Heart of the Mafia King

Wanting

{Maisie’s POV}

When I woke up, I could feel strong arms around me, my heart began beating quickly as every time I moved, so did he. I turned around to face him, seeing Angelo still sleeping soundly. His face, it was completely peaceful, something that I think many people don’t get the chance to see. He is so beautiful.. his features are softer when he sleeps, showing me just how incredibly handsome this man really is. Wait.. I don’t remember coming to my room last night..

I paused, taking a second to really admire him, the longer I looked at his face, the more the little details began to stick out. His light freckles, and soft kissable lips, his well trimmed beard, that I wanted to run my fingers into. The thick, wavy locks of hair that fell around his face. I trailed my eyes down to his chest, seeing some of the tattoos that he had on his neck, and chest. My fingers inched up slowly, before finding their way onto his bare chest, down into the opening of his shirt, where three of the top buttons were undone.

“What do you think you’re doing Maisie?” Angelo’s voice broke through the silence, startling me.

I pulled my hand away, looking up into his beautiful brown and gold eyes. “I-I..” I stammered, a blush creeping across my face.

“Look at you all embarrassed..” he smirked, kissing my cheek softly on one side, before kissing the other cheek. “You’re beautiful.” He smiled down at me.

“W-What?” I asked, peering up at him. “I.. um..” I quickly ducked, turning my face in his chest breathing in his scent deeply. “You smell good..” I smiled into his chest, before tilting my head up and kissing his neck softly. “How do you smell this good when you just woke up? Did you get up in the middle of the night and put on some more cologne?” I laughed, looking up at him.

He was staring down at me with an amused look etched across his face. “I.. I didn’t realize I smelled good.” He chuckled. “Let me see..” he said, pulling me up and grabbing my hair, pulling it back slightly so he had access to my neck. He inhaled deeply, before kissing my neck. “You smell good too, maybe it’s just the soap we use.” He laughed.

I blushed, getting my hair pulled like this.. him kissing my neck.. the intimacy of the moment causing my stomach to knot up. I bit my lip, trying to calm myself down, I shouldn’t get this worked up.

He released me, sitting up and smiling softly at me. “I’m sorry Maisie, was it too much?” He asked.

I shook my head, I didn’t mean for him to feel like he made me uncomfortable when he didn’t.. it was more so that I felt so comfortable with him that I was okay with him playing with me like this. “N-No, it wasn’t too much, I promise.” I smiled, crawling over and hugging around his neck.

“Then what is it Maisie?” He asked, kissing my cheek as I got closer.

“I-I..” I stuttered, trying hard to find the proper words. I climbed into his lap, straddling him, before grabbing his hands and placing them on my waist. “I don’t know how to explain it.. but I feel.. I feel safe with you. Like, I know you wouldn’t do anything to hurt me.. you wouldn’t take things too far.. or push me past my limits.” I said, smiling at him.

He massaged my waist with his hands, kneading the skin with subtle pressure. “I care about you Maisie, I’d never do anything to jeopardize what we have.”

“What if.. what if I wanted something from you.. would you give it to me?” I asked, truly wondering what he’d say.

“If it was within my power to give to you, I’d give you anything you asked for. All you’d have to do is say the word.” He smiled, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me closer to him, our bodies smooshed against one another, chest to chest. “Why?”

“I..I want something.. but I’m too embarrassed to ask..” I blushed, looking away.

“Whatever you want, just ask Maisie, I’d do anything for you.” He said, grabbing my chin softly, turning me to face him.

“I-umm.. I just..” I blushed, pulling back. “I-I should.. I should go get ready for the day..” I said, standing up and moving into the bathroom. “I.. I’ll come to your office later to talk more..” I said, closing the door and sliding down it. How stupid can I be.. I get a little hot and bothered and here I am ready to ask him to do things with me.. to me.. I groaned, pinching the bridge of my nose. Come on Maisie, get a grip! You two haven’t been dating that long.. and even though neither of us are vir****, that doesn’t mean that we should jump into things too quickly. I got into the shower, washing off, before drying myself and walking back into my room with a towel on. Angelo was gone, he must have left while I was showering. I decided that maybe it was best to take care of myself, seeing as how I was still thinking about his hands on me. My body heated up, and my mind raced, all of the little things. The small touches and kisses he gives me. Him in his button up, with his sleeves rolled up.. even just thinking about this man had my body temperature rising. I discarded the towel, flopping down in the bed, pulling up my covers. I slowly traced my hand down my abdomen, before sliding a finger between the folds. I mo**** as I traced circles around my cl**, thinking of how Angelo’s hands felt on my skin.

I threw my head back, mo***** softly, allowing myself to really feel good for once. It’s been a while since I had even thought about se* but now, now it seems like it’s one of the only things on my mind. “Mmm.. Angelo..” I groaned out.

“Yes?” His voice was soft, sensual as it broke through the silence in my room.

I sat up quickly wrapping my blankets around myself and looking over. There he was, standing in the doorway, the door closed behind him. “Sorry, I wanted to check on you, I knocked, but you didn’t answer. I wanted to make sure you were okay.” He smirked, his eyes trailing to where I had the blankets pulled against me. “Is this what you were trying to say earlier?” He asked, walking over to the bed and sitting down beside me.

He grabbed my hand, the one I was just using to pleasure myself, pulling it to his face and sucking my fingers into his mouth. “Mmm.. so sweet..” he groaned. “You know, I can help you, and we don’t have to go all the way.” He said, smirking.

What had I gotten myself into.. was I really ready for this.. he did say we didn’t have to go all the way. Maybe, maybe for once I can actually enjoy myself. I never did enjoy my times with Robert.. but Angelo, even with the little things he does, makes me feel like I never have before. I wanted more.. I wanted to feel more of him. I wanted more of his hands on me, and I wanted to know what things he has planned with that gorgeous smirk across his face.