The Beginning
My name is Elena Hart, and I'm seventeen years old. In exactly one month, I'll finally turn eighteen. For as long as I can remember, I looked forward to that birthday more than any other. Most people get excited about turning eighteen because they're officially adults. Me? I was excited because it meant I could finally have a boyfriend.
My mum had one rule that she never compromised on: no dating before eighteen.
Not seventeen and a half, Not "he's just a friend." Not "everyone else is doing it." Absolutely no boyfriends. Growing up, I thought it was the most unfair rule in the world. Every year, more of my classmates started dating. By sophomore year, almost every girl in my friend group had a boyfriend. Meanwhile, I was stuck watching from the sidelines. Don't get me wrong. My life wasn't terrible. In fact, it was pretty good. I lived with my mum in a cozy house on the edge of town. It had a small front porch where she liked to drink coffee every morning and a backyard filled with flowers she spent way too much time taking care of. It had been just the two of us ever since my dad passed away when I was ten.
Mum wasn't perfect. She worried too much, asked too many questions, and somehow always knew when I was hiding something. But she loved me more than anything in the world, and I loved her too. Even when she drove me crazy.
I attended Westbrook High School, where I was currently a senior.
The school wasn't huge, but it was big enough that everyone knew everyone else's business. If you sneezed in first period, people would be talking about it by lunch.
I wasn't one of the popular girls, but I wasn't invisible either.
Most people knew me as the quiet girl who got decent grades, stayed out of trouble, and was always surrounded by her friends.
Speaking of friends, I honestly don't know what I'd do without them.
First, there was Sophie Reynolds.
Sophie was my best friend and had been since middle school. She was loud, confident, funny, and completely incapable of minding her own business.
Especially when it came to my love life.
If Sophie thought two people would look cute together, she'd already planned their wedding before they even spoke.
Then there was Chloe Bennett. Chloe lived for drama. Not the bad kind, The fun kind.
She was obsessed with romance movies, celebrity gossip, and matchmaking. Half the time, she was more invested in other people's relationships than her own.
Mia Carter was the sweetest person I'd ever met, She had a smile that could make anyone feel better and somehow managed to be friends with literally everyone. Her boyfriend, Ethan, adored her, and honestly, they were disgustingly cute together. Last but definitely not least was Ava Thompson, Ava was the smart one. She always had perfect grades, perfect notes, and a perfect plan for everything, If the rest of us were panicking, Ava already had three solutions prepared.
The five of us had been inseparable for years. We sat together at lunch, walked together between classes, and spent most weekends hanging out somewhere. The only problem was that they were all completely obsessed with the fact that I'd never had a boyfriend. "You know what's crazy?" Chloe said one afternoon while we sat in the cafeteria. “What?" I asked. "You're almost eighteen and you've never even been on a date."
I groaned. Here we go again. Sophie pointed at me dramatically. “This is exactly why we need to find Elena a boyfriend." "We?" I asked. "Yes, we."
"Why is my love life a group project?" The girls burst out laughing. Because that's exactly what it had become. Over the years, they'd tried setting me up with countless boys. There was Jake from chemistry. Noah from the basketball team. Liam from debate club. A guy named Ryan whose last name I never even learned. Every attempt failed for the same reason. My mum. The moment a boy showed interest, I'd hear her voice in my head. 'Wait until you're eighteen.' So I waited. And waited. And waited. Now March was almost here, and somehow I wasn't as excited as I thought I'd be. Maybe it was because I had spent so many years imagining what turning eighteen would be like that reality couldn't possibly live up to it. Or maybe it was because I had started realizing that having a boyfriend wasn't the magical life-changing event I once thought it would be.
I looked at my friends sometimes and saw all the problems that came with relationships. The arguments, The jealousy, The heartbreak. It wasn't always the fairytale everyone made it seem. Still, there was a small part of me that wondered what it would feel like. To have someone text you good morning. To have someone waiting for you after class. To have someone choose you. Maybe that's what I really wanted. Not just a boyfriend. Someone who genuinely cared. Someone who saw me. Someone who made my heart race every time they walked into a room.
One thing about my friends was that they never knew how to be quiet. Every morning before classes started, we'd meet at our usual spot near the lockers in the senior hallway. It had become such a routine that I could probably find them there with my eyes closed. That morning was no different. As soon as I walked into the hallway, I spotted Sophie waving her arms dramatically while Chloe laughed so hard she nearly dropped her phone. "What happened now?" I asked as I approached them. Sophie spun around. "Elena! Thank goodness you're here." I narrowed my eyes suspiciously. "Why does that sound dangerous?"
"It isn’t.” “It definitely is." Chloe snorted.
"Sophie got rejected.” "What?" I looked at Sophie. "I did not get rejected.". "You literally did."
"I wasn't even interested in him!"
"Then why are you upset?"
"Because he chose Jessica." The rest of us burst out laughing. Sophie placed a hand over her chest. "You people are terrible friends." "You're impossible," Ava said as she arrived carrying a stack of books. Mia followed behind her, smiling as usual. "What are we talking about?" "Sophie's latest tragedy," Chloe answered. "It was not a tragedy." "It sounded like one." Sophie sighed dramatically. "No one appreciates me." "That's because you're dramatic." "I learned from the best." "Who?" "You." The bell rang before I could defend myself. As students hurried toward their classrooms, I found myself smiling. Moments like these were my favorite. Not parties, Not football games, Not school dances. Just simple moments with my friends. Sometimes I wondered what life would be like after graduation, The thought scared me more than I liked to admit. For years, school had been my whole world. The familiar hallways, The teachers, The crowded cafeteria, The people I saw every day. Soon all of it would be over. Everyone seemed excited about the future. Sophie wanted to study journalism. Ava was determined to become a lawyer. Mia planned to study nursing. Chloe wanted to work in publishing because of her obsession with books. Meanwhile, I still wasn't completely sure what I wanted. I liked writing, I liked reading, I liked helping people. But every time someone asked what career I wanted, my mind went completely blank. Maybe that was another reason turning eighteen felt strange. People expected you to suddenly have everything figured out. Your future, Your goals, Your relationships, Your life. But the truth was that I felt just as confused as I had at sixteen. Maybe even more.
That afternoon, after classes ended, the five of us walked to a small café a few blocks from school. It was our favorite place. The owner knew us by name and never complained when we stayed for hours. We grabbed our usual table by the window. Outside, the streets were busy with people heading home from work while the late afternoon sun painted everything gold. "This is our last semester," Mia said suddenly. The table fell quiet. None of us liked talking about graduation. “It’s weird," Chloe admitted.
"It is," Ava agreed.
Sophie pointed at me.
"You know what's even weirder?"
I groaned.
"What now?"
"In one month, Elena becomes an adult."
Everyone laughed.
"I'm serious," Sophie continued. "We've been waiting years for this."
"I didn't realize my birthday was such a major event."
"It absolutely is."
"Why?"
"Because then you'll finally stop using your mum as an excuse."
The others nodded.
I nearly choked on my drink.
"You make it sound like I'm hiding from relationships."
"Aren't you?"
"No."
"Elena."
"Okay, maybe a little."
The table erupted with laughter.
I couldn't help laughing too.
Maybe they weren't entirely wrong.
The truth was that waiting until eighteen had become such a normal part of my life that the idea of actually dating felt strange. What if I was terrible at it?
What if I embarrassed myself?
What if some boy actually liked me and I didn't know what to do?
Those thoughts stayed in the back of my mind as we talked, laughed, and wasted another afternoon together.
Looking back now, I wish I had paid more attention to moments like that.
At the time, it felt like we had forever.
Like nothing would ever change.
Like we'd always be sitting around that little café table, arguing and laughing about the same things.
But life has a funny way of changing when you least expect it.
And mine was about to change sooner than I could possibly imagine.