Mind of a Lycan

Sammie

Dear Diary,

So, it's been a week since I turned 13.  Everybody was so happy to see my wolf red color with my green eyes and yes, everybody says something about Christmas cuz I knew they would. Anyway, Jackie, she's been teaching me for the last week and she lets me sneak Lynn in every once in a while to spar with me.  This way I can learn faster than Jared cuz, you know, it's proven that women are always better than men anyway, so what he doesn't know won't hurt him.  Even without her wolf, she says I'm doing really good that I've got some of the basics down that she had taught me before I shifted.  Because, you know, we could talk with our wolves since we were born, it's a Mama thing, if you don't know about it I'm not going to go into detail about it.  Okay, so I will go into detail about it, Mama's been able to know her wolf and her Lycan basically since she was conceived.  They've been in there,  they've been talking to her and she remembers everything from the moment she was conceived until right now. Chris, Jackie, Jared and I also to talk to our respective wolves the same way and we all remember everything from the moment we were conceived.  It was the first time we talked to Mama when she touched her belly after we were conceived.  We remember everything like a cluster of information in our mind that we can go in and dig through anytime we want just to find information out that we need.  Like Mama, my nose can smell really good and I like using the excavators and other big machinery to dig into the Earth to find treasures.  So far between Jackie, Jared, Chris and I, we found approximately 70 million dollars’ worth of jewels and precious materials.  So, Mama said since we found it it's going to be split between us when we get old enough to spend it and of course the boys want to Party, but I think I want to save it for my future pups.  I know Dad is impressed by how well I'm doing with my training and even Chris is watching to learn a few new things from Jackie and I sparring.  Although sometimes, I think he just goes out there and watches to make sure that none of the unmated males are paying too close attention to his baby sisters, Diary, I have to say he is super overprotective of us.  He's actually growled at a few that stared for too long.  And don't you dare tell him that I love him for that.  Nice to know that it's not just Dad, my Uncles and my Grandpas that are protective of me, but my brothers actually care too.  They don't show their emotions the same way that Mama, Jackie, and our Grandmas do, but it's nice to know it's there.  Oh, Aunt Beatrice is so beyond funny she's teaching me how to cook and she says I have absolutely no skill whatsoever in it, which is abnormal for Mama's pups since we're supposed to be able to pick up things by watching or you know all that rot.  Truth be told I don't like cooking so I don't really pay much attention and sometimes on purpose so that she'll stop asking me to help.  Jared is good in the kitchen, though, he can make some mighty fine cinnamon buns.  Like any teenage boy, he loves cooking sweet things and then eating all of it before anybody else can.