The moment my vision changed, I knew something was wrong.
Everything around me sharpened. I could hear things I should not hear. Feel things I should not feel. This is not possible, one of the elders said again. But their voices sounded distant now. Because something else was louder.
The voice inside me. “Now you see.” What am I seeing? I asked. No answer came immediately.
Instead, memories. Not mine, but lashes moved through my mind quickly, too fast to fully understand, but clear enough to leave one truth behind.
I was not born like this. I was made. No, I said. The word came out sharper than I expected. Kael stepped forward slightly.
What is happening? He asked. I looked at him. And for the first time, I did not feel small in front of him. I think, I said slowly, you were never supposed to find me.
The voice spoke again. They created you. And this time, I believed it and it was watching me. A quiet realization settled within me, steady and undeniable, as I understood that whatever created me had not lost sight of me, not even for a moment.
The statement settled heavily in my mind, and this time, I did not push it away or question it immediately, because something inside me had already begun to accept it.
The acceptance did not come with fear, and it did not bring doubt, but instead settled into my thoughts with a quiet certainty that felt difficult to challenge. I remained still, allowing the meaning behind it to sink deeper, even as new questions formed.
If I had been shaped by something beyond my understanding, then every moment of my life carried a purpose I had never been allowed to see. That realization shifted the way I viewed everything.
My past no longer felt random. I drew in a steady breath, my eyes lowering briefly as I considered what that meant for the present. Whatever had brought me here had not lost track of me.
It had been watching. The idea settled heavily, but it did not weaken me. It sharpened my focus. Because if I had been placed into this world with intent, then the next step was not something I could avoid. It was something I would have to face, and for the first time, I was ready to know why.
My breathing slowed, not from calm, but from focus, as if every part of me was trying to understand what that truth meant.
Created. Not born. The difference changed everything. A strange stillness moved through me as fragments of unfamiliar impressions brushed against my thoughts, not full memories, but pieces of something incomplete, like shadows of events I could not fully see.
I pressed my hand lightly against my chest, feeling the steady rhythm beneath my palm, but even that felt different now, as if it no longer belonged only to me.
How? I asked, but there was no immediate answer. But the silence did not feel empty, it felt deliberate. As if whatever knew the truth was deciding how much I was ready to hear.
I lifted my eyes slowly, and when I looked at the people around me, they no longer felt like the center of this moment. They felt distant. Small in a way they had never seemed before. Because whatever had shaped me, it was bigger than all of this.
The realization settled deeper, firm and unshakable. I was not an accident, I was not a mistake, I was something designed. And that meant someone, somewhere, was still watching.