I LOVE YOU, BEST FRIEND!

CHAPTER 2

Gael POV

Time Check 2:00 am

I woke up in the middle of the night.

I felt so thirsty, that's why I decided to go to the kitchen.

I feel so sleepy too.

As I walked to the hallway, I decided to drop by Zander’s room to see him. Did you know that one of the funny mannerisms of Zander is he doesn't lock his room? Weird right? Who doesn't close his room?

I feel so fascinated watching him sleep. Creepy, but I don't know. I love watching him sleep. I can't stop myself from doing that, especially if I have a chance like this. I think it's okay. I'm only watching him, not eating him, whenever I'm sleeping over here in their house, I always decide to do this.

But tonight, this will become a decision that I will always regret my whole life.

As I tried to open the door, that's when I heard them.

"Gosh, Love! Faster! Please faster! I'm going to c*m!" Allyssa's voice sounds like she is catching her breath.

"Yes, love! I love you! Uhh! so damn much! uhhh uhhh" Zander’s voice.

"Love, I'm Cumming again! ahhh! ahhh!"

"Yes, love c*m with me! c*m with me! God! You're so beautiful!"

I also hear the sound of their body as they are having s*x.

After a few trusts, I heard them both c*m together because all I could listen to now was both of them trying to catch their breaths.

"I love you so much. Love, can we again?" Zander’s voice, I think he's asking her again. My heart sunk because of this!

"My pleasure, babe!"

Then I heard them again as they started kissing again.

My heart is aching right now!

This time I can't take it anymore. I don't think I can continue to listen to Zander and Alyssa making love. I turn around and run as fast as I can to go to my room. As I arrived inside my room, I immediately closed the door, then my knee gave up on me, and I sat helplessly on the floor.

I didn't realize that my tears were flowing on my face endlessly. My heart is breaking right now!

It hurts! It hurts! So much! Its f*****g hurts!

I thought I was ready for anything. I thought I was immune to this, but No! It's still f*****g hurts.

Lord! Why! Why are you doing this to me? Haven't I endured and seen enough! Why not me? I was there, first! I was in his life, first! I was with him, but why she is the one with him, why she is the one he's holding right now. Why not me? Why?

I know I can't blame anyone for this. I choose this. Suppose I didn't try to enter Zander’s room if I didn't agree to sleep in this house.

No, if in the first place. I didn't fall for him. If I didn't choose to love the wrong man! If in the first place I stopped myself from falling for him. If I remain contented as his best friend.

I will not encounter this. I hate myself for this!

The hurt that I'm feeling right now feels likes how I felt when My Mama and Papa died. It feels like I'm breaking all over again.

It hurts to see him with Allyssa, kissing her, hugging, or even touching her. It feels like every time I see them. There is a nail that continuously punctures my heart, repeatedly piercing it!

Gael why are you such an i***t when it comes to Zander! You're a f*****g i***t!

All night all I do is cry. I cried and cried until morning.

I feel so alone!

I think I've drained already!

I feel so hurt!

I cried till morning!

I didn't wait for all of them to wake up when I felt that I could stand, I dragged myself out of the room and out of their house.

I want my mom right now, if she were here, she would know what to say to me, and she would know what to do.

I got a cab and went to where I knew it could make me feel not alone.

I want to stop feeling alone!

"Hi, mom! Hi, dad!" I greeted then faintly.

I always come here whenever I want to talk to someone about something that I can never share with anyone, and most of those issues I told my parent is about Zander.

About how I feel for him, I will always talk about Zander to them, maybe because I know they can never scold me about my craziness to Zander.

Not a single person knew about this secret of mine, and I chose always to make it a secret.

I just told them how I felt right now, and as expected, I couldn't stop my tears from flowing again.

I thought I cried enough earlier in Zander’s parent's house, but I guess that's not the case. I called and cried so much to them.

I miss my mom and dad!

"How I wish you're here to tell me what to do. I'm so hurt, mom! Would you please help me? Please help me! I miss you both so damn much!" I helplessly said to them.

Then suddenly a man approached me and tried to give me a handkerchief.

"Hi, here, take this. I can't bear to see a beautiful human-like you cry like that"

I was so shocked that it made my tears suddenly stop. I got up from my sit here on the grass and looked at the guy closely.

"I'm sorry, did I disturb you with my nose!" I spoke.

"No, I don't mind hearing you. But not this way, you're so beautiful, you shouldn't be crying like that. It's not compatible with your looks."

I admit I feel so shy hearing him at the same weird. I feel like I know him, but at the same time, I don't know him.

"Hi, I'm Alex!" He introduced himself to me, then he held his hand in front of me.

"Gael!" I answered him. I shake his hand.

He looks so familiar, Did we me before? I don't remember when or where. But he is familiar.

"Nice to meet you Gael, don’t get me wrong, but may I know why you're crying like that. You seem helpless!"

"Ahh, it's a long story. but thank you for the concern! But I must go. I must do something. Thank you again and sorry."

I did not wait for his reply anymore. I got away to that place immediately. It's not that I'm afraid of talking to strangers because I'm not. I can always take care of myself. It's just that I don't have the strength and mood to talk to someone.

I know I look like a mess right now.

Someone POV

You are crying again because of him.

I hate seeing you cry, Gael. I don't know why you don't remember me. But I will never forget you.

For now, I will continue to look and observe you from far.

I will always be there to catch you, especially when you realize that Zander is not the right person for you.

He doesn't deserve you at all. He doesn't deserve a precious person like you.

I will wait for you, Gael. I will always stay and watch you, even if from afar.

Always!

TO BE CONTINUED