Alpha gave us three days at home, to stay with our family and Bella used it to be at the lab. I wasn't really sure if she even got some sleep because she was never home. We all stayed at Sue's. I couldn't see Ben. One look at him and I would change my mind. I know that my decision changes everything. I will never come back here and see them all. See how AJ will grow up and the little Bean too. I won't ever experience how Ben finds his happiness or if other family members finally meet their mates. And I will never see George again and all of that was my fault. I had to do right by George.
I wiped a lonely tear from my cheek and went inside Bella's workplace. I said hi to the security guy and gave him a cup of coffee. I know I can't be here, but this was the best bribe. He smiled at me and
