Falling in love with the bad guy

1. Who am I Sarah.p.o.v Al ready the last day of this summer,, I can’t believe it from tomorrow the first day of my last year in high school damn already the last year Oh sorry I forgot to present my self I’m Sarah Jones almost 18 years in 2 months Blond with baby blue eyes but shorter for my age and average of my friends,,, but what can I do like my dad told me always I’m just like my mum,,, who never had pleasure to meet she died when I was born…. But I promise to myself then I gone make my angel proud of me My class mate call me the weirdo girl actually I’m not popular in high school but my bestie who I don’t know why she is my friend,, and the only and the best one it’s very popular,,,,,, Most of guys who remember my name is only because they want to make friends with her and try to come near me for her but hey what can I do I try as much as possible to change direction. Julia is the best also in my dark days she make me laugh and protect me always ….I’m really happy and scared for tomorrow because for sure I’m gone see him Jake the bad amand my neighbour guy. Aka *the jerk* We grow up together we was best friends until in the 4th grade and then everything change ,,, he transformed him self from a good guy to a jerk, a bully I miss him sometimes but I’m sure I hear him all the time then he joke around about me and telling to everyone then I was a loser ………. The morning come earlier then I thought I try to be calmer and enjoy my last year before I go to college and trying to don’t give a crap for others I put my school uniform and some eyeliner and some mascara and try to be in time for my friends when she will come to pick me up,,,,i just get down to prepare breakfast for my self and my dad,,,I know he work to much and some days also double shifts and I love to help him also in home and contribute with some money but most of the cases he love to spoil me,,, I work like waiter’s in weekend by sally’s they are a nice couple of old people who love them work and them place and love us all… im sure I’m gone miss them when I will go in college but I promise to my self I will try to help them in my holidays… I here Julia pool up near my door and before she shouts like she do every morning I was outside door,,, Hey bestie we shouted in the same time and start to laugh together I miss her I didn’t see her all the summer she was in some camp for holidays with cousins oh her in Florida and then after her she got a nice trip to Canada with her boyfriend Fred,,, He is a nice guy always respect her and love her to much I hope one day I gone find a love like that,,,, We was in school 5 min before the bell,,, I left for my class who was near Julia class I had math first and she have English ,,, we are not all the time together but most of the classes are together with her and Fred ,, who is also best friend of Jake……. Thanks god nobody was in corridors to mock me around when I had for my locker to take the books out.. I enter the class and there I saw him kissing one of the flavour of the week A.k.a b***h Linda the blond who didn’t left boys for other girls around and near of them his friend Tom, Jessie and Fred… Fred wink at me like always but before I seat down I heard Jessie behind my back speaking about me ….Hey loser still in this school? Still the virgin I see,,, and everyone in there group behalf Fred start to laugh,,,, I almost try to keep my mouth shut and trying to keep my tears for following ,,, I know they gone mock me around and speak s**t about me but what can I do just 10 months more and I will leave this crap of hole When our teachers mr.Thomas come inside the rumble’s start to stop I love math and I love him he is one of the old teachers who make us sweat for the results but to me always come in easy way… I try to be calm when he change our places for this semester,,,