Derek
*Derek*
It's been a few days since the death of my mate Isabella. Everyday I try to accept what has happened but I can't. It still hurts to know that the woman I vowed to protect is gone. The woman I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
There was something her death did to me. It broke me in a way that I have never been before. Every night I groan in bed as if begging the moon goddess to restore her to me. I couldn't sleep for a night knowing that she is no more.
It hurts so much. It hurts like coal in my chest. Like my breath is slowly fading.
The anger and hate in my chest feels like it was never going away. I can be mad at alpha Klaus for taking her away, or blame my personalities for hurting her but in the end I was the one that had hurt her.
It was my decision to let
