couldn’t they talk but she took away their abilities to link with anyone’s mind.  So, that meant they either had to either write it down or do charades.  It was the best 24 hours of my life.  My big brothers were finally quiet for once yay!  So, here I am 13, I know I'm a red wolf, I know I'm rare, not as rare as Mama, but still rare and my eyes turn green, which is weird cuz I kind of look like a Christmas tree green eyes red fur, you know, Christmas colors.  I can’t say I’m thrilled with that turn of events since I know my big brothers will start with the jokes right off the bat.  Hopefully, Jackie, Mom and I can come up with a way to shut them up before they can start.

Jackie promised that as soon as I shifted she would start teaching me how to be a warrior like she is.  Then once I can fight as she can we will become a kick-butt duo saving all the Lycans and the werewolves all over the world. People will yell, “Watch out!  Here come those gorgeous Warmder sisters, to save the day.” So praise Selene I'm gonna start training in the morning.  I can't wait! Don’t wait up for me tonight, diary, cuz I'm planning on staying up really late.