Prologue
Five Months Ago — Calgary, Alberta
The thin motel curtains were drawn, but the light of the neon sign outside bled through. A rhythmic dance of soft pink and sickly green that blinked in sync with the steady hum of the wall heater. The room smelled faintly of lavender and cheap soap, layered over the underlying presence of older scents: dust, bleach, and cigarette smoke.
They had called countless places like this 'home'. Low-budget motels with paper-thin walls, where anonymity was embraced with fake identities, and hastily packed bags that never got fully unpacked. Calgary had been intended as nothing more than a brief stopover, a mere two-month pause in their journey. Somehow, those two months had stretched into five.
Five months. It was the longest they'd ever stayed put, and Lia knew their time in Calgary was drawing to a close. She lay on the lumpy mattress, staring at the ceiling while sensing the familiar restlessness emanating from her mother, who paced the small room like a caged animal.
This time, however, would be different. She would not accompany her mother to whatever place she found next, like she'd done in the past. Her acceptance letter from the University of British Columbia was hidden in the lining of her duffel bag, the paper was creased from being read and re-read over and over. Her duffel bag rested near the door, like it always was, already half-zipped and packed.
Lia's heart raced at the thought of finally breaking free from this nomadic existence, of being able to make her own decisions.
She watched her mother from the corner of her eye, noting the twitchy movements and distracted gaze. If it were up to her mother, it wouldn't be long now before they'd be packing up and hitting the road again. But this time, she knew, perhaps hoped was a better word, they would part ways and go in different directions.
Lia, still in leggings and an oversized light grey hoodie that smelled of sage, sighed heavily and swung her legs off the bed and sat up straight. Her feet touched the worn carpet. "Mom?"
Her mother, tall and slender with dark hair pulled into a haphazard bun, now stood silhouetted against the window, her fingers parting the curtain just enough to peer out at the nearly empty parking lot.
"Yes?" she replied, not turning around.
"I've been thinking," Lia began, her voice wavering slightly. "About Vancouver. About UBC. I really think it's the best option for me right now."
Her mother's shoulders stiffened. "Absolutely not," she said, her tone sharp and final. "It's too dangerous. We can't risk staying in one place that long."
"But Mom," Lia protested, "I can't keep running forever. I need stability, I want to learn about our history. An education would.."
"What you need is to stay alive," her mother snapped as she let go of the curtains and turned to face Lia.
Heat rose in Lia's chest, frustration clawing its way up her throat. She swallowed it down, kept her voice level. She should have known that arguing would be pointless.
"And what kind of life is that?" she retorted. "Hiding away, never taking any risks, never doing anything that matters?"
Her mother's face softened slightly. "Oh, Lia. You don't understand. The world out there.." she trailed off, shaking her head. "You're not ready."
Lia looked up, heart pounding and met her mother's gaze. "That's the thing. I am. I am ready."
Her mom turned slightly, eyes narrowed not in anger, but in worry sharpened into something near grief.
"You think a city full of strangers is safer than staying with me? You think being surrounded by people who don't know what to look for makes you less of a target?"
"I think hiding hasn't worked in forever. We've been running for more than sixteen years, Mom." Lia's voice softened. "I want to stop. Just for a little while. I want to live. I want to learn."
Her mom stared at her for a long moment, long enough that Lia's hands curled into fists at her sides. She forced herself not to look away. She almost faltered.
"I've never had friends," Lia continued, voice steady but low. "We never stayed long enough in a place for me to make them. I don't have social media like everyone else my age. I'm twenty-two, and all my life I've followed your lead. You've taught me everything you know, and I love you so much. But I need to understand more of our history. I need to learn how to control this."
She paused. "And I think I can only do that if we separate. If I go to college."
Her mom looked like she might cry, but she didn't. Not yet.
"They won't look for me," Lia pressed. "They've spent years hunting a family. They won't expect me to be on my own this time."
Silence.
Then Lia added, gently, "Please. Don't make this harder on both of us. Let me go."
Her mother's jaw clenched, her voice trembling when she finally replied. "You've never seen what they can do. Not really."
"I get these instincts, these... pulses. You know that. I need to know where they come from, what they mean. I can't do that while living in hiding."
"You don't know what you're walking into."
Lia took a step closer to her mother. "You raised me to be careful. You taught me the signs. The spells. The way to disappear. And I listened. But I'm not five anymore."
Her mother flinched, barely.
"And I'm not Dad," Lia said softly.
A breath hitched. Her mother turned away, staring through the window again, where the flickering motel sign reflected back in the glass like a warning.
"No," she whispered. "But you're all I have left of him."
The room went still. The old clock above the microwave ticked loudly in the silence.
Lia crossed the room and touched her mother's arm. "I know what he did for us. I know what it cost us. But I can't keep living like a shadow of myself. I need to choose my own path."
And finally, her mother broke. The mask cracked, eyes wet, jaw shaking despite all the strength she always carried.
"I already lost him. I can't lose you, too."
Lia didn't hesitate. She pulled her into a hug, arms wrapped tightly around the woman who had raised her, protected her, and moved her through towns and names like chess pieces on a burning board. Her mother clutched her back just as fiercely, one hand cradling the back of Lia's head the way she had during childhood nightmares.
They stayed that way for a long time.
Eventually, her mother pulled back, eyes still shining. "You remember that time in Fort St. John? You were seven, and you tried to enchant the toaster."
Lia laughed softly. "I almost burned the curtains."
"Almost? You did. I had to buy the motel new ones."
"I was trying to make it spit out perfectly golden toast," Lia said, grinning now. "Your protective wards failed. That's on you."
Her mom let out a watery laugh and shook her head. "You've always been stubborn."
"You love that about me."
She sighed. "I do."
They sat down on the bed, their shoulders pressed together, and talked. About past stops. Old jokes. The time they got caught in a thunderstorm and danced barefoot in the rain behind a gas station. The quiet mornings when Lia learned to blend herbs while her mom made tea. The way her father used to hum while stirring soup, or at least that's what her 5-year-old brain was able to remember about him.
"I see him in you," her mother whispered.
A long moment passed.
Then she reached into her coat pocket and pressed something into Lia's hand.
It was a pendant, silver, teardrop-shaped, etched with delicate lines so faint they could've been veins.
"I reforged the spell," her mom said, voice hoarse. "It'll mask your scent again. Stronger this time. But it won't last forever."
Lia nodded, curling her fingers around the chain. "I'll be careful."
"if you're really doing this, then you have to be. No late nights alone. No telling anyone who you are. And if anything feels off, anything.."
"I run."
"You run."
"And..." Her mom's voice broke again. "Promise me you'll call. Every four days. I don't care if it's from a borrowed phone in the middle of the night. Just... call. Let me hear your voice."
"I promise." Her voice was quiet now. "You'll always know where I am."
Her mother looked at her as if she were memorizing every line of her face.
"And if you get even a whisper of danger.."
"I'll leave. I'll disappear."
Outside, tires crunched softly in the parking lot. A cab's headlights swept across the window, lighting the room in harsh white before fading.
Lia stood, slinging her bag over her shoulder. She turned once more to face her mother.
"You're the bravest thing I've ever made," her mom whispered. "And the only thing that matters."
"I love you," Lia said, her voice thick.
"I love you more."
They hugged again. Longer this time. Tighter.
When Lia opened the door, the cold Calgary air swept in, sharp and biting. She looked back once. Her mother stood in the doorway, framed by flickering neon, one hand pressed to her heart as if to keep it from breaking through her ribs.
Lia didn't know when she'd see her again.