Forced against her will

The truth and facing reality

I woke up to hear screams and unknown voices coming from the sitting room downstairs.

Christiana was screaming "This is unfair mom,you can't sell her off like that".

I ran down the stairs to see Christiana,Lydia and two men in black suits with files in their hand. Lydia spoke to me first. " Very well I know you must have heard things upstairs, I'd bring everything into light now. "Your mother owed the group a lot of money,before she gave birth to you,she promised us that when you are 18 she'd give you to us in return if she couldn't pay, you are probably wondering what the group means,well it consists of a lot of brothel owners from all over the world,we lent 50 million dollars to her to open her own brothel but she got duped by her stupid boyfriend Gary,it was weeks after she found out she was pregnant,knowing fully well she couldn't pay again,she ran off with you thinking she could hide you from us forever,Lydia paused and lighted a cigarette, then continued,the school and all was just an act,you think I'd really help a street girl?she asked me laughing in an evil way,to cut the long story short,you are now ours and we are signing you off to a very rich Italian man that you already know,Trevor.

I took in all this information with hatred,mom didn't truly love me,now I understand why we always moved around, she was hiding me,she was filth. This was so painful, but why would I be with Trevor without my consent ,I hated him already. I was interrupted by a man inside who cleared his throat and told me to get ready that Mr Trevor Laurent wouldn't like to wait on people. I ran to my room upstairs to pack my things with tears flowing from my eyes uncontrollably.

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(3 weeks after moving in with Trevor)

What's taking you so long? " asked Carolyn Laurent bustling with excitement as she swept into my room holding my blue gown's ample skirts up high and trailing. Carolyn is Trevor's mother,I moved in with Trevor after I knew about the truth, then,Trevor on the other hand wasn't an high schooler,he was a business man,he just acted along so has to be with me,I heard he payed the debts my mother was owing. he proposed to me yesterday against my approval,I said yes because the signed documents says he fully owns me since he payed and prevented me from being auctioned to some other man,I now hated him more than ever,doesn't he have feelings at all? he's marrying me against my own will. Everyone's here already. Even with the short notice, I think the whole society has turned out".Carolyn announced happily.

Only out of morbid curiosity,I thought as I applied the finishing touches to my make-up.

Carolyn Laurent had taken the news of the impending nuptials like the true society doyenne she was,swinging into mother of the groom mode as if she was born for it. How the papers would lap it up if I came clean with my own version of the headline 'Blackmailed bride,sold to pay her mother's huge debt'. but that story would never come our no matter how true.

You could do with more color than that," Carolyn protested,as I dropped the blush back into the drawer.

"You look pale tonight,we should have got your make up done professionally. Are you nervous?" Carolyn asked me.

"Not really" I looked briefly into the mirror to check my gown and makeup,the reflection I saw looked like I was really happy to get married to this wicked man who has no feelings whatsoever.

"I'm sure a glass of champagne will soon put some color in your cheeks" Carolyn said.

My stomach clamped down in rebellion. Champagne was the last thing I needed. After all,tonight was hardly a celebration.

"You look beautiful " Trevor said. "Like a virgin sacrifice about to be tossed to the lions".

How appropriate,I thought,though hardly willing to but into that particular discussion. And you,I replied, "look like the proverbial cat that got the cream".

he drew my hand closer,pressing his mouth,warm and moist to my skin while my eyes held his.

It wasn't just his words heating my body. It was so much more. Tonight he looked magnificent in clothes that would have made a lesser man look ridiculous and yet on him merely accentuated masculinity and power.

What was I thinking,I wasn't going to fall in love with this man.

And,if that wasn't enough, just breathing the same air laced with the heady tang of his aftershave was like getting a shot of testosterone. Damn him but somehow that scent was like a lure snagging on my defences tangling with my resistance. Purposefully I stiffened my spine. I would not be attracted to such a man. It couldn't happen .

Someone had made a toast and the room erupted into applause and congratulations .

We would have to talk privately and soon. Trevor had to be made to see under what terms I was prepared to marry him and that those terms in no way included him sampling anything.

Honey? Alexa?

It was hearing my name that brought me back and I turned to him ready to protest that I was hardly his ,but something in his eyes stopped me in my tracks.

Didn't you hear the guests? They are waiting for us to seal our betrothal with a kiss".

And before I could protest this latest indignity, that there was no way I would kiss him,his mouth was on mine and any protest was muffled,melted ,by the sheer impact of his lips.

They were soft I realised with surprise, he looked so powerfully dressed,hard and unyielding ,and yet his lips moved over mine with an elegance of movement and a grace that was as surprising as it was intoxicating.

Dear God! I had let Trevor Laurent kiss me, in public. I lifted one hand, touched the back of it to my lips to clean it away but he stilled the movement, pulling my hand down with his.

"You don't wipe me away easily" he said smirking.

We have to talk I croaked as the guests wear absorbed into a circle of friends and a buzz of conversation was going on. "We have to talk and privately"

"Yes,we would, but let's show our guests how happy we are" he said in a sarcastic way.

Shit,this man was getting on my nerves.

We danced a lot more and put on fake smiles till it all ended.

We retired to the room he booked for us.

I had slept off for some while when I woke up discovering it was raining. I shivered lightly. I saw Trevor sitting in a chair signing some documents. He shifted his attention to me. "you are up"? he said

" I'm cold" I told him. He came over to me, pressing his lips to one cheek then drawing back.

"I think, it could be fun warming you up,convincing you that love making would not be such a bad thing between us.

I pressed my eyes shut,but behind closed lids I could still see him larger than life,supremely confident." And if you are not enough for me ?" I gasped breathlessly,looking up in challenge, desperate for any kind of defence against this slow,sensual onslaught. He answered by gathering me against his full length, through his clothes I could feel his power pulsing, straining, waiting to be unleashed.

unleashed inside me!

"Oh," he murmured, tugging on one diamond stud in my ear with his teeth, "I will be more than enough" he said in an husky voice.

"I see,in that case let me go and get prepared for the main event", I said to him hurtfully.

I attempted to leave the bed but he stopped me," oh no,undressing you is my job".

His mouth arrested my gasps,cutting off any protest.

He swung me and carried me to his own chamber. Once inside he released my legs,he cupped my breasts brought me closer to him forcing me feel the the solid column of his erection. I was mortified.

He was so big,so alive, the sheer force of his hardness a terrifying thing. To imagine that I might take that length inside me. Fear jagged through me.

He leaned down and took one n****e between his lips flicking it with his moist tongue,need crashed through me. My back arched involuntarily pushing my breasts towards him like an invitation.

He accepted licking and sucking while rolling one with his other hand between his fingers.

There was slight pressure behind her and then her zip came down revealing her ass in a tiny scrap of panties.

Gosh!, he rasped, "you are beautiful Alexa" he said in a whisper.

He growled as he wrenched off his jacket and shirt and threw them into a corner. His shoes and socks had gone too. My mouth went dry as his silken boxers outlined the burgeoning force beneath .He leaned over her and parted her legs. Trevor please. I moaned. Once again he sucked my breasts making me so wet below. Trevor please. I said again.

"I know" came a reply.

but he didn't know. He couldn't.

He worked his hands to my damp under wear and his fingers dipped lower separating be and exploring my innermost flesh, circling one tight bud.

"So ready,he murmured, " So slick".

He lunged up on the bed positioning his erected member against my opening, nudging it against my slick core.

'Trevor" I cried as the pressure mounted below,pushing against flesh untested,unproven.

"So tight" he said as he pushed through my final barrier in one long fluid lunge.

I tensed expecting pain, but there was none.

His eyes sought mine as if he sensed something wrong,even as he pulled our of me.

He lunged again ,I followed his lead,the rhythm beating furiously between us,beads of sweat on his forehead proclaiming his effort and power. He was so big inside me, I was moaning his name,"Trevor,f**k, Trevor ".

He crashed right inside me,his body tensing before his final thundering release,collapsing in me.

We lay together breathless,our bodies slick with sweat.

So this was sex.It felt good. And if this was s*x with someone you detested,how much more with someone you loved. I mused .

I turned my head sideways, watched him,his eyes closed.

Now would be a good time to get out from under his arm and find something to cover myself up.

I made a move to ease myself away but his arm tightened me,preventing my escape. " No" he said, his eyes opening to reveal dark thunder as he raised himself up on one elbow over me.

"Why the hell didn't you tell me you were a virgin?"

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This is me facing humiliation from this wicked Trevor. Damn.

Silence stretched out between us. he had realized. But what did it matter?. Was he now going to pretend contrition?

He has had me in his bed ,he got what he wanted.

I felt shy and exposed ." How did you know"

"Did I hurt you?" he asked looking so hurt.

"What do you care?" I retorted.

"You should have told me" he pushed. He was beginning to irritate me.

"Why? What the hell difference would it have made? Am I to believe you suddenly care how I feel" Not likely. I yelled.

His eyes grew dark ,their surface reflecting a play of light and dark like some shiny stone.

Damn this man. I think he finally found his voice. He began to speak.

"What does it matter? Alexa,it matters because Lydia is a worse business woman than I could ever give credit for." he reeled. I was confused by his sudden outburst.

"What are you talking about,Trevor?"

"What I am saying is that I would have giving them twice the amount if i had known you were still a virgin" he said raking his hands in his hair.

"You bastard!" I pushed at his shoulders and attempted to wrench my leg from under him at the same time.

"You can't buy and sell people like just on of your precious properties. It doesn't work that way" I screamed at him throwing my fists at his chest.

He looked indifferent to all I said, I hate this man so much.

"Well it sure got you,and..... he pressed himself to my side,I felt him hardening against me. " It got me you,right where I want you to be" he said smirking.

"You disgust me!" I spat,trying desperately to edge away even as the knowledge he was hard again.

"Do I? he challenged, jamming my free arm back against the pillows,covering my mouth with a hot,crushing kiss that took my breath away with its ruthless ferocity, so punishing was it's intensity. I was doomed.

" Do I really disgust you? he demanded, when finally he withdrew from the kiss,his lips hovering bare millimetres above mine. " That's not the expression your body gave while I was f*****g you,you yielded easily" he growled.

I decided to act too.

"So I was keen to get rid of my virginity at last. Don't fancy yourself,I just had to throw it away on someone! You just happened to be the only one around" I told him

With a twist of his hard body he had insinuated one knee between my legs,his body now hovering over mine like a thundercloud.

"And I could have sworn you enjoyed every minute of it" The words were squeezed out of a chiselled granite line face.

"Sorry to disappoint you" I mocked.

"Really? So I didn't just make you come"? he asked.

I glared up at him " I was faking it"

His eyes suddenly turned feral,and instantly I could see he had taken my blatant lie for a challenge.

"Then how about I give you a chance to "fake it" again?.

Trevor! I cried ,but he'd already positioned himself, his intentions clear. He was nudging against my new stretched muscles, as he pressed himself in me,my protest turned into a gasp as I received him,my hips buckled and arched up to him,inviting him to go deeper,my stupid body was contrasting all I said. He drove hard into me,almost to the hilt before withdrawing in a rush that had me gasping all over again with the sudden feeling.

"You don't enjoy this?" he growled roughly against the flesh of my breast.

"Or this" he asked

Spears of current coursed through me.

It was impossible not to like it.

His eyes glittered above me,slowly he built up the speed,powering himself into me,burying himself ever deeper,ramping up the power,crashing and thundering into me like a storm. And obviously satisfied I was faking nothing ,he returned his attention to my breast, tugging at my breast ,flicking my n*****s between his teeth.

I clung to him ,going with him, fearful that i f I let go I'd be spun and tossed away like the garbage I was. I anchored myself against him, caught up in the raw energy he was unleashing in both of us,reducing my entire world to this one intense whirlpool.

And when I came it was with height at the height of the storm,with a thunder clap like a roar from the gods splitting the sky asunder,I was spent,the waves of shuddering slowed down,rolling through me like thunder disappearing rumbling away into the distance. Far away.

Sweat coated my cheeks in the storms wake as I realised what I had done. Once again,I let my body betray me. I let myself be carried away in passion by Trevor.

I stood up,sobbing and made my way to the bathroom.

"still faking it?" he called behind me. his words piercing through my heart sharply.

I locked the door behind me before dragging on a robe hanging at the back of the door, it was too big,but right now I just needed something subtle against my skin,then I would wash myself. I am no different from my mother. We are both filths.

"Let me in" Trevor rasped

"Go to hell" I shouted crying loudly.

"I am sorry" he said his voice slightly quavering.

"what do you care,just leave" I whispered. I was too weak to argue. It was like the ground should open up and swallow me.

Hot tears slid down my cheeks. So much for my resistance and protests. I succumbed easily to one kiss from his mouth and giving him my all. I was a fool. harlot.

Trevor had ruined me.

I threw my hands to my mouth and swallowed the pill down,flushing it with a scoop of water from the tap,before stashing them back into my back and zipping them tight.

Because,damn him to hell and back,I might have to endure his passion and his bed,but I would never bear his child!

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Warmth enveloped me like a drug, holding me to sleep.

Trevor's body curved around mine,one arm casually thrown over my hip, I was so close in dangerous proximity to a more carnal source of heat. I tensed and immediately regretted it.

He shifted in his sleep, his strong arm pulling me closer.

After last night I should hate him more than ever but what my mind told me and what my body craved for seemed to be two different things.

"Good morning,Mrs Laurent's" he growled.

"Morning" I replied thinly.

A maid knocked on our door informing us break fast is ready. He pulled me up and led me downstairs.