Evelyn
"Thank you"
I beamed with smiles as I got out of the cab. Normally, I would have walked from my place to Logan's since the distance isn't much, but the excitement flowing through me made me board a cab.
It is my one-year anniversary with Logan. I got off work early to celebrate it with him. I've never been in a relationship that lasted this long, so this is special, really special.
I bubbled with excitement as I walked towards the building. Once I got to the door,I didn't bother ringing the bell because Logan would still be at work. So, I just punched at the keyboard and let myself in.
I drew in a deep breath as soon as I got inside.
I should probably do something for him.
I was about to make my way to the kitchen when my eyes landed on a bag, a lady's bag which I'm sure wasn't mine.
Maybe his sister came over to visit and forgot her back
It's not what you're thinking, Evelyn.
I mumbled to myself as I struggled to push the thoughts away. It's our one-year anniversary. I can't jinx it.
I strode towards the kitchen to fix a dish when I heard weird noises coming from the bedroom. I froze. I was sure Logan wasn't home, so maybe the TV in the bedroom was on. Again, I shrugged it off but the uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach settled heavily. To satisfy my curiosity, I walked towards the bedroom.
The voices grew louder as I approached the bedroom, one which I recognized to be Logan's.
'It's not possible. Logan won't do that to me. He loves me'
I chanted in my head even though my whole being fails to believe.
I pushed open the door and the scene before me stole the breath from my lungs.
It took me a moment before I could process it- Logan was with a blonde chick, thrusting into her as if his life depended on it.
Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes as I watched, staring at the scene in complete horror.
They were so engrossed that they didn't notice my presence.
Finally, Logam said "that was good babe.." He trailed off as his gaze met mine., his eyes widened in shock. He hastily disengaged from her and rushed towards me.
"N-No don't"
I mouthed, stepping backwards away from him.
"I'm so sorry babe, God damn"
He muttered, raking a hand through his hair. "It was a mistake, I had no idea you'd be here and...."
"Maybe if you weren't busy banging that w***e, you would have realized today is our anniversary."
I yelled at him and he froze in shock.
"Ella.." He began, his voice laced with guilt, but I wasn't ready to hear any of his lies.
I turned and ran, slamming the door behind me. I didn't stop until I was back outside gasping for air.
It felt like I'd been punched in the gut. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't think, I just let the tears flow freely.
Tears fell like rain as I walked away from Logan's apartment, away from the only home I thought I had.
As soon as I got out, I hailed a cab, my eyes blurring with tears as I gave the driver the address of the nearest club. I needed to escape, to drown out the pain and anger.
***
I took a deep breath as I downed my sixth shot of alcohol or was it the fifth? I lost count after the third bottle, well none of it matters anymore.
I pushed the empty bottle to the bartender.
"More" I said, my voice slightly above a whisper. He narrowed his eyes, taking in my sight before nodding in disagreement.
"You've had enough, ma'am" he said, staring at me in pity and I scoffed.
"Y-you are going to deny me alcohol too?"
I struggled to put my words together, I was about to splutter more words when I felt a presence beside me.
"One neat whiskey" His deep, husky voice resonated through the air.
I stared at him, my jaw dropping as I took in the sight before me. I almost drooled as I gazed in awe. The alcohol must have loosened my tongue before I could control it. The words slipped out.
"You're so hot."
He didn't even glance my way, simply nodded at the bartender as he collected his drink.
Okay, that's rude.
You could have at least shown some appreciation" I slurred. "Arrogant mf!"
I've never been more sure of two things: one is my hatred for cockroaches and the other is that drinking will get me killed one day.
He turned to me, amusement glinting in his eyes. And that was when I got his full view. He had chiseled features, piercing blue eyes that could see right through me and a strong jawline that made my heart flutter.
"Oh,I'm sorry. Do you want me to sign an autograph or something? To the drunk girl at the bar, thanks for noticing?
I felt my face flush with embarrassment and anger.
"Pretty sure you're that kind of man who would cheat on his girlfriend because he's hot."
I said, tearing up a bit.
"You're heartbroken" he muttered, glancing at me with curiosity. I felt my cheeks flush as I poured my lips into a pout.
"Am I that obvious?" I asked.
He shook his head and resumed his drink, his eyes never leaving mine.
"I want to make him pay for hurting me, for cheating on me," I gritted my teeth, clenching my fists in anger.
"What do you suggest I do?"
I stood up, swaying slightly, and stumbled towards him to sit beside him, but fell on his lap. He stiffened. I struggled to get up but ended up falling again, so I gave up.
I snuggled closer and the scent of his cologne seeped into my nose.
"You smell so nice," I slurred, tugging on his collar. "I wonder if you taste the same."
. "f*****g hell, stop sniffing me." He growled but didn't attempt to push me away.
But I didn't listen. I draped my arms around his neck, feeling the warmth of his body. He pushed me back, his eyes locking onto mine.
"Do not tempt me," he warned, his voice laced with l**t.
I grinned, feeling a thrill run through me. "Not even doing anything."
He slammed his lips onto mine, kissing me hungrily. The world around us melted away as he devoured me. He broke the kiss, leaving me breathless.
"Not here," he growled, grabbing my elbow and pulling me towards the VVIP section.
He opened the door and tossed me inside, following close behind. The door slammed shut behind us, and he slammed his lips on mine and kissed me with a ravaging hunger.
I moaned softly as he bit my lips. His hands went to my back and he unhooked my b*a. He cupped my breasts in his t-shirt and pinched my already hard n*****s. I let out another moan. My shaky hands slowly unbuttoned his shirt. He broke the kiss and took off my t-shirt before capturing my lips in his again. He slammed me against the wall and hiked my skirt up. I moaned as he shifted my wet panties and teased my folds.
“f**k, you're so wet,” he groaned.
I would do anything to hear that groan again.
He broke the kiss and twirled his tongue around my n****e before taking it in his mouth and sucking on it. I moaned loudly. His fingers kept teasing my folds before he inserted two fingers in me at once. It was so powerful and dominating that I winced out in pain.
He hovered above me on the bed and took off his pants. I gulped down nervously when I saw how huge he was.
He thrusted in me and I gasped as a sharp pain hit me. I wanted to push him away, but he kissed me again and then the pain subsided.
He f****d me for a long time and I forgot about all my pain. The realization hit me slowly- I had just lost my virginity to a stranger.