A model’s desire

CHAPTER ONE TANIA’S POINT OF VIEW My eyes went wide with disbelief at the startling image that flashed across my phone screen, so much so that they felt as if they might pop out of their sockets. A wave of fear gripped me, causing my teeth to clench tightly together, as I wrestled with the growing anxiety that threatened to overwhelm me. A text just came in on my phone and it says— “Your life will be over before midnight, so much that you’ll wish you were dead!” I blinked hard, as my eyes widened in horror, and beads of sweat began to roll down my head. I held the helm of my dress tightly, my eyes saddled with fear. Why would someone anonymously send me this message? Who could it be? I took in a deep breath and heaved a sigh, deciding not to make anything of it. I always get threatening messages in my DM on social media but this was sent directly to my private number. As I stared at myself in the bathroom mirror, I heaved a sigh and put my phone in my bag. Maybe a creepy hater got hold of my number and decided to send the text. As a popular model working in Crest Modelling agency, one of the biggest in the country, best known for scouting unpopular models and promoting them to the limelight, I always got a lot of nasty comments. Crest is a big company, known for having their fashion line, managing models into success as well as organizing fashion events and collaborating with designers all over the world. Being a popular model brought that hate effect. All my life, I’ve been told I’m not good enough, not worthy of being loved because my parents abandoned me and now, I am fast becoming a popular model in the industry and I am glad my hard work is finally paying off. Who cares what any hater thinks? I deserve to be in the position I’m in, and it doesn’t matter if a million haters send threats, I will raise my head high with no fear. I picked up my bag and was about to leave the bathroom when suddenly, the silence was interrupted by the jarring noise of the bathroom door opening, followed by the sound of a voice. “Who the hell does Tania think she is? That social climbing d**k sucker!” I could recognize that voice even in my sleep. It belongs to Candy Theodore, the one person I personally know who hates me the most. I shook my head, not bothered about their gossip. It isn’t the first time she has something to say about me. Ever since my career started advancing in Crest Modeling Agency, Candy has always hated me, along with her annoying friend, Megan. I knew they were both jealous because I had more deals and was more popular than them, despite the fact that they got scouted into the agency before me. Just as I was about to pass by them and leave the bathroom, Candy quickly stood in front of my way, folding her arms with a smirk plastered on her face. As usual, her face was coated with heavy makeup, while her friend Megan, who is like a minion stood behind her like a guard. I rolled my eyes in frustration, wondering what the two girls wanted this time. “You’re in my way,” “Yeah, I know,” Candy scoffed and flipped her hair backward. “I heard about the deal you signed with the Paris summer collection. How long will you keep sucking Noah’s d**k to climb to the top?” I gave a frustrated sigh, clenching my fist as I struggled to control my anger and my eyes twitched from my inward rage. Noah Crest, the CEO of Crest Modeling Agency has been my boyfriend for a year. Even though we tried to keep it a secret, nosey models like Megan and Candy have managed to get a hint of our relationship, although we have never come out to confirm the rumors on everyone’s lips. Despite the fact that we were dating and I genuinely loved him with my heart, every achievement I had in the agency was solely based on my talent as a model, but Candy and some other models managed under the agency seemed to think otherwise. “Why don’t you go suck his d**k too and rise to the top,” I shoved Candy aside and walked out of the bathroom. I could hear the noisy whimpers coming out of their lips but I didn’t care. All I wanted was to see my boyfriend, Noah. I know he’ll be busy but I’ve missed him so much and I can’t wait to see him. I knocked on the door of his office and entered immediately. He raised his head immediately he saw me enter and a smile curled on his sweet lips. “Hey babe,” “Hey,” I sat on his lap, planting a soft kiss on his lips and giggling as he held me in his arms. I felt like a little high school girl with her crush. Noah had that effect on me. “I haven’t seen you in three days. You have no idea how much I’ve missed you,” I pouted my lips, as I played with the hem of his tie. “I’m so sorry baby, I’ve missed you too but work has been crazy these past few days. I’ll make it up to you, how about dinner this weekend?” Noah asked, one of his hands was on my bum and his other hand cupped my chin, staring into my eyes. “The weekend is still far off,” “How about I give you a little something to hold you in the meantime?” “What-“ Before I could finish my statement, Noah carried me up and placed me on his desk, his hand caressed my thigh as he stared into my eyes. I suddenly became shy and I looked down at my fingers, playing with my nail bed as Noah’s stares bore holes into my soul. I don’t know how he does it, but he always makes it feel like the first time whenever I’m with him. I still get shy and my heart still races whenever I look at his handsome face. “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do this,” Noah whispered to me, as his hand traveled to the back of my dress. I swallowed hard, knowing where this was going but of course, I pretended. “What?” I whispered as his fingers unbuckled the zip of my gown. “This!” Noah cupped my face in his hands and planted a deep kiss on my lips; the kiss was needy, like our lives depended on it and we couldn’t get enough of each other. He groaned as he captured my lips in his, tasting every corner of my lips and leaving me breathless as butterflies danced in my tummy. It always felt this way whenever I kissed him and it was as if our lips were made for each other. He finally broke the kiss, his eyes not leaving mine as he slowly pulled my gown off my shoulders. He groaned at the sight of my bare boobs, and his breath increased as my n*****s hardened from the cold of the air conditioner. “W-We shouldn’t be doing this here?” I whispered, but my tone betrayed me. Every fibre of my body wanted this and even my tone told a different story. Noah hadn’t touched me yet, but I was already dripping down there. “I can do whatever I want in my office, Noah said as his lips reached out to my n*****s and he sucked on it like a baby in need of his mother’s milk. A soft moan escaped my lips, and my hands found their way to his hair as I slowly rubbed it, enjoying the sensation I was feeling. “Noah…please,” The last thing Noah did was to have mercy on me as he hungrily sucked my n****e, leaving me moaning and making soft cries. His hands traveled under my gown and into my wet p***y. He slid two fingers in and I gasped. “Oh yes!” “f**k! You’re so wet. You’re driving me crazy, Tania,” Noah bit his lips as he began to thrust his fingers in and out of my wet p***y. I held onto him as I enjoyed being fingered by him. Noah knows every corner of my body and what to do to keep me moaning and he always did just that every single time. I kept moaning and enjoying the sensation and I tried to stop him because I couldn’t contain the pleasure anymore but he clamped my wrist to the back and held it firmly while his tongue went to my c**t. It felt like fireworks were going on in my p***y as he sucked on my tight opening. I cried and moaned and cried again till I came in his mouth, my body shaking from the powerful orgasm. Noah showered me with kisses as I struggled to catch my breath. “That was amazing,” I finally said, sitting up and adjusting my clothes on my body. “It’s just a tip of what’s to come after dinner during the weekend,” “Now I can’t wait,” I smiled in anticipation as my mind flickered to how amazing it would be. I jumped down from his desk and properly adjusted my dress. I didn’t realize my shoes had fallen off during our makeout session and my eyes searched around for it. Noah found it before me and he picked it up. He got down on one knee and helped me put my shoes on my legs, while I held his back firmly for support. I thought the next thing he would do was to stand up, but he was still on the spot, kneeling. “Tania!” He began, staring into my eyes while I looked at him suspiciously, wondering where this was going. “Having you beside me has brought color into my life and honestly the thought of you not being by my side forever has crossed my mind and I realize that my life will not be this meaningful without you in it,” I held my breath, as I swallowed hard, my feet tapping anxiously on the floor. I can’t believe this is happening! He’s about to propose! “You have no idea how much I love you, and I can’t imagine living, knowing that I haven’t yet made you mine forever,” he held my hand, staring straight into my eyes. With that, I ask; will you marry me and give me the honor of being your husband?” Noah quickly brought out a ring box from his pocket and removed the ring from it. My hands flew over my mouth, as tears rolled down my eyes. I never suspected that he would be proposing today and in this manner. I was overwhelmed with emotions and more tears flowed freely down my cheeks and I nodded as my lips curved in a smile. “Yes, Noah. I’ll marry you,” I stretched my finger forward and Noah slipped the ring in my finger. He immediately enveloped me in a hug and I melted in his arms as more tears of happiness poured out of my eyes. Noah broke the hug and wiped the tears off my eyes. “It’s okay. Please don’t cry, Mrs Tania Crest,” I chuckled at his words. “Mrs Tania Crest!” I couldn’t wait to bear his name. “Look, I have a big proposal in mind which I’ll still do to honour you in front of everyone. I just wanted the first time to be just the both of us, so we can enjoy the moment together,” His fingers traveled to my face and wiped the last set of tears while I nodded and stared at the ring. It’s a diamond ring with lots of stones plastered around it. Suddenly, his phone began to ring. “Um! Sorry, but I’m expecting a very important call right now,” he said, pleading with his eyes and searching my face to make sure I was not angry. “It’s fine, I should leave now. I’ll talk to you when work is over.” “Okay, babe. I love you,” he pulled me closer to him and planted a kiss on my forehead. “I love you too,” I said, and reluctantly walked out of his office. I walked through the hallway of the agency, smiling sheepishly as I looked at my beautiful ring, I noticed everyone was gathered and staring at me with shock on their faces and I smiled, wondering if they had noticed my ring. That had to be it, because why was everyone, even the staff, staring and pointing at me? It got so bad that every single person was murmuring something to themselves as they looked at me. “Is it that surprising that I’m engaged to Noah? I mean, we have dropped a few hints so it shouldn’t be that much of a surprise,” I thought to myself. Just then, Candy and Megan walked up to me with a vicious smile plastered on their annoying faces. “Well, look who it is,” Candy said with folded arms. “I’ve always known you were a cheap slut. I’m here to watch your downfall and I’ll gladly enjoy it,” Megan laughed. “You better watch your tongue,” I warned, pointing my fingers at them as my breath increased and my teeth gritted with rage. “Shut up, you slut. After clamping Noah under your wings, you still weren’t satisfied. You were busy sleeping with a random boy and moaning like a needy b***h!” “W-What? Stop saying things that are not true Candy,” I warned, animosity and rage pumping through my veins as my jaw tightened, my face red like coal. How could she accuse me of being a slut publicly? This is the height of it! “Not true? Why don’t you take a look,” Candy took out her phone and stretched it forward. I scoffed and rudely snatched it from her, taking in a deep breath to keep my rage from exploding. “Let’s see what the yapping is all about,” I clicked on the video and was not prepared for what my eyes witnessed. Playing on the screen is a video of me having s*x with a man online. My eyes popped open in surprise as my heart pounded rapidly in my chest and my palm became sweaty. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. I turned to Megan and Candy, and they laughed hysterically, enjoying the confused expression on my face. “Do you know the best part of this?” Candy snorted, still laughing at me. I stared at them, blinking hard as I tried to process what I had just seen. Looks like it’s about to get worse. With a sinister smile, she said, “The best part is, this video is viral on the internet right now!”