Waltz with the Keller

“Have you ever loved someone to the point where you couldn’t breathe without him?” The dog shakes his tail to signify his approval. It is easier to explain unbearable grief to a human heart, but the problem is that a man cannot grasp pain without experiencing it himself and I have understood this at my expenses. Maybe he understands me better than anyone else. Maybe he could understand my choices and motives. « Memories and feelings go hand in hand. I have no choice because living without him is unbearable. I can’t imagine leaving and letting the people who hurt him get away with it. You know what? I will do what must be done even if my body will disgust me. » I proclaim by caressing the head of the beast that comes out his tongue, thinking that what I say is pleasant. It’s a dog, what else was I expecting? I close my eyes and take a deep breath before reopening them again, determined. I was a nice girl. Very unsociable, but I never hurt anyone... neither did he. Despite that, life reminded me of what it costs to be good. I made my choice... I move forward slowly and sensually towards this man, admired and loved by all, but whom I deeply hate who happens to be my boyfriend, Dixon Keller. My name is Nicole Robinson and I will tell you the story of my life.