I went to the middle of the woods to wait for Luke. It was Monday night and I only had four days left until the party. I waited for hours and he never showed, so I went to my house. I changed and I laid down, hoping I'd make it to Friday as a wolf.
I went through Tuesday without attempting to even talk to Luke. I was so mad. That night, I went to the woods and jogged for an hour before I stopped at the rendezvous point. I heard giggling come through the woods and hid behind a large tree. Luke and some of the other pack members were walking my direction.
Maggie was hanging all over Luke.
He made out with me just a few days ago and he's with her again?
"She just laid on the floor and let us kick the s**t out of her. Haha!" Maggie laughed at my former weakness.
Luke just went along with it. How could he? I stepped out from behind the tree and looked at Luke who was apparently shocked to see me there.
"I thought we were working on our Chemistry project tonight." He smirked as I said it.
"I told you to finish it yourself." He lied.
"You're lying so they'll like you?! That's f****d up!" I pointed at Maggie. "She beat the s**t out of me and you made me scream about it and then make out with you to get my wolf healing to work!" My voice was shaking from rage and hurt.
"You made out with that thing?" Kenny, Luke's best friend, laughed.
"He did. His hands were all over me. If I hadn't stopped it when I did, he would've gone further." I stepped towards him, looking up into his anger covered face.
"He's been out here almost every night because he wanted to get into my pants. He's not as perfect as you think." I grinned devilishly.
He grabbed my arm. "I've been out here to help you become the wolf that you are. I had pity for you because you shouldn't be forever made into a staff member with all that power inside you." He looked into my eyes and for a moment it was just us in the world.
Then, Maggie got jealous and shoved me back until I hit the tree. The tree shook as I hit it. I smiled at Maggie.
"Looks like my strength kicked in."
She stepped towards me as if to hit me, but I grabbed her hand mid air. The shocked expressions from the other two mid level wolves made me laugh. Luke just looked unbothered. I let go of her hand and sped off in the direction of my house.
I sped inside, past my father sitting in the living room. He looked shocked at the fact that I was blurring. When I got to my room, I slowed and locked the door behind me. I began to take off my shorts so I could get into my pajamas, but I stopped in front of my floor length mirror.
I studied my long, dark curls, the large ringlets they made. I watched as the light gleamed off my pale, slightly scarred skin. I pinched the fat on my chubby stomach and watched the belly button ring I pierced myself, get lost in that pinch of fat. I turned to the side to see my abnormally large ass stick out from my body. I ran my hands along my sides proving how far my hips protruded. I shook my legs to watch my thunder thighs jiggle. I pointed out for the thousandth time that I wear a B cup and I'm a member of the itty bitty titty committee.
All the self-loathing that's been developed throughout the years was manifested in one small moment in front of a mirror. Just as I was about to turn around to continue what I was doing, I heard a voice from behind me.
"You hate yourself, don't you?" I looked at the face behind me in the mirror.
"What do you want, Luke?" I stayed very still as he got closer and closer and closer to me.
"I came to apologize, but I didn't wanna interrupt." He placed his hands on my bare hips.
My breath caught in my chest. "You just came through my window?"
He leaned forward, his breath hot on my neck.
"Yeah. It was open." He looked in the mirror to catch my gaze. "I see beauty, not whatever it is you see."
"Where?" My voice was so small.
"Everywhere." That one word almost brought me to my knees.
I turned in his arms and we started kissing like we'd die tomorrow. Some kind of spark lit the fire inside of me and he seemed to have felt it too. He lifted me up and I simultaneously wrapped my legs around him. He walked to my bed and laid me down on it. We were tangled together and my hand tugged at his shirt. He broke the kiss for a second to pull his shirt off. I ran my hands along his beautiful chest as he moved his mouth to my neck and then my collarbone.
I heard a low growl come from him just before he bit down on the skin above my breast. I felt the bulge in his jeans harden as a moan escaped my mouth. He placed a hand over my mouth.
L: Your dad will hear. Be quiet.
I nodded and he moved his hand. He made eye contact with me as if he was asking my permission before removing his jeans. i heard his shoes come off and watched as he pulled off his jeans. I could see the full size of him through his briefs. I got a little nervous.
E: I want to, but I'm scared. I've never done this before.
L: We can stop if you want to. I'll just lay next to you.
E: I don't wanna stop. Do you have a condom?
He cut off the mindlink and looked at me confused. He leaned down to whisper in my ear.
"Wolves can't procreate until we're mated and marked. Well, werewolves."
"Oh, okay." I whispered back.
He pulled off my panties and his briefs. Then, he eased himself inside me. I winced a little at the pain, but it soon became pleasure. We had passionate, sweaty, gentle s*x and after we climaxed he collapsed on top of me. We laid like that for what felt like forever. I played with his brown, shaggy hair and he almost fell asleep. My dad knocked on the door and I glanced over at the alarm clock on my bedside table. It was 10pm.
He rolled off of me and slipped his briefs back on. He handed me my panties, but they were too damp for comfort. I climbed out of bed and grabbed an over-sized T-shirt, a new thong (those are more comfy), and a pair of booty shorts. I got dressed and opened the door, only leaving enough room for me to be seen.
"What's up, Dad?" I said, trying to be nonchalant.
"I saw you blurring earlier and then you didn't come out of your room for a bit. So, I figured I'd check on you. What abilities do you have unlocked?"
"Healing, blurring, mind-linking, strength, and hearing. I haven't done, sight, smell, or shifting. Why?" It was odd that he was interested.
"How did you learn to mind-link? Who showed you?" I raised an eyebrow at him.
"A friend."
"You can only mind-link with your mate, your family, a close friend, or your Alpha. Unless you are the Alpha. Then, you can mind-link with whoever. So, which one was it?" He tried to look behind me as if he knew someone was in my room.
"I don't think I have a mate, so close friend?"
"Or you have a mate and they know but haven't told you yet. You smell like s*x. Next time, take a shower before you try to lie to me and tell Luke to go home." He walked away.
I closed the door and turned to see Luke wide-eyed and half dressed. He was buttoning his jeans.
"What did he mean, my mate knows, but didn't tell me?" I walked over to him and hugged him, leaning my head against his chest. "Are you hiding something?"
He placed a hand on my head.
"I'm not hiding anything." I could hear his heart thump faster and faster. He was lying.
Dad: He better be gone in the next 10 minutes.
My dad mind-linked me with a warning.
"Dad says 10 minutes or you'll be in big trouble."
"I'm sorry, but we can't be all couple-like tomorrow."
"I know, back to my regularly scheduled mental and sometimes physical abuse." I patted his chest and handed him his shirt.
He put it on, but kissed me one last time before leaving. I closed the window and went to sleep.
Hopefully, I turn soon. I'm almost out of time.