CHAPTER 17
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CHAPTER 17
I was cold from where I was standing, I didn't expect to hear that voice of blair and lonzo was really with me
I'm still wondering if my suspicion is correct o na p-paranoid lang ako dahil sa narinig ko kay blair ... I know he can't do that to me they can't do that but it seems like I'm only hurting myself
"Tell her the truth before everyone caught you... you're the one she had since her shameless father pushed her away, you're the one she's always on her mind .. you're still what she wants Cassius ... you're still .. "Even a few years later you know he won't forget you. You know she always want you back!"
"Blair, you know why we were brought into this situation and you know why I'm doing this, it's not just for me and her but also for the family I've cared for for so many years, I know everything that happened to her, and that hurts me especially since I'm not next to her and I was the reason why she got trauma "
"You know! .. but why can't you still come back to Her ?, why can't you tell the truth to her ... I hid the truth for you because you're my brother! ... But that's not right, it's time for her to be happy .. I can't bear to see her like that who always tries to be happy even with the gift she robbed, it's not really .. it also hurts me because she like my little sister too .... For the past seven years she's with me .. he made me feel how to worry about someone how to have a little sister .. that you didn't do to me .. yes you're a brother but I don't feel like you're there! "
The pain in blair's voice was obvious with every word that came out of his mouth,na parang ang hirap nyang banggitin ang katagan na yun sa taong hinde nag paramdam sakanya kung paano maging mabuting nakakatandang kapatid
But is what I heard right ?, that damon is alive and h-he's lonzo, how many years have I been deprived of fate to be with him again and now that he's with me I don't know that he's always there
I was going to hide so I could hear them but I heard Bryan's voice calling me ... I was just standing where I was..habang nakikinig ako sa usapan nila hinde ko alam na tumutulo na pala kanina pa ang luhang nagbabadya
"Andy, What are you-" he interrupted when blair and lonzo came out of where they were earlier
I could see in their eyes the shock of seeing me, I looked at blair with pitying eyes as he looked at me
"Is it true?" I looked down
"A-andy" he called me, I looked up at him
"Is it true Blair?" My voice trailed off
"A-andy let us explain" he said calmly
"I'm asking is it true ?!" He was even surprised because I shouted that
"Is damon really alive ?, Huh?, is damon really alive ?!"
"W-wife" I looked at lonzo when he called me
"Wag mo akong ma w-wife wife jan!"
He was silent so I looked at Blair
"W-when else?"
"W-wife, I'll explain it to you, don't shout just calm down"
I looked at him again because of what he said .. Does he think I can still calm down ?, How can I calm down if I find out the truth ?, How can I calm down if they are fooling me ?!
"How can I calm down if you're fooling me?!"
"All this time, I believe you no longer have d-damon..I prayed that it would be impossible to be with you again even though it is very Impossible ... I believe you left me, you left me for the safety of your family, I accepted Your loss !, but I will not accept what you leave me! "
I don't care even if blair and bryan are here who are both shocked by the expression I'm giving now
Sino bang hinde magugulat kung yung secretary nila ay nagagalit ng ganto at kung sumigaw pa parang ang layo ng kaaway
"And you blair !, You know d-damon is alive but why didn't you tell me?!, Why did you take so long until I found out?!, For seven years blair you were there for me you were the one to support me to me when damon was gone or should i say lonzo and my mama!"
"Four years blair, I was imprisoned in that place for four years, and I was with only people who had lost their sanity. For those four years I missed my family because I was proud that they didn't know I was in there. , but when my memory came back it was very painful blair! .. it was very painful to know that mama left me a long time ago and papa pushed me away for his new family and when the person I love die because of me! "
Tanging boses ko lang ang naririnig sa aming apat ... No one wanted to speak to the three of them, they let me say what I wanted to say
"... So in those few years blair I learned to trust you!.., I learned to forgive because you are the reason why damon disappeared! .. I blamed you for why I went to that place .. but when I was four years in that place!... You've been the only one visiting me in that place for years! .. I've learned to understand who you are !! So I'm angry with you again Blair but for the next three years you proved to me even more that you really deserve forgiveness! "
"But now blair, Trinaydor mo ako! .. It's like you said that you just haven't been with me for seven years!"
"A-andy I know you think I am betrayed you but not andy, I'm not a traitor I also want to tell you that cassius is alive, I want to tell you that I saw him alive .... But I was scared of what might happen you and our family .. so I chose to keep it for our safety "
Umiling ako
"Safety blair?!,Nabaliw ako ng dahil sakanya!Nawala na ako sa katinuan blair ng dahil sakanya! ..." point and lonzo "I'm trapped in a place I didn't want to !, I've been with people who have lost their sanity! For four years I was alone blair! My life became miserable at that time I didn't know who I was and who my family was! I also didn't know why I went to that place! ... Selfish to say but why You didn't tell me!why didn't you tell me that Damon is alive ?!"
Nakatayo lang ako sa kinatatayuan ko kanina, naririnig kong pinapaalis ni damon/lonzo yung dalawa,nakababa lang ang tingin ko ayaw kong makita muna ang mukha ni blair
I'm so hurt by what's happening now, I'm feeling triple pain right now
I looked up at someone holding my hand, I immediately rejected my hand even though I was weak
"Bakit?Bakit kailangan mo pang magtago saakin?,Bakit mo pa ako pinaghintay?"
Hinde ko nanaman mapigilang maging emotional,parang gripo ang mata ko,walang humpay sa pag-agos ang nagbabadyang luha ko
I promised myself that I would not cry in pain, I would just cry in joy, but I also feel like a traitor to myself when I really want to shed a tear, you can't do anything if you don't let it drip.
I slapped him on the chest, he didn't seem to be hurt because he was just looking at me while catching the hands that were slapping him
Until he caught it, I didn't move and because of my weakness I would almost have sat on the stand if he hadn't touched me.
"How many years have I been praying that everything is just a dream..that I wish you were still by my side ... I wish I could be with you and mama again..but why d-damon?"
He didn't speak, he just wrapped one arm around my waist to support me and the other held my two hands.
Napasandal ako sa dibdib nya at duon umiyak ng umiyak
"Bakit kas pinili mong lumayo saakin kesa makasama ako?..ayaw mo ba saakin?...dimo na ba ako mahal?"
"Tell me,I wanted to know that your still love me..."
- Writer
