break through

Dear reader okay let me go just from where it starts from well yes I was born but don't get me on the fact that I didn't know how my parents even got to break up but yh they had broken up even before I was born. A MEMORY 🧠 As far as I can recall I was a baby and we had attended some rally yhh and those cars were racing and all I remember being in my baby body and sleeping under some umbrella. POV: "sounds crazy 🤪 but I don't think it was a dream guys I feel it was real " THE REALITY well if u ask me where I grew up from I genuinely was camping at grannies most times and if I went with mom to work well I slept on cardboard for my afternoon naps okay it was sometimes uncomfy but I loved climbing them to sleep at the top I mean it was a hardware. A MEMORY 🧠 I remember my mom raising me as a single mom and the fact that I bearly knew my dad well that's another phase to talk about PRESCHOOL I attended nursery school at GOD CARES nursery school yh and I recall being among the shortest humans in my class but wat I remember is that it was as though I was not being promoted to the next grades ever well I was trapped in the school at first I was in day and also had my bestie as an Indian girl whose name I don't remember but yh I was later transferred to boarding section at around 2_3 years old I also had some girl I called my mom since they assigned as with those yh and then I was allowed to watch tv in the wardens room during the weekend. she also gave me silver cod fish soup wen I was sick. I also had a friend called clair but trust me I always say her mom as a giant and her as a mini giant well thing were tough for me the fact that my teachers would hit me almost every day at a point I thought I was in grade 1 but guess what I was not yet graduated but yh . I also hated Marygo -rounds since I would puk like the day wen some boys did it a lot that I throughup THE GRADUATION 🧑‍🎓 on this day I was already to give my best smile but guess what the teacher that beefed on me was just opposite me next to the photographer and I turned off with this nonchalant face vybes like yoo I thought I was gonna get the award for best performance but that teacher gave it to the shortest boy like I now I was smarter than that guy but at least I did wear diapers to school