My sociopath love

I don't care about anything.

I don't care about the people around me.

I don't care about their thoughts or their feelings or their opinions.

And I can't help myself because that's just the way I am.

But I wonder what my life would have been like if she didn't show up in it.

That one person who made me care but broke my heart.

Now I don't know if my love for her is stronger than the hate and vengeful heart I have towards her.