CHAPTER 19
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CHAPTER 19
MALINAW ang umaga, maaliwalas ang hangin at ang mga lumilipad na dahon at tunog na alon ng dagat ... tanging huni ng mga ibon ang maririnig at boses ng mga taong sabik sa darating na kapaskuhan.
Bawat puno o poste na nakikita mo ay may magandang dekorasyon.... Damang-dama mo ang papalapit na pasko dahil sa nakikita mo sa iyong paligid.
Everyone is happy for the coming Christmas ... many want to help fix the big Christmas tree outside a big house that maybe they washed their Christmas tree for everyone.
"Andy, aren't you tired ?, you've been there before ..."
I just smiled at him and shook my head and proceeded to fix the decor for the town.
"Will you watch the parade later ...?" Ericka said happily in front of us
"Of course,Narinig kong sasayaw sila papa dave kaya manonood talaga ako!"
I can almost cover my ears because of Barry's screaming,umiling nalang ako sa ka excited-an nya halatang gusto nya talagang manood ng parade mamaya dahil kasama dun sila dave.
Ever since I landed in this place, I never thought I would have a friend here.
I left all my problems in manila, I didn't bother to answer all the calls from blair and damon/lonzo because every time I do that, I just remember what they both did to me.
I was so childish in the part that I left immediately without listening to them and left all the problems.
The wind was blowing hard and the wind was blowing the hem of my dress and my hair.
Even though I left, the problem I was carrying still hasn't disappeared, the pain and memories of everything that happened are still here.
I though when I leave my problem will also go away, maybe my problem also was to be solved so no matter what I do,they will chase of me!
We ended up fixing the Christmas tree because it was too big so we needed a lot of people to help with it.
"Let's just get you here ah? Just wait for us here ..." Hanzo
I smiled and nodded, they left before I entered, hanzo touched me so I looked at him, I smiled at him before facing again.
"Wait for me here ah ?, we'll just take them too."
When he left, I went inside and turned on the light, I first turned on the TV and closed the door again .. I went into my small room and got some clothes.
I prepared to wear a long white slip dress, and I put on a cardigan, because I knew later it would be cold.
When I finished when I heard the knock on the door, I adjusted my clothes before turning off the TV and leaving the light on.
"Oh Hanzo nasan na sila?"
He just stared at me as I came out of the house when I got out I turned around and closed the door,hinarap ko ulit sya at ningitian.
"Ponaina ko na sila..dahil baka maunahan tayo eh at nag mamadali din si barry at coco para nasa unahan tayo ..."
We walked away from the house at the same time ... the two of us just walked quietly, no one wanted to break the silence.
We arrived at the court and I saw Ericka immediately when she confronted me, she waved at me so I pulled Hanzo but someone called him so he led me.
"Saan yun pupunta."Si Coco.
I just shrugged my shoulders and just looked at the people who were shouting because of the approaching chariot with the tarpaulin hanging ...
We applauded when the other participants in the parade showed off their elegance, there were others who were blowing fire so I was completely avoided because the man's position was just nearby when he started the fire.
Dave's group shouted even louder as they approached, in our place we could already see their movements so everyone shouted even louder as they approached our place.
Barry and his friends don't shout at kaka cheer kila dave, especially when they face us and wink at the same time.
I was statuesque when I felt something curl around my waist.
"I've been looking for you for a few days, you're just here ..." he hissed
My feet are like jelly because of the softness, if he hadn't just held me by the waist I might have been sitting on the stand earlier.
I left because I thought I could forget my problem but I didn't because wherever I went, the problem I was facing would still follow.
I face my problem alone without help from anyone except blair, he was the only one who helped me before and I don't know if what he did was help or what.
And now I want to be with him again, I want to hug him back I want to say that I love her so much but how can I do that ?, how can I tell her that I love her until now ?!
He pulled me away from the crowd no matter what I was hitting but when he stopped and faced me he hugged my shoulder and loudly pushed me away from the people.
Nag lakad kaming dalawa hanggang sa madilim na parte at walang masyadong tao.he faced me
I just looked at him, I refrained from speaking because I knew I would hurt him the way I would say it.
"Why are you here?" He asked softly while holding both my hands
"Do you want to be alone?"
"All right, I'll let you be alone,huwag kalang lalayo saakin..papayagan kitang mapag-isa.."
I closed my eyes tightly and when I opened them tears welled up in my eyes.
"You ?, What are you doing here?" I said coldly
He lick his lower lips
"I want to know if you're okay here ... I want to know why you left .."
Why did I leave ?, I left because I wanted to get rid of one and leave my problem temporarily, but why do I seem to be pulled again so that I can face my problem forever ?!
Can't I rest for a while ?, I just want to be alone and be able to think if it's right for me to wait for him for a few years.
"I want to be alone."
He took a deep breath and rolled his eyes and wiped away my tears but I avoided my face.
"I want to forget everything that happened ... I wish it was all a dream, I wish I hadn't been hurt by that!"
"I want to tell you that I hope you don't come back.dahil nung nalaman kong buhay ka ay mas triple ang sakit na dulot na yun.."
He bit his lower lip and averted his eyes but the pain in his eyes could not escape me.
He shouldn't be hurt, right ?, Because he's the reason why I'm hurt and now he still has the right to be hurt between the two of us!
"I....love...you..."
It was as if my heart ached when he said that,umiling ako.
I can't bear to see him having a hard time with the two of us, I want to tell him that I love him too but the pain is the pain!
I couldn't stand the pain I was feeling so I sat down, but he still held my hand ..
"But why? ... why do you have to hide?"
He also sat in front of me and looked at me as if I were the poorest person in the world..I shook with him.
"I don't want to hurt you ... I don't want to increase the pain I caused you ... so I chose to hide and watch you from a distance. While it hurts."
"But you hurt me now ... you hurt me again .."
He hugged me and repeatedly kissed the top of my head, but all I could do was shake.
"Is that really you?"
I was even able to ask questions between the two of us, I'm not sure if he's really my husband and if he's just pretending.
"I can't remember your face I can't remember .. please tell me ... are you really my husband?"
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