Arranged Marriage To My Boss

Chapter 12

CHAPTER 12:

Agad agad ko naman pinahid ang mga luha ko. Lumapit siya sakin para alalayan ako patayo.

"Really Iris what happened?" Mukang concerned si Ashley sakin.

"It's nothing Ashley" Mahinang tugon ko. Crap yung luha ko ayaw nanaman tumigil.

"Oh come on Iris we're like sisters na diba? You can tell me anything" Pag aalo nito sakin.

No. You can't tell her what her brother did to you.. Sabi ng isip ko.

"I-I just miss my family" Half true namimiss ko na din sila baka naghahalo halo lang talaga yung emosyon ko ngayon. Wala na kong balita sa pamilya ko one month ago. No phone calls, no texts siguro dinidibdib nila ang pagpapakasal kong bigla. Hindi nila alam para sa kanila din naman ang ginagawa ko.

Nashocked din kase ako sa nangyari. It is all about b**m yung sinabi niya sakin? Pero ayoko munang alamin kung ano talaga yun hindi pa 'ko handa.

"You want to see them?"

Pumasok na kami sa loob ng bahay at umupo sa couch. Damn, masakit padin. Inabutan naman ako ni Ashley ng tissue.

"Yes"

"Pwede mo naman sabihin kay Zach na dumalaw kayo sa family mo Iris" Kumukunot na sa pagaalala ang magandang muka ni Ashley.

"No no. Galit sila sakin" Crap. Ayan nanaman ang pagtulo nila.

Naghahalo halo na din yung emotion ko ngayon. Ito talaga ang problema ko minsan I get too emotional.

"Dahil nagpakasal ka?"

"Y-yes" Tuluyan nanaman akong umiyak.

"Oh Iris, don't cry I'm here we're here. You're part of this family wag ka nang masyadong malungkot lilipas din yan at mapapatawad ka din nila"

"S-sana" She hugged me.

Ang sarap sa feeling na may dumadamay sayo na parang kapatid dahil sa bahay dati yung kapatid ko lagi na lang kami nag aaway. Ni wala nga din akong bestfriend hindi ko alam kung bakit siguro masyado lang akong aloof sa mga tao minsan.

"It's okay everything will be okay in the end Iris. If it's not yet okay I guess it's not the end" Says Ashely still hugging me like a big sister.

Mas lalo naman akong naiyak. Ayoko din matapos ito yung samin ni Zach I don't know why. Is it possible that I love him already? Oh crap. I hate the idea lalo na kung one sided love lang ang nangyayari.

"Shh" Hindi na kasi nagpapapigil ang mga luha ko.

"Iris"

My heart stops a beat for awhile. That voice I slowly turn my head to my left side and I saw Zach standing in the staircase anxiously.

Habang palapit siya ng palapit sakin yung puso ko tila humihinto sa pagtibok. I don't know what to react this moment masyado lang siguro napagod ang isip ko sa mga nangyari.

"Stay away from her Zach" Pagtataray ni Ashley.

Napahinto naman si Zach sa paglalakad. He raises his eyebrows.

"She's now suffering from pain pero wala kang magawa? Anong klaseng asawa ka?" She snapped again.

Gulat naman ang rumehistro sa muka ni Zach. Oh s**t, mukang ang pagiinterpret niya sa sinabi ni Ashley.

Pero this time dere deretso nang lumapit sakin si Zach. Nagulat ako nang buhatin niya ko then he turns to Ashley.

"It's none of your business Ashley" He said in a dull tone.

Saka na siya tuluyan humakbang pataas tahimik lang kami sa elevator tanging paghikbi ko na lang ang naririnig namin dalawa. I can't look at his face no not right now.

Dumeretso kami sa kwarto ni Zach at dahan dahan niya ko hiniga sa kama.

"What's going on?" He asks calmly.

Sinubukan kong iiwas yung muka ko dahil hindi ko siya kaya harapin ngayon.

"Nothing"

"Don't be stubborn Iris tell me, is it because of the punishment?"

Ayoko sumagot. Natatakot ako sa magiging sagot ko kung umo-o ba ako iiwan niya na ko? Mawawalan na siya nang gana sakin? Hahanap ng ibang babae nang makakagawa nun lahat ng hindi nagrereklamo?

"Iris talk to me"

I didn't answer.

"Iris" Hinawakan ni Zach yung pisngi ko. Now I can see his perfect confused face infront of me.

"Ayoko. That punishment I don't like it Zach, it's like too much for my ego" I finally said then started crying "Hindi ako 'yon. That's not me"

"I'm sorry, Iris.." Mahinang sabi ni Zach "Pwede mo naman sabihin sakin kung hindi mo nagutuhan titigil ako."

"Now I told you, I don't like it Zach"

"Okay, okay. I won't do it again. Promise, Iris. I promised"

"Did you enjoy doing that to me?" I asks an out of the blue question.

His closes his dark eyes.

"No I don't enjoy it Iris but it gave me satisfaction. But seeing you like this crying I think I would never dare to do it specially with you. Sorry, Iris. It's just when a person disobey any of my rules my brain automatically figure out what punishment to make"

Don't mess with Zach because he's not just a normal guy. Hindi ko nga talaga alam 'tong pinasok ko. Nakakagulat diba? Yung boss ko na matagal ko nang kilala may tinatago palang sikreto.

"P-pero ano bang ginawa ko?" Hindi ko alam kung bakit sobra naman ata yung galit niya sakin kanina.

"You always disobey me" He kissed the back of my hand now staring at me intensely.

"For not accepting what I've bought. You're the only woman who did that to me" Then he kissed the top of my hair.

"For not swallowing your pride" He kissed my forehead.

"And for not calling me"

"Sir" I finished his last word.

Then he grabs my body kissing my lips attentively. I automatically respond from his kiss ignoring the pain on my behind. He's biting my lower lip softly, slowly and taking away all my pain I've received awhile ago.

I will never make him angry again. Not tonight or tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. We lay down gently still kissing each other. Hinding hindi ako magsasawa sa mga bagay na paulit ulit namin na ginagawa. I don't know what's with Zach na kahit anong gawin niya napapatawad ko siya nang ganitong kadali. His tongue is now envading my mouth taking control of everything.

I moan. I don't know but I still love being control by him just him. Only him. My heart beats accelerating again before I feel dizzy he stops.

"Time to sleep love" His forehead against mine.

"I think so" Still grasping for air.

Humiga naman si Zach sa gilid ko at umayos na nang higa. Katulad nang dati hinila niya ko ulit para nakahiga ako sa chest niya.

"You're going to sleep with me?"

He nodded.

I was shocked because this is really not him. He's caressing my hair I lay with his chest absorbing the moment I have with him right now. I can hear his heart beat right now ang sarap lang pakinggan.

"The next time you cry. Just cry infront of me okay?"

"Why?"

"Because I want to be the one wiping away your tears love, kahit na ako pa ang dahilan niyan gusto ko ako din ang magpapatahan sayo"

My heart automatically went flattered. I smiled, weakly.

Buti na lang hindi niya nakikita ang muka ko dahil paniguradong namumula na ko ngayon.

"And I want you to be honest of what you feel next time understood?"

Ah crap. Should I tell him I love him? No! Baka lumayo lang siya sakin so I zipped my naughty mouth.

"Yes" Mahinang sagot ko.

I won't tell him I'll just try to show how much I love him. I think he's the kind of guy who's lost and unconsciously finding someone who will love him despite of his attitude.

"Now go to sleep" He ordered. Hmp, still so bossy..

"And we still have works to do tomorrow. Goodnight Iris"

"Goodnight Zach"

Then he kissed my lips one more time oh my..

I closed my eyes I felt comfortable, My Zach is with me. Sleeping beside me and he never done this before with someone. Kailangan ko pa muna masaktan at umiyak bago mangyari ito, I think I should cry more often. As he hugs my body I drift into a wonderful sleep. What a night.

**

I felt my legs went numb. As I keep running hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta basta hinahabol ko padin siya.

"No!" I shouted.

Pero hindi niya padin ako pinapansin patuloy lang naglalaho ang katawan niya sa hangin.

"No Zach don't leave me"

Nabubunggo ko na yung mga tao pero patuloy padin ako sa pagtakbo. The someone grab my body holding me like a prisoner.

I opened my eyes.

It was a nightmare. Hinihingal padin ako nang lumingon ako sa tabi ko I saw Zach sleeping peacefully beside me. Nakapulupot yung kamay niya sa bewang ko ngayon naman yung ulo niya ang nakaunan sa dibdib ko.

I kissed his forehead. Hmm, kahit tulog ang gwapo niya padin mas nagmumukang siyang bata. No rules, no punishments. Isinampa naman ni Zach yung binti niya sa legs ko. Argggh ang bigat.

Sinubukan kong tanggalin pero ang bigat talaga. Ni hindi ko magalaw.

I sighed, then Zach show a teaseful smile on this lips.

"I knew it. I know you're awake"

Dahan dahan naman dumilat yung mata niya. Umakting na kunwari kagigising lang niya. Shocks, bakit siya ang gwapo niya padin kahit bagong gising. Life is sometimes unfair.

"What are you saying?" He's still acting innocently. Parang kagabi lang umiiyak ako sa harap niya.

"Why so naughty in the morning Zach?"

"Because you're with me" He tease.

Crap. I blushed again.

"Goodmorning beautiful" He then said dazzingly. Para naman akong mahihimatay ngayon sa ngiti niya.

"Goodmorning gorgeous" I answered cheerfully.

Ngayon ko lang nahalata na naka sando lang siya. Oh lalalala.

"You sleep well?" Tanong niya sakin. Ang lapit padin ng muka niya. Pati ba naman kahit bagong gising ang bango padin ng hininga niya. So unfair with the other men.

"Hmm, yes. How about you?"

"Really well" Then he kissed my lips.

Er, May nararamdaman akong tumatama sa katawan ko. Oh God.. And I think it's a morning erection?

This is awkward. Really really awkward.Nahalata naman ni Zach ang pag tahimik ko at alam kong alam niya kung bakit. He shows me his playful smile pulling his body more closer to mine. Now hugging me.

"I know what you're really doing Zach"

At sa kauna unahang pagkakataon pumasok sa isip ko yung 'begging thing' ah s**t.

"And I know what you're really thinking Iris" Still smiling.

Ah come on. Tatayo na sana ako pero hinigpitan niya yung yakap sakin.

"Zach not now" Pagmamakaawa ko.

"No"

Kahit pumipigilas ako mas malakas padin siya sakin. Waaaaaaah. Tulungan niyo po ako baka hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko.

Then he turned at ngayon nasa ibabaw ko na siya ang dalawang kamay niya nasa gilid ko. Oh crap. But my Zach is still smiling joyfully sumasaya din ako pagnakikita ko siyang masaya.

He kissed my neck teasingly. Arggh nakikiliti ako hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi padin siya tumitigil sa paghalik sa leeg ko at hindi ko na din mapagilan ang tawa ko. Napatigil naman si Zach sa ginagawa niya.

"Are you laughing at me Mrs. Esqueza?"

"No, Mr. Esqueza nakikiliti lang ako" I laughed again.

Kumunot naman yung noo ni Zach.

"Seriously?"

"s**t. Yeah"

He puts his thumb on his chin the raises his eyebrow at me. Ha! He looks more hotter.

"Don't say bad word"

"Same to you Mr. Esqueza" I can't help my mood I feel so happy right now.

Lumapit naman yung muka ni Zach sakin mga 2 inches away. Bumilis naman agad agad ang pagtibok ng puso ko.

"Er, I mean same to me" Pagbawi ko agad.

"Good"

Then he kissed my lips one more time.