Chapter three: Runa

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The mirror was cracked down the middle, propped against a crate in the corner of what was clearly a servant's storage room and not a bedroom, and the girl staring out of it was not Elyra Vashan. She sat very still on the edge of a narrow cot and made herself look anyway, because looking away wouldn't change what had happened, and a Queen who'd survived nine warring packs didn't get to flinch from her own reflection. Scars. Dozens of them, some faded to silver white with age, some still an angry pink along the edges, crossing her cheek, tracing her jaw, one running from temple to ear like the memory of a blade that had been far less merciful than the one that had actually killed her. Her hair was matted, the color of wet ash, hanging past her shoulders in tangles no one had bothered to comb in longer than she wanted to guess. Her frame was thin in a way that spoke of years of hunger, not weeks, ribs visible where her collar hung open, wrists narrow enough that she could have circled one with the fingers of a single hand. Beyond the door, that same sharp voice from before hit the wood again, closer this time, more irritated. "Runa! I know you're in there. Father wants the useless ones hidden before the guests start arriving, not standing around like a bad omen at the gate." Elyra Runa, apparently, that was the name this body answered to sat frozen on the cot and listened to footsteps approach, then stop just outside. Every instinct she had left screamed at her to answer with a Queen's voice, the tone that had once quieted entire war councils with a single clipped word. She opened her mouth, ready to do exactly that. What came out instead was silence, and beneath it, a full body flinch that had nothing to do with her own will and everything to do with muscle memory belonging to someone who had clearly been struck for speaking out of turn more times than anyone should ever have to count. Interesting, she thought, distant and clinical, watching her own hands tremble from somewhere behind eyes that weren't quite hers yet. This body remembers fear better than it remembers anything else. The door didn't open. Whoever stood outside gave up after a moment with a disgusted little huff and stomped away, muttering something about "the ugly one" being an embarrassment even locked away where guests couldn't see her. Elyra sat in the sudden quiet and pressed a scarred palm flat against her chest, right where a blade had once gone in and ended everything she'd built. There was no wound here. No blood. Just a heartbeat, too fast and too fragile, hammering against ribs that had never been taught to hold themselves straight. She had died a Queen, in a room full of people who'd bowed to her an hour before they let her bleed out on white stone. She had woken up as someone's nightmare, a girl locked in storage so she wouldn't offend dinner guests. The unfairness of it should have broken something in her. Instead, she felt it sharpen into something else entirely cold, precise, and far more useful than grief. She'd spent a lifetime building thrones out of worse materials than this. A scarred face and a caged wolf were nothing compared to what she'd once clawed her way up from, the first time she'd built a crown out of nothing. Then I'll build a new one out of whatever this body gives me, she thought, and rose from the cot to test how far these unfamiliar legs would carry her. They carried her, if unsteadily, to the door. She pressed her ear against the wood and listened, footsteps, distant laughter, the particular hum of a household preparing for guests it didn't want her seen by. She catalogued it all without deciding yet what to do with it, because information mattered more right now than action. A Queen who moved before she understood her battlefield deserved every loss that followed. She'd have time to learn this house. She'd have time to learn its cruelties, its hierarchies, the exact shape of the cage she'd woken up inside. For now, survival meant staying small, staying quiet, staying exactly as forgettable as everyone here already believed her to be. She sat back down on the cot, folded scarred hands in her lap, and waited for whatever came next with the patience of someone who had learned, a long time ago in another life, that the person who waits longest usually wins.
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