Long Story Short (it was mistake)

Chapter One

4 years ago

Its midnight right now and I'm walking home alone, the streets are dark and there's nothing you can hear but the chirpings of birds and some cars that passing the road beside me. I feel relief when I see a waiting shed near me, I sit there and lean my head, I sigh as I look how beautiful the sky is.

"What the hell is wrong with me?" I ask myself while still staring at the sky. I stay there for a while and then decided to go back to my apartment.

My mom decided to get me an apartment near at the university that I am studying, I'm on my second year of studying hospitality management and I just finished doing some school activities, I forgot about the time that is why I'm coming back this midnight. When I finally reach my apartment, I was surprise to see that my room mate's bed is empty.

"She's still not here?" I ask myself. I kind of feel relief because I know that if she found out that I came back very late, she'll probably tease me.

I immediately remove my shoes and throw my self in my bed. "aaaah" I really feel exhausted these past few days, I've been studying all the time to forget about what happened, I think I forgot the feeling of being relax.

I close my eyes trying to sleep but the words that he told me keeps playing back to my mind like it was damage tape that keeps repeating. I can still see it in my mind like it just happened yesterday.

"Yes, you are not enough Eunice, you are never enough and YOU WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH FOR ME!" that was the last words that he told me. After that, he left me all alone, with a big question mark on my head.

I have a lot of questions, I want to ask him, I want to beg on him to comeback and try to make him change his mind but I know that it is useless, its been already two months, but I can still see it all in my head.

Mateo and I have been dating for more than two years. He was my first boyfriend and my first love. We were perfectly fine, we build our dreams together, we understand each other but everything's changed on our second anniversary, he changed a lot. He kept asking for my virginity, at first, I thought it was normal because we were dating for years and yet the only thing that we did is only kissing and I understand him for wanting more. I try to understand him but it seems like s*x is the only thing that is in his mind. After our second anniversary he never stop asking for my virginity to the point that he almost use force trying to make me have s*x with him. And when I finally decided to give my virginity and have s*x on him, he broke up with me.

I open my eyes and find my self crying again. What the hell is wrong with me? I should be over him, its been two months.

"f**k you, Mateo, you are a piece of s**t!! How can you throw our two-years relationship for that f*****g reason that I didn't you give my virginity? fu---" my rants suddenly stop when I heard a click of the door.

I immediately close my eyes and fake a sleep. I know that it is Angelica, my room mate, but I am not in the mood to talk to her right now, I don't want to listen to her s*x experience. "hmmm ugh" wait? What's that? OH MY GOD, don't tell me Angelica brings another guy in our room? s**t!

I heard something fall, I think it was a key "Wait babe, you have a room mate?" I heard a guy said, maybe they already notice me. "Don't mind her, its fine, she's sleeping" Angelica said with a sexy tone in her voice, I can hear the sound of their kissing and their foot steps coming, they turn off the lights and I think they continue on what they are doing for like 10 minutes. I keep my eyes close while hearing their silent moan "hmm ugh, suck it babe oooh" I can hear their moan beside me.

I don't know what's happening on me, but I feel like I wanted to see what they are doing, I turn myself into my right side so I can see what they are doing. Our beds are just next to each other, its only few inches away from mine. I slowly open my eyes, and I was surprised from what I see, Angelica is in the edge of the bed, her hands is holding her legs to keep it wide open while the guy is on his knees and his head is glued to Angelica's p*ssy "hmmm" I can see it from here that Angelica is trying her best to suppress her moan. "ugh sh*t! I'm going to c*m Lucas," she said in a very low voice. Her body is trying to get away from him but the guy which I believed Lucas holds her waist to keep her in place. Lucas keeps sucking her p*ssy, I can even hear the sounds of his tongue licking her wet p*ssy, Angelica place her hand in his head and push it harder to her p*ssy.

I suddenly feel horny, the way Angelica enjoy how her p*ssy being suck is turning me on. I know I am virgin, but I'm not hundred percent innocent when it comes to s*x, I've watched pornography too and I also masturbate sometimes. I also wondered what it felt to have someone suck my p*ssy, sh*t I hate my mind! I shouldn't be feeling this way. I want to keep my virginity yet here I am now feeling horny, and I started to regret why I didn't allowed Mateo to have s*x with me.

Angelica finally c*m and Lucas eat all her juices, I feel ashame that I'm secretly watching them but I can't help but watch them. Lucas climbed up and kiss Angelica, while his hand is still playing her c**t, he lay down angelica and pointed his hard d**k that I assume 6 inches in Angelica's v*gina. They are in missionary position, he first inserts his p*nis slowly, "faster Lucas!!" she commanded which Lucas also did. He thrust faster and harder. All I can hear is their soft and suppressed moan which really turns me on.

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I slowly open my eyes, ugh! My head hurts! My head hurts! I still remember what I've witnessed earlier ago, I can still hear their moan in my mind, I look at my left side and find Angelica's bed is empty.

"where did she go?" I asked myself. I close my eyes, trying to go back to my sleep.

A minute have passed, but I'm still here thinking about what Angelica and that guy did earlier. I took my cellphone and open the dating app that I installed yesterday, I don't really know how to use this app, my friend Kristin just made me installed this app, she said that I can find a lot of cute and hot guys here but I'm actually not interested but not now that I feel bored and horny.

I start the app and set up my profile, I add some of my pictures and put some information about myself, when my profile is completed I start to swipe on every guys profile, sadly I don't find someone who's more handsome than Mateo, what the hell? I mention him again! I shouldn't think about him. I should be over him, I should forget him, he is an asshole!! He doesn't deserv-- my thoughts was disturb by the sudden vibrate of my phone. I check who it was.

Someone message me from the app, before I open his message, I stalk his profile first. I automatically smile when I saw his picture, his name is Harry, that's a cute name.

His profile picture is a selfie which shows his face clearly, his ocean blue eyes mesmerized me, he has a red little lips and a very sweet smile, his dark brown hair is falling in his face like a domino and his jawline, OH MY GOD, his jawline is more define than my life and his thin pointed nose matches his thick brown eyebrows, how can be a man be so gorgeous like him? I scroll her profile to see more pictures and HOLLY HELL!! his body is... I can't find words to explain how hot he looks like, I can tell that he is a white American, I wondered why he is in this app. I mean he's gorgeous and hot, I think he doesn't really need this app to find a girl, all he needs to do is to smile then every girl would probably chase him and beg to sleep with him.

"I'm from New York. I want to meet people from Philippines because I plan to work there. I hope we can be friends" that was his bio in his profile.

New york? That's pretty far, but he looks fine as f*ck, so, I'm just going to talk to him anyway, I click his message.

"Hey young lady, how are you doing?"

"I'm doing good, how about you?" I ask.

"I am now good because you asked me" I smile from his reply.

"Stop it casanova! I already heard that lines before" I replied.

"oh what a shame I found out that he is 22 years old and he admitted that really has no plan in going to Philippines, he just want to meet foreign girl because he was tired and sick of American girls with a loose v****a.

"hey girl, are you listening?" Angelica asked.

"uhm, can we just talk later? I really feel sick right now" I asked trying to make my voice sound sick.

"oh, I really like to tell you what happened earlier, maybe I should just tell it later, you should rest girl" she disappointedly said while pouting her lips.

"Thank you" I replied and then I wrap myself inside the blanket. I check my cellphone if there is a message from Harry but he was online 5 minutes ago.

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Its been exactly four days ago since I met Harry in that dating app. We already exchange some private information, and we talked a lot. I told him about my stories, and all about me, we talked almost 24 hours a day and I'll admit that he is helping me to forget Mateo. I feel like he already knows everything about me in just a few days that we talked. He also told me about his life. I found out that he never had a serious relationship before, I was surprised at first because he got a look and a body, how come that he never had a serious relationship? And I think he is a nice guy, I like the way he talks to me in a dirty way yet I can still feel that he is respecting me.

Its already 9:00 in the evening and I just got home from school, I check my phone if there are any notifications.

"hey girl! I'm staying at my boyfriend's house tonight, I'm not going to sleep there. I'll comeback tomorrow evening. Our room is all yours for tonight so, you can bring any boys there and have fun. Good night mwah" Angelica message me. Boyfriend? I didn't know that she has a boyfriend, I thought they are just her f*ck body. Well, it is very easy for her to find a guy. She's beautiful, sexy, and sexually active. I wish I was too.

I check my Snapchat to see if Harry message me and as I expected he message me.

"Have a great day cutie"- 8:30 AM

"Are you still in school? Have you already eaten?"-12: 25 PM

"Are you busy? Can I call you?" my eyes automatically get wide when I read his message, it was sent 3 minutes ago. Call? I feel shy, Oh my God! I look like a mess right now?

I look in the mirror that is standing right in front of my bed and I fix myself. I change my school uniform into an oversize shirt and sweat short. I look in the mirror once again to see if I look fine. I sigh as I jump to my bed and open my phone.

"I'm going to call you now" I was suddenly felt nervous when I saw his message. I feel like my heart will burst anytime because it is beating so loud and fast.

"okay wait a minute. I'll just open my laptop" I replied. I immediately took my laptop and open my Snapchat. Harry is calling, I click the answer button, after a few seconds of loading, the most beautiful man that I know is now in my screen smiling at me, he is sitting on a chair, I think he is using his desktop because it looks like he's in a study table.

His hair is a little messy, it looks like he just woke up. He's wearing blue V-neck shirt, and I can almost see his n*****s through it. His shirt is so fit which emphasizes his collar bone and bicep muscles, that huge muscles can throw me in the bed easily.

I shake my head about my dirty thoughts. I can't believe myself, why am I thinking like this?

"Hi, how are you" He said while continuously licking his lips. Why does he have to do that?

"I-I'm fine hehe, I just got home" I stuttered. I can't help myself not to look at his sexy pinkish lips that is now a little red because of his licking.

I unconsciously gulp when he bites his lower lips. Ugh s**t! I want to bite those lips too.

"Stop looking at my lips". He chuckles "and go, get some water. You look thirsty" he said while still smiling at me.

What the hell? Did he also notice my gulping, ugh this is so embarrassing! I clear my throat, and I try to remove my eyes on his lips. "I'm not thirsty, I'm just tired because of school" I try hard not to sounds like I'm defending myself.

"okay, okay! I believe you hahaha" he said in between his laughter. I can't help but smile while staring at him. "So, do you want to kiss my lips?" he asked.

"Y-yes"

what the hell? Did I just said yes? Shit