I made sure I was a good distance from his house before I stopped to catch a breath. What was I expecting? People like Alec don't go for girls like me. They never had. I was always the quiet one, the convenient one. The girl people talked to when it was easy, not when it mattered. I pressed my lips together, staring at the pavement. I was never anyone’s first choice. I told myself I wasn't ever going to cry because of Alec again, and I sure wasn't going to let myself do that now. I was done letting people walk over me a long time ago. I pulled in a shaky breath. Then another. Slowly forcing the air back out until the sting behind my eyes dulled. A boy walked by, and his gaze never left me as he moved forward. “What!” I snapped. He flinched. I caught the expression on his face and

