BRITNEY
Josh and I still met every morning at his place and meditated, and it hadn’t become any easier trying to learn how to get my body into a state of tranquility, as he was able to do so effortlessly. I was finding it difficult to concentrate, and typically found myself daydreaming or mentally planning out my day in my head, while he lay beside me, trying his hardest to push himself further into a state of “the knowing,” as he and Chrys often called it.
Although we had planned to have dinner that Friday night, meeting every morning before work had not become awkward at all. We hadn’t brought it up again, but we were becoming more comfortable and relaxed around each other. Despite the fact I wasn’t initially nervous about our date, by the time Friday night rolled around, I stood in fr
