Levi made me not tell anyone else. I understood why. We couldn't risk anyone (especially, Laurena) going crazy and ruining our plan. Laurena was already becoming bearable. She's even getting along with Evelyn, though I doubted anything between them could be the same way it was before. Everything was fine. I couldn't risk ruining it.
In fact Laurena had already become so open to me. I was curious in her change in personality, and she easily told me why. I was afraid that she'd punch me for my intrusion, but the bittersweet smile in her eyes made me realize that she'd open up. "Few weeks after I entered the Clandestine, Oge helped me make a drug. To stabilize my mood. I didn't want to take it. I liked feeling empty. I was trained to enjoy the emptiness. It made me tough. It was the only f
