piper. once my nerves calmed down I was okay. bill kept checking on me through out the day but I just let him know I was fine and told him I was just nervous for Neal. which isn't a complete lie. I enjoyed my first day shadowing but couldn't wait to get home. I know Sadie is safe but I'll just feel much better once I'm with her. when bill and I walked through the door she was running through the house " mama!" I couldn't help but smile at her, I scooped her up and kissed all over her face " how was your day?" I ask her while making our way to the kitchen. " so fun. Grammy and paw paw and auntie all played with me!" I set her on the counter smiling at her " I'm so glad you had a great time" she gave me a big hug, she always knows what I need. the thought of having another child

