~Arthur~
I f****d up. I shouldn't have done that. f**k, why did I sleep with Madison? I was so mad, I just wanted to hurt her. And I did. I felt her pain at first, but then I felt her arousal. And I got even more pissed. Because even though I was hurting her, she decided to screw around with Elliot. I don't know who initiated it, but all it did was make me want to hurt her more. But then, as soon as it was over, all I felt was regret, and this time it was my own feelings. The whole time I was with Madison, Blade was going crazy in my head, saying if Mercury didn't trust me before, she never will now. She already felt like I didn't want her. Now she'll hate me. I can't even try to hide this. I know Blade has already told Jax and Jax won't hesitate to tell our mate. She probably already kno
