
Logan wonders why his relationships with women are so short and unsatisfying. s*x with women? He finds it unsettling, to say the least. More than once? No, thank you. So he decides to try The Grotto, a local gay bar. He hopes exposure to a gay crowd will lead him to a better understanding of himself.
The evening lengthens and the drinks multiply until the bar’s singer, a drag queen, realizes the cute young newbie she’s been eying isn’t going to be able to drive himself home. She knows she shouldn’t get involved with a younger man, but maybe something will work out between them?

New at the Grotto By Emery C. Walters Logan stood before the door of the bar, hesitant to go in. He’d read about the place online, having Googled local gay bars only the previous day. His plan was to go in and have a drink, see what this gay thing was all about, and be able once and for all to put his nagging doubts behind him. He’d just broken up with his latest girlfriend, mostly because she wanted s*x on the third date. He’d had s*x with some of his earlier girlfriends, but he just couldn’t do it anymore. He knew on some level that it was all pretense and wishful thinking, but he had been, up until very recently, quite comfortable living in the land of denial. He just couldn’t do that anymore, either. It was all very confusing and unsettling, and he had no idea what the future held in
